It's okay. Life is way harder than I thought it would be, too.
I still believe in love because of you. Love is real.
But when you closed off all communication it crushed me. I was devastated. I was in a very gross place the last time we talked and I feel like it's all my fault. If only I said something different I wouldn't have scared you away. If only I listened. I'm sorry.
I miss you so much.
I wish I knew what I was supposed to do to bring you back.
My happiness is only a stupid mask that I have to wear to make it through a work day. At all moments I just want to be beside you instead, doing or talking about anything. You loved me when I didn't love myself and it gives me strength every day. Thank you for this. I would like to return the favor now that I've found an inner strength of my own finally.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.