>>14883I've been trying to get out to the real world and find people, but the issue is that I also feel the most comfortable with people that tend to lurk imageboards the most.
I am attractive to some extent, and I had girls be fairly into me, but it's just that it doesn't seem to work out, I act avoidant or distant the moment they start showing interest in me and that screws everything up, I don't know why really. I won't find a sushiwife outside, I should just accept that fact.
But another part of me wants to fight the impossible odds really