/lounge/ - sushi social

Congrats!

>>12333
im sure moot will appreciate the fanfic

>>12333
checked

>>12333
amazing. brings tears to my eyes

>>12333
m00t is a slutty friendly lady boi though

>>11802
perfumes and stuff change their smell over time coz of the volatile ingredients that eventually dissipate. so if that cologne is like 2 years old or something since you opened it, it's probably changed a bit.

I smell other people's vapes
What a filthy habit

>>16402
>this revives thread
I like vape smells too.. but people are generally obnoxious with them.

I like to brew tea in my room for both the smells and the tea. I like sage the most. The tea is also great to drink. Very relaxing.

I want to sniff Louise Francoise-tan's strawberry-blonde hair.

>>14990
Let's just say I am not emotionally stable

>>14085
>>14108
thank you, I have a lot of relaxing pictures like that for wallpapers

I'm missing nature in spring. I hate this, but I rarely have control of my life. It's beautiful here. I'm going out in two days though. Two or three. I need to be in nature.

I talked to a girl today for two hours, she is so cute. I need to socialize more, if I can get more energy like this.

heh… it's been about a year now since posting here. I suppose I should've realized that my life is a constant loop. Today has been quite silent, I woke up with no one home and I haven't seen a single person outside. It was windy and overcast. I will learn piano later, it's been a nice day. Good night and see you all in autumn hopefully.

>>15503
I was so absorbed in creating the very model of a modern majires that it didn't occur to me to watch the video.

>>15445
I hate vacuuming but it's got to be done…

>>15503
I'm reading a book where one of the main characters is named Candide, I wonder if that was meant to be a direct reference. It's called The Snail on the Slope. It is quite good so far.

BELIEVE

>>15246
Glad you're feeling positive. In my experience thinking positive doesn't work and its just guess level advice that keeps getting spread around.

Most of your thoughts are downstream from what's going on in your life. The key is to force yourself to act better and do things that will pay off eventually. Doesn't matter whether you are in a good mood or feel like shit as long as it gets done. Eventually you'll have some good results coming down the pipe and your mindset will improve.

I'm sure you've heard this all before but doing the basics to stay healthy goes a long way. I found a game changer was fasting once or twice a week. It's a pain to do but if you can take a day and just eat dinner, no other meals, you'll feel a lot better afterwards. If that's too hard, the day before try eating high fat no carb keto meals and it will make the transition easier. Just doing the basics with health, fitness, getting you life together will force you to be more positive. It's not easy but the idea is pretty simple.

Another game changer I found is having what I would call a mutation mindset or some less cringy title lol. Basically people get stuck in certain patterns with how they think and act. Your logic and conventional thinking can only get you so far. Sometimes its good to try random stuff and do things you would normally never do and see what happens. A lot of people think they suck at something, no one likes them, their life sucks or stuff like that. If you start doing things differently that might not be the case, or at least you'll have the hope that things can change.

It's like evolution, you mostly have natural selection but there are also mutations. Cows are bred to have the most meat, and people follow a pattern if it feels good. One day you might randomly get a cow with two tails which ends up being a good thing because you can sell more ox tail soup. If you try random patterns or act in a way you would normally never think of things might get a lot better. Most of the time mutated cows get bad birth defects, and trying something new isn't always going to be a positive experience but you just have to roll the dice once in a while.

>>15419
Yea I know what you mean. I switch between like 4 different accounts depending onPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>Do any of you enjoy going out/socializing?
No. Not at all. I do have a friend, though, we go back a while. I see him about once every year, and we talk about stuff. He's pretty smart, so we have interesting conversations, mostly about stupid shit.
I honestly don't understand how people like being around other people.

>>16097
We be having herd instincts and shit idk it just feels good. It's like I can feel their energy, and it hypes me up too!

>>7803
You articulated this so well, I should show this to my therapist. Whenever I get close to someone, I freak out, it's asphyxiating.

i'm still young, and i find that it's always hobbies and stuff (i.e. chess, video game scenes, music scenes) that bring people together, the familiarity between each other's tastes in things

been making a lot of friends lately because i've been throwing myself into that stuff, and to answer the question, YES, i enjoy socialising

ain't til you spend time around people that you realise all this online-induced misanthropy and ideas of herd mentality is just blown super far out of proportion

I got a two or so friend groups though I never actually made the active effort to befriend most of their members. Just one or two people who in turn introduced me to everyone else.

Thing is: you have to know when to draw the line when "hanging out". I feel like being around people TOO often makes you venerable to whatever petite drama overcomes the average person or worse yet sabotages your own sense of self.

>>16177
this made me laugh uncontrollably

>>16174
got the job?

>>16189
My interview is tomorrow!

>>16191
Be confident and do your best!!

>>16191
Stay frosty, marine.

>>16063
Grass is green with red cherry trees,
Sun shines and birds sing through my glass window,
Though somber feelings fill my heart,
And summer has its stormy nights,
Life is a blessing I can endure,
Life goes on in summer light.

Do not go gentle into that good night

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

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>>16063
Are psalms ok?

The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.

>>11140
>a sexy cold-hearted genius hot dynamite ice queen chinese girl
Why am I feeling deja vu? You've posted about this before haven't you?

any of the old idlechan guys here?
archie pittman?
FRANK?
monty?
blanky!

>>11264
What's idlechan?

I have this fear that one day my online friend will just disappear without saying anything and I'll never hear from her again

As soon as we graduated high school, one of my friends passed away. I always see his Steam profile on my friends list when I log in and the number of years logged out is always slowly creeping up. It’s both comforting to see proof of his existence, and sad. I think it’s interesting that the internet both sentences things to perpetuity, and makes things incredibly easy to lose, both at the same time.

yo nice art

A,

I was wrong to make you cry those many years ago in high school. It's been about a decade since that time, and I've never forgiven myself for it. I sometimes have dreams of your face, and I try to apologize, but I'm never able to do it. It is one of the many things I regret in life. I'm sorry I never contacted you to say I was sorry, despite you being on my mind for so long. The years go by like seconds to me. I sometimes can't believe the year now is over 1/4 the way over.

Sincerely,
A

Misaki-San

Isn't it a bit sad how, as we get older, you get to realize that work of fictions just exaggerate the feelings of the characters to have an interesting story?
Maybe we don't get to find a Romeo or Juliet. Maybe a Joe or a Camilla is ok.
Maybe exaggerating how someone feels towards someone else isn't the proper way to approach people. Perhaps someone mundane is good enough.
You probably reached to this conclusion sooner than me.

Satō

I'll just make this quick.
You invaded my brain like a worm hosts an apple. And I can't go back.
I didn't have the best thoughts before you, I was a bitter person. But I want to go back.
I want to go back to an idiotic belief that I'd never be loved than to have had you come into my life. Where I was incredibly jaded against the world.
Because that belief at least didn't feed me with the possibilities of things going north and happiness flourishing in the end, despite chances of it just being in my head and possibly not happening. It didn't feed me with something that is there but at the same time it isn't.
It gave me only bitterness and despair, but I was able to sleep at night at least. And I didn't cry because of someone to whom I may not have meant anything. Or I might have meant a lot, but I'll never be able to know.
I wanna go back to having never experienced love. It just brought the worst emotional stages of my life afterwards.

Lost soul.

>>14760
Depends if you live in a shithole or not. I have people from down south visiting here and they're amazed at how friendly people are compared to where they're from. They think people are trying to flirt with them in the street, and it's like no, that's just called being friendly to your fellow man lol

To G,

I'm sure you've moved on at this point. I told myself the other day I'd try to move on so I can live my life where I'm at now. Though while this thread's here I'll clarify how I see things. I was supposed to be a friend to you, but unfortunately my narcissistic attitude in that relationship and the pressure my lack of patience put on you was toxic. Isolating you in a situation where preferably you should've been with anyone else. I've always had a habit of acting first and thinking later. It's how I am and unfortunately how things played out is a worst case scenario for such a thoughtless attitude. It's only my hope that for as destructive as that behavior was the cuts left behind don't run too deep. This letter probably won't reach you since this board is its own niche corner isolated from the broader web. That's fine though. If you're as strong as I'd like to believe then you don't need my thin words to reassure you of anything. Maybe I'm just here to muse on old memories.

take care of yourself,
from J