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 No.4502[Reply]

In the past I have been diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and more specifically social anxiety disorder.
It was so bad I couldn't even look people in the eye and I would start shaking whenever I feel like I am looked at, I would run out of classrooms at university because of anxiety attacks.
I can't remember what I was on back at the time.

I have now started a new course ( which basically guranatees a job ) and it's back. It's more under control because I am more mature and have learned to breathe, try to calm myself and distract myself but it still doesn't let me function as a human being. ( + )

I am too poor to afford therapy but my cousin works as a nurse. I have access to: paroxetine, citalopram, sertraline, venlafaxine, regabalin, tradozone and alprazolam.

( + ) I'm currently anticipating social situations and taking 0.50 of xanax ahead with like half or 3 quarters of an hour but this will not last me long because I'm developing resilience to the drug ( I used to take 0.25 ).

I exercise using the bodyweight fitness app whenever I can. I do not drink coffee, alcohol or energy drinks. I used to drink tea but at some point I realised black tea unsettles me and I kind of stopped.

My concerns are anhedonia and gaining weight because this happened last time.
I plan on informing myself for a few weeks first and I am seeking help.
If you can and want please share this post to communities which you think might me knowledgeable.
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 No.17483

>>17294
Stayin' Alive - The Bee Gees (Ragtime Rockabilly Cover) ft. Wild Bill
PostmodernJukebox

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Elvis

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Santa Baby

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UNHOLY

 No.21349

My Immortal (Mashup Edit/Duet Mix) - IRyS & ERB



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 No.6911[Reply]

Do you guys see yourself in the context of society and decide, ultimately, that you are the one to blame for your problems?
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 No.16555

Well most of my problems come from a genetic disorder which isn't my fault, and I can't get it treated because rich assholes have decided that my life isn't worth their marginal profit loss. So no, I'd say it's not my fault.

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>>6911
I don't have free will so I can do whatever I want.

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Be the best version of yourself. Peace out.

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>>6911
I don't think that everything can be generalized as either completely your fault or the fault of others. There are sometimes when you're at fault for things that have happened to yourself, but other people have agency and act themselves and can themselves be responsible for bad things that happen to you. Saying that everything is your fault is victim blaming in a scenario when you were cheated or manipulated. But also saying that everything is everybody else's fault or society or the system is fatalistic determinism that ignores the fact that you are also capable of mistakes as an individual and removes your own agency and power.

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You are a capable person. As such, if things don't go your way, it is certainly not your fault. It is the world that is at fault.
Whether you make a serious effort or don't try at all, it is uncertain what will happen in the future. Therefore, rather than working towards an uncertain future, it's better to enjoy the present.
If you're worried about something, focus on enjoying the present. Go along with the easiest path. Flow like water. Without restraining yourself, proceed according to your instincts.
If something is trying, it's ok to run away. Running away is not defeat. In fact, some say that running away is victory.
Sometimes you may be faced with a difficult decision where you will regret no matter what choice you make. If you're going to regret it either way, choose the option that is the easiest at that moment.
If villains have human rights, then NEETs must also have human rights. Do not be ashamed of being a NEET. After all, if you can live without working, is that not for the best?
Act in your own interests. Drink when you want to drink, eat when you want to eat. After all, you might not be able to feast like this tomorrow.
Don't be afraid of old age. Only God knows whether or not you'll enjoy in the future. Therefore, enjoy the present.
Eris pads her chest.



 No.7189[Reply]

Socialist sushis post your favorite revolutionary songs! I’ll start
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 No.20518

Merry Christmas. The person who posted this video also has a bunch of Socialist songs from different countries including France, Japan, Britain, etc. Go and check him out if you can!

 No.20530

>>20527
Sir, this is a music thread. Endorse these ideologies I do not. I just like the aesthetic.

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 No.20778

This is such an 80s song. I do not know Vietnamese and I will not be fact-checking whether it fits.

 No.21275

'I Want to Break Free'
Performed In North Korea



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 No.14245[Reply]

I'm trying to find this one japanese artist who made these really trippy/psychedelic animation. The person had a whole youtube full of these animations, the style was either 3d or hand drawn sketchbook looking things. It was all anime girls too. And very colorful. It was a really obscure channel a person sent me once so its hard to find and i don't have their dms anymore.

i think their username had something potato or dog in their name but i could be wrong

they also had a website where they sold dvds of their animations for really cheap

i think some of their animations had touhou characters too. But it was mostly original characters i think.

There was also a deviantart page too where the person posted their drawings. i think they had a cyborg character they drew often.

i hope you guys know what or who im talking about, i'll appreciate the help!

pics are things that remind me of the artist a little, like a similar vibe
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 No.20025

my favorite pigmhall is this one. I wish he'd do me 3d ones because they're cool.

 No.20033

>Oldest vid is 17 years ago
Dedication

 No.20037

found out just yesterday that pigmhall makes games on itch.io. really cool

 No.20043

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>>20037
>making us have to search
https://pigmhall.itch.io/

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>>20043
what is this?



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 No.21230[Reply]

Let's see what are you folks made out of!

https://hands.sonnet.io/?room=sushi

PS: Do not banish me to /lewd/ please.
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 No.21241

I didn't think anyone actually posts on sushi and its all just the same people talking to themselves. Nice to see people making things or newcomers or both.

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 No.21243

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Cute

 No.21245

>>21241
i mostly lurk

 No.21247

>>21242
gununu is based
ana coppola a cute
:3



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 No.8722[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Do you usually have dreams? What usually happens in your dreams? Are you a lucid dreamer? feel free to share dreams you've recently experienced and have other sushi rolls psychoanalyze you
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 No.21063

I had a few dreams, but I won't go into them much except for the last ones. First one, I was in South Korea in a huge tunnel with other people on a conveyor ramp that's made for people. Think about the ones in the airport. It leads to a few place like this cute little shop. I finally go for lunch for some Baozi and I manage to pick up the buns with a chopstick perfectly and eat it without spilling the juices inside. I've never even eaten Baozi buns and I suck with chopsticks.

Second dreams. I was playing Minecraft on a boat… It was a modded playthrough, and I was in survival mode. So, to get the boat to stop, I needed to stop the engine by removing the soul sand that's placed near the engine that makes it move. I did that, and I'm in the water. Then, when I'm in the water, an egg appears in the water. An egg that looked like a giant ender dragon egg. When it hatched, I'm pretty sure there was a message saying, "get back in the boat!" It was too late, and I believe it was called, "The Hunger"(?) dragged my from the boat into the water and sent me THERE. I only figured out later what it looked like later when I was in creative mode. I remember it was black, for one. I think it looked like a squid or something like that. I never got a good look before I bolted. But I remember the next time I saw the egg it hatched from, there were three of them this time.

So, I go to snatch another boat, but this one was much larger this time. It was made of prismarine blocks, wasn't fully solid (think of like, a cylinder where every other wall, there's a gap. So it goes wall, gap, wall), and it was partially submerged. I managed to fly fast enough under water to get to the little engine, but instead of taking the soul sand out, I place it to where the boat goes downward. Then, I grab hold. Bad idea.

Next thing I know, I'm being propelled deeper and deeper into the ocean until it's all black. I feel a coldness as I look around. Then, the water stops, the boat is gone, and I'm still falling. I can feel the air around me as I start to see… purple? I go deeper until I finally rich the bottom, and the text reads something like, "THE BENEATH" or something. I've been here before, and I felt the same feeling of needing to desperately needing to get out. Like I was in serious danger. However, this time, I was in creative mode, so it wasn't as bad. I still felt the need to LEAVE though. There were malformed zombies and skeletons fighting in thePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.21071

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I had a dream that cute little kitty was snuggling next to me in bed as I was sleeping. It was really nice dream.

 No.21136

I had a dream where I finally said that I graduated from college. That's huge because I have had a bunch of dreams of being in a classroom or being in school. I hope now that I said I graduated in that dream, those school dreams will stop. One can only hope!

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Had a dream that I was at a carnival, and there was a waffle stand. So I waited in line three actual days just to get a waffle, and once I finally got it, I got a fork, sat down, then woke up. I was so mad.

 No.21236

I had a dream that a married friend of mine had an affair with me. It was all kind of sudden. I had no intentions of having sex with her, but she initiated and I didn't stop her. In the dream she had an ideal body for me, and I wasn't able to restrain myself from her. It wasn't real, but I still feel a bit weird about having that dream. I'm not even attracted to her in real life.



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 No.7927[Reply]

currently on a zoom call doing remote e-learning. it's really daunting but the nice weather outside makes it better. i'm just a little annoyed today haha
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 No.19057

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Whatcha doing for the weekend?
Nothing illegal, I hope….

 No.19060

>>19057
i have to bring my bike to a workshop, help an old lady install a printer, clean my place up and watch the euro final

 No.19083

>>19057
i use the law to judge if something is worth doing. if it wasn't fun they wouldn't leave it legal. i just love complicated white collar tax related crimes.

 No.21149

>>19057
Sleeping
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz



 No.4569[Reply]

How do you stay productive when doing creative tasks that you haven't done before?
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>>16664
>>17624
Just DO IT

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>>19416
Ay Ay Captain

 No.21103

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Do it for her

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>>16664
>>19416
2025 is my year?

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 No.20757[Reply]

how would you describe your 2024? what will you remember it by?
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 No.20858

i became an even bigger otaku and now im more dead inside which is easily interpreted by external parties as more stable mental health

happy new year

 No.20882

The first half went well. In fact, the first half of 2024 was probably the most pleasurable time of my life. I felt like life was moving ahead, like I had a future in store for me. Then the second half came, disaster after disaster, tragedy after tragedy. Deaths, break ups, and increased family tensions. It's been painful. It's not the worst I've ever been through, but it's pretty close truth be told. Falling back into old habits, overall feeling unworthy and depressed, and just trying to get back on my own two legs again. I don't think 2025 will be worse than that was, but only time will tell.

 No.21077

exasperating change, new highs and lows that shook me to my goddamn core

 No.21078

I finally graduated and got a full time juob which I guess felt like the end of my "hikki/NEET" arc of life narratively. I wish it was more of a celebration but I'm still sad.

 No.21104

>>21078
CONGRATULATIONS
Clap clap



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 No.7935[Reply]

Have you ever ran away from home, or been kicked out, or just been homeless in general?
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 No.21076

my dad kicked me out cuz he said he found a comic of mine hidden under my bed that made him feel threatened

the comic was a teenager killing her dad after he he molests her, I looked at how he treated me very differently after that and the world was so different that what he said

 No.21093

No. The worst thing in that regard was living without heating and warm water for half a winter. It's not ideal.

 No.21094

Remember back when I was like 7-8 I've got in a bad fight with mother and ran away in my pajamas. It was a dark night, but thankfully father caught me quickly. She used this later as a story to tell friends or family, didn't she realize in what spot that put her?

 No.21095

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Yeah, I was homeless for a little bit. Not long. I was living in a flophouse with a few other people, and things got sour after some time. We got into serious fights, and our friends were concerned about our health and safety. Many of us, myself included, were undiagnosed and unmedicated at the time, so it just wasn't good for us to live around each other. So I booked a campsite at a local state park, and just left. State parks are cheap in my area, about 1/3 the price of rent. So I camped out. Unfortunately my health declined rapidly, and being alone in a state park with failing health is not a good idea. So I crashed at my parents' house while I did the paperwork to get my own apartment. Now I've lived here for about 3.5 years.

If you're wondering why I didn't just go to my parents' to begin with… well, not everyone has healthy relationships with their parents. I was glad they let me in, but I was not glad to be there.

 No.21101

My old man kicked us all out when I was like 6 and we used to share a one room flop for a year or two. When I was in my early 20s and working in Shanghai, I ended up homeless for a few weeks and ended up living in some damn love hotel until I could rent a place. Yeah it was funny at first hearing people bang away for hours, but after a while it just got annoying. My neighbors were really damn loud so I used to run the shower when the sex moans got too noisy for me to concentrate.



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