/lounge/ - sushi social

Hey sushis

My friend has an imageboard centered around retro media and comfy vibes. Its a little slow now but we have a dedicated community and hoping to grow even more soon. Hope you check it out!

https://wapchan.org/

>>15068
>Does someone really love you if they can't get angry with you? The world is filled with "nice" people who will tell you what you want to hear, but if you ask any significant favor of them they disappear or are too busy or whatever. Noncommittal kindness can be suffocating in its own way.

Are you fucking serious?

I can't fucking believe it, the main reason why I stopped talking to someone who I really really REALLY liked is because I didn't want to get angry at them, I am an absolutely brutal man when I get angry, so I stopped talking to her and… Fuck…
You gotta be fucking kidding me. This has to be an absolute fucking prank.

>>15069
sorry sushi…

I don't know what to say. People are ugly self-serving cowards. There's something to seeing someone at their worst to know if you can deal with them or not.

>>15070
It's fine, I should just follow the title of that track

>>15069
People are all different and cope with shit in different ways. I think the important thing in this situation is that you did what you felt like you needed to do to be a good person, and that’s what you did. Take it in stride. Life does go on.

>>15069
I am in the same boat as you, I am a nice guy but once I get pissed I switch to burn and destroy everyone and everything. So I don't want to be angry with people, because I know once I am I will be out for blood. The point of >>15068 does make sense though, you should confront your partner when they did something you didn't like. I prefer to talk about it as soon as possible though, exactly because I don't want to bottle up and blow up in their face once day. I think somebody should rather measure with the reliability of a person and not if they get angry at you. Being angry at somebody can show that they care about you, but they could also just be somebody aggressive. Therefore the mentioned significant favors are a better way to see if they mean well.

>>15059
Is this some pasta?
It would make great pasta if it's not.

>>15060
It is pasta.

>>14953
What if you swap genders with your gf(in magic world, not surgery)?

>>14967
But you already have someone really close to you:
"In this life, I am guaranteed to have at least one friend.

So long as I am true to myself, then I can be true to everyone"



What do you love, sushi? What makes you happy?

>>15057
It is hard as shit, I just know nobody really cares about me, so I dunno why I still bother with it.
The withdrawal is tuff

>>15063
>What if you swap genders with your gf
That implies I'd ever have a gf, which will never happen
>In this life, I am guaranteed to have at least one friend. So long as I am true to myself, then I can be true to everyone
Well, I was true to myself, and I just ruined it all. Who I thought was a friend was just a narcissist that disposed me as soon as I became useless to him. I screwed up with a girl, and because I was so rude to her I felt bad about it and told him why I felt like shit, so he decides to ask me for her contact.
Foolishly I do, this girl lived in the same country as me which was already an uncommon thing to happen. Was crazy nice too. Never had a relationship before either because she was raped and thus traumatized but because I was a complete lunatic back then I was a piece of shit to her.
Thanks to me these two are FUCKING like crazy and I almost threw myself to a train because of how much of a used condom I felt like. I gotta work on a website but these two pieces of shit intrude my mind whenever I gotta do something for it, like learning how to work with something or try to fix something.
Some fucker that has 5 years less than me has the guts to pull a complete façade on me, has the money to cross the atlantic, and the absolute balls to ask me if he can spend one night in my house so that he can bounce the bed with her later.
I deleted my discord accounts after this.
>What do you love, sushi? What makes you happy?
Nothing makes me happy. Just endless void and limbo, then rot and maggots 'til i decompose. When I was young I feared I may become like my dad, but you know what? After losing the only person I ever had last year, my mother dying, and then internationally cucking myself, maybe it's not so bad to live like a middle aged fat boomer who only has TV and alcohol as an escapism. Clearly this is my destiny
Maybe being a lazy fuck who only cooks every now and then isn't so bad

^_^

My pleasure!

~NYANN~

>>15058
Felicia-chan!!!
https://youtu.be/1lanT1_pCyc

>>15007
It’s not inevitable. I’ve lost touch with some online friends, but I’ve also kept up with the same online friends for the last… 10 years now. I have another completely unrelated group that I’ve been friends with for the last 7ish years.

Some of the old dudes that were BBS sysops and transitioned to the internet have kept the same online friends for four decades now.

Not everyone online *wants* to keep in touch for a decade. But some do.

Had a lot of online friends back in 2018 but now only 3 are left. We don't talk much now but still pretty cool people.

A have a few online friends, but sometimes it can be a few weeks a month without talking to them. But I've found that just being honest about not being the mood for talking sometimes can be helpful in clearing up any potential misunderstandings. Though the people I've met are all pretty introverted like me, so that's probably part of why they understand. I also only really talk to people online individually, and you tend to be able to better form a friendship that way I feel, rather than in groups. Trying to understand how the people you meet feel, and being curious and open to hearing the things they have to say can be helpful I think.

I did meet a friend around half a year ago on a forum, we starting chatting about interests and stuff, but we related to each other a lot and started writing tons to each other. It's gotten to the point where we sending essay length replies to each other. I don't know if that's weird, but I'm having fun so I think it's probably okay.

>>14996
I think you just have to find the right people. Some people are really down for reading long posts and replying in kind. It's very difficult to find though, I pretty much just lucked out and happened to be in the right place at the right time. If you're persistent enough I think you could find someone who you'd really click with.

Feeling lonely and yet too lazy to reach out. Every few years I do it anyway and it always leaves me very alienated. There are so many things, I don't even know where to start. Many instances where people don't even talk to each other and only spam stuff. Other cases where many places have the same content. Now and then stumbling upon something unique, but then feeling intimidated how people are actually passionate and serious about something, while I just go like "Yeah, that's nice". Also so tired of countless posts, like mental health, girlfriend, kids, wife, memes, politics. The worst was when I discovered some places where people from the little shitty country I come from are looking to meet others. Nothing of those getting to known each other activities sounded pleasant, it rather had the sound of torture like business meeting and company lunch do. Even worse was to see what people are interested in, but what did I expect? Jaded and introverted internet addict looks for similar fuck up to be tired together?

>>15054
Fuck, I don't even know why I made that post. It's just some mindless drivel from a tard. I am simply tired from Internet and real life. Feeling like my grandfather when he said he doesn't mind dying because the world he knew and loved doesn't exist anymore. Irl went to shit in my early teens, fucked off into the Internet and that went to shit too. All the inner voice does is screaming for silence and to be left alone, even though loneliness has sometimes a weak presence, sometimes a strong presence and whatever. Missing simple times. Can't even say if those when the Internet was new and exiting or those when I didn't care about it.

I've cleaned up the thread a little. This is not the place to discuss the merits of this or that IM service, especially with such a tone. Take it to other imageboards.

>Age and location
24, United States

>Favourite media (anime, games, music etc.)
>anime
diebuster, hidamari sketch, tsuritama, aria, kino no tabi, haruhi, utawarerumono, madoka, girls last tour and girls und panzer

>games
kirby and the amazing mirror, rabi-ribi, touhou, doujin games (think stuff like easygamestation games), 100% orange juice (haven't played in a while, though), jet set radio future, kirby air ride, pikmin, pokemon romhacks/fangames
>music
Johnny Foreigner, Bomb the Music Industry, Archers of Loaf, Ape Up, Brave Little Abacus, TTNG, snowing, recently been getting into a lot of vocaloid stuff like iyowa, koronba, yuyoyuppe and siinamota

>Other hobbies/interests
I really enjoy playing guitar and writing my own music but been struggling as of late to find my feet with creative output. I also enjoy making videos every once and a while, mostly "video collages" i make for fun and occasionally upload to youtube for me and my friends. I also enjoy photography sometimes and I enjoy working with animals.

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a nenfren has come to visit :>

>>14924
nen is a really great site, i like how its atmosphere and general vibe are similar to here

also came back to the thread, my discord is still 2sayakas#3355 but i recently got nitro (bad decision I know) so I don't know if that complicates things or not. My fiancée told me sometimes discord resets the tag because of nitro

Sorry for offtopic.
>>14919
I used to be part of your Discord server before I ended up deleting my account. I deleted it because Discord felt shit to use for a while and I was starting to get more and more extremely negative associations with it. I apologize if it ever came across like I had just committed suicide since I had a few people actually ask about that at one point.
Thanks for adding me just because you thought my avatar was cute and for adding me to the server. You were a nice guy and if I ever do end up using Discord again I'll remember to add you.

White to play
M Angelis vs E Paoli

White to play
Keres vs Bogoljubov

Black to play
G Capelli vs N Sulava

Black to play
D Prelevic vs P Orlov

Black to play
O Sarapu vs Y E Liao

>>15041
I've started learning Prolog. Logic programming might be the only major paradigm I haven't yet played around with, and declarative programming is interesting in general. Right now I'm mostly confused about the evaluation model and the whole thinking about programs as facts thing; maybe I should take a look at miniKanren and how it's implemented, I've heard that's easy to follow.

I've got "A Book of Abstract Algebra" by Charles Pinter lying on my table. Found it by luck on a bookstore, and I liked the author's writing style, so I bought it. Haven't really been able to give it the attention it deserves, though.

I have no formal training, but I'm thinking of applying to an university for CS or Mathematics this year. Entrance exams tend to be quite competitive, but it might be doable. Also, public university is free where I live, and the one on my city is quite good. I worry about how that will work if I manage to get in, though; it feels like I'm already barely holding together, with only work to care about.

>I myself have been interested in ancient languages, and right now I am starting to learn ancient Greek.
Sounds nice. I have a surface-level interest in Latin and the Chinese dialects, but haven't really dedicated much time to learning either. I want to get my Japanese to a decent level before I start thinking of learning other languages.

I have this poor habit of spreading myself too thin by wanting to learn too much at the same time, getting overwhelmed and not learning anything in the end. I've been trying to consciously limit the amount of things I'm thinking about at any given time, and timing my study sessions for each topic. It's probably too early to tell how that's going, but I do feel slightly more focused, at least.

Getting a nice pair of noise cancelling earbuds was a life changer. The fact that I can just put it on in the middle of a crowded street and isolate the world away gives me the confidence to try new and different things.

>>14925
Don't know what you heard but yes.

Got some external HDD for cheap.

Bought a large cotton blanket for summer ($65)

>>14926
ANC earbuds are lifechanging.

>>13698
Lol, Shakespearean eloquence and transcendentally compelling

Ahahah