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I think I'm schizophrenic
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Advice from someone who's been through it: Get an outpatient appointment ASAP with a psychiatrist. They won't hospitalize you unless you are seriously symptomatic or a danger. Don't hide symptoms, but it may be wise not to mention thoughts of self-harm, harming others, or suicidal thoughts. Ex. If you're hearing voices say so, but don't say they're telling you to hurt yourself, and when they ask if you're going to act on what they say, always say you know better.

It can take months to get an outpatient appointment (do emphasize you need one as soon as possible), so if you're having serious psychotic symptoms or are experiencing a loss of control of your mind, bite the bullet and go to the hospital. You'll have more rights as a patient who came there voluntarily as opposed to someone who was committed. It will suck, but stay there until you get a medicine that brings you 90% of the way back to normal. Again, do not hide symptoms. The right medicine WILL let you stop fighting for control of your mind, WILL make you stop hearing voices, WILL get rid of 90% of your hallucinations, etc etc. A lot of people get discharged early on wrong/ineffective medicine, and that's a huge mistake. Cooperate with your doctor, but do let them know if a medicine disagrees with you or isn't helping. Don't be afraid to push back. One doctor diagnosed me with an anxiety disorder, when I had no history of anxiety - my anxiety turned out to be 100% a side effect of the medicine.

And remember, no matter what's going on in your head, you are 100% responsible for your actions and WILL have to deal with the aftermath. Don't do anything stupid.



OP, it's been a month, how are you doing?


Also interested. I feel like I don't have a great grip on reality at the moment, and when I go out in public, I feel like everyone is watching me (could just be my really bad social anxiety). I've been feeling this way especially after a bad acid trip. I'm not sure how to figure out if I'm not just an hypochondriac.


schizophrenia can be pretty fun when you learn to tell the voices to fuck right off. it can even be useful.

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Minimum wage isn't enough to cover the cost of living in America. There are currently 870,000 people in America who make minimum wage. That doesn't even count people who are working under the table, paid less than what people say on the books, people who don't pay taxes, undocumented workers, people who are paid barely above minimum wage (but still don't earn enough), etc.

Companies paying employees less than the cost of living costs taxpayers because then they have to support programs like foodstamps/EBT/etc. And many people voluntarily put money into soup kitchens or food pantries for poor people. But instead of getting mad at the companies that don't pay people enough to get by, the average person gets mad at the poor working class, who, despite working, don't make enough to make ends meet.

The American Dream used to be having a 2 story house, a wife, 2-3 kids, a dog, a car, and a picket fence. Now? The American dream is being able to pay rent and not starve.
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>Minimum wage isn't enough to cover the cost of living in America
yeah, if you live in california or some other hellhole. Minimum wage is waaaay more than enough. It's only not enough when you're a single mom with 3 kids buying shit you don't need.


Do you live in the middle of nowhere? Cost of living might be cheaper, but there are no nearby universities or job opportunities.


You must be really young if you think the only costs in life are video games or something. Poor people can't afford houses, healthcare, dental, vision, etc. It's not just a difference of leisure activities.

Some of the replies in this thread are just so completely out of touch. You have no idea.


I live in Georgia and IIRC the minimum wage is like $7.50 and it is nowhere near enough to live on even if you're working 50 hours a week. I don't know how you could possibly think that you could survive on less than $200/month


I'm sorry I'm really tired, 7.5 * 50 * 4 is 1500/month. Where I live in Georgia that's rent for a 2 bedroom apartment

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I wanted to post this on /superhell/ as to not rain on anyone parade but it was locked.
I can't be the only one who fucking despises this disingenuous "wholesomeness" on altchans such as this site
This fake facade is what I go to IBs to escape from yet there are people who actually enjoy pretending not to hate how everyone acts like to get along with each other
I hate both myself and other sushis (fuck that filter by the way) and I don't see any point in sugarcoating that fact
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i think you're reading it wrong. the point isn't to roleplay that we all love each other or anything, it's just a courtesy to enable civil discussion. you don't have to lurk 4chan very long to see that despite the supposed benefits of fewer rules & posting standards, most faster boards devolve into a swamp of endless flame-baiting and shallow, petty arguments between people who are a lot more easily offended than they like to pretend. yes, in theory there is nothing stopping you from holding whatever kind of conversation you like despite this, but if your thread isn't designed to agitate 100 knee-jerk replies within a minute, good luck with anyone noticing it on page 15

if you have a lot of personal angst then i hope you find a way to get it out of your system but ideally it should not involve disrupting other people's mood or the carefully maintained spaces in which they feel able to express themselves. shitposting venues are a dime a dozen.


Relax. The world isn't your enemy, it doesn't even know you exist. Just make the area around you as nice as you can and live your life.


the wholesomeness doesn't seem very fake to me. its just that not everyone here hates each other as you do. this might be more a problem with your dislike of sushi rollymous people rather than the allegedly "fake" wholesomeness of this board


A lot of us have been in the chanosphere for a while and were around for things like Krautchan /int/ circa 2009-2010 that were just soaked to the bone and beyond with hate. It was like a troll shooting gallery, a shooting trollery if you will. That's fun and all but it choked out any earnest discussion and the negativity could actually fuck your state of mind up.

You'll eventually get tired of calling people black dragon rolls while being called a black dragon roll and when you do you'll get the appeal of comfy boards.


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A while back I made that sunset banner stating "sushichan - the best place for good times" or something and I meant it just like that. No good place for bad times, no big truck where you just dump something on.

Sushichan is a place where I go, when I'm already comfy or where I want to unwind for a bit. It's an island of calmness, to throw my anchor before setting sail into the thunder storm that is the internet nowadays.

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this is the official ylilauta embassy on Sushigirl! warm welcome to all!
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henlo yli



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kaka oekaki :DDD


>olive infant :D

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do you guys have friends outside the internet or anything like that? if so:

go hug yourselves normies
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It's somewhat amusing to see /r9k/ stereotypes still exist in 2019. Ironically, they still use the watered-down word replacement for normalfriend.
I don't think this is the website for you.


pretty sure /r9k/ didn't invent social problems


Elaborate? I don't think I implied anything of the sort.


What are you actually on about?


it's weird since when "normie" started to appear on /jp/ circa 2012, it was specifically meant to sound *less* bitter and cancerous than the alternative. like, we were over being resentful. it's not a big deal. they can do their thing while we do ours. then a few years later /r9k/ claimed it and managed to spread their stupid frog meme to the mainstream internet.
i guess i shouldn't be surprised, it's far easier to revel in self-pity and blame the world for your misery than it is to be constructive and take personal responsibility.

meanwhile i haven't heard "NORP" in ages

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What other sushi rollymous imageboard sites do you frequent?
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No, that is not just the way things are. That's you trying to prop up your preconceived notions with further preconceived notions of what the general population thinks.

Beyond that, you shouldn't be attempting to justify your behavior by comparing it to popular opinion, much less your uninformed idea of popular opinion. Even if everyone in the world was stacking the same totems about women as you, they'd still be just as wrong.


You're talking as though everything you don't like the notion of is just a rampant misunderstanding. Sometimes it's nature and you'll be faced with it every time you leave the door. I get the impression that you're somehow invested on this matter anyway so I don't have any interest in you getting all mad at me over it.


Bento Box Club: A diverse group of individuals opening their finished home to newcomers. Come on in, take a seat and join this adorable club. Movie nights, listening parties, and gaming here, we try to create a cozy haven for everyone.



Look at this california roll posting Discord links that end up dying and being of use to no one.


Except for the lox bagels harvesting their data.

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I'm starting to understand why I drink so much. It's not just for fun or for the hell of it. I'm self-medicating for anxiety and depression. I know this isn't a permanent solution, but I don't know what else to do to cope.
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How does drinking help you with depression? When I drink it just makes it much worse because I can't control my emotions or my body at all, to the point where I end up sobbing in a puddle of puke begging god to kill me with one breath and blaspheming god for ending it with the next.


> end up sobbing
I like that part. When your emotions are bottled up over days and you are unable to get a grip on them, crying is so relieving.



I sincerely wish that I could cry. I had some like, dry heaves of sobs a couple weeks ago and that has been it since 2015 when my cat died.


Drinking helps me socialize a lot. I just don't talk and am very awkward until I've had a few in me. But I also drink alone almost daily and it's a very bad habit.

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i want boytenryuu to fuck me so bad


Damn he's so hot. You got more?


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y'can look up mikoyan on e-hentai
his girltenryuu is as good, he is bisexual heaven
god I wish more artists drew guys like this, completely girlish traps are boring


Hmhm, I don't like the "draw a girl and say she got a penis" style. Manly or slightly manly traps are the best indeed. And thanks, will look him up


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This is nice board




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I think you're nice too burry-chan.


ur mum is a nice board


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the NPC meme is just a millennial/zoomer rebranding of solipsism, also it shows a lack of empathy

it's easier to call someone an NPC than it is to try and understand that they have a unique perspective and their own life experiences and that they're just as valid of a person as you are(blow it out yer ass)
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You're not even talking with each other, you're talking at each other.
Just stop already.


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can we just punt this thread over to superhell already


Oh fuck off.

Unsure if that is needed. Can't push a thread to superhell every time this guy finds something left or centrist leaning hidden between each paragraph.


In all honesty, I doubt this meme makes people think twice about themselves.
To the people being called npcs, it's just another right-wing buzzword that will be ignored. As for the people saying the meme, they also won't reflect on their own views. If you view your opponents as mindless cattle, you're not going to take their views seriously and challenge your own views.
You could say that the people being called npcs maybe should reflect on their views, but the people calling them npcs aren't saying it because they want to change their mind. They say it because they aren't worth talking to in the first place, which is why they're called npcs. It's used as a politcal insult, and people will take it as a political insult instead of criticism.
Ultimately I don't think the term really does any harm. It's just a reflection of the current political climate. Nothing new or insightful is being said. It's just a more effective way to say the same thing.


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