/lounge/ - sushi social

Yeah, pretty much I got that original Cyberpunk Team t-shirt and just wanted to brag.
And since my english is still just a hot pile of trash, I decided to write ministory as an exercise.
I call it success if y'all believed it.

I had the Burzum shirt that had varg on the back with the medieval cosplay knives in his bedroom on the back. I outgrew it I've gotten fat in my 20's cause I only buy food as well. I don't like burzum and black metal either.

I prefer animals on my t-shirt.

I don't really have a problem with spending money when it's abundant, but i remember sometimes during college when my family was being harsh about money so I would mostly intermitently fast and eat mostly noodles. I'd gain weight again when travelled back home so I had stored fat to lose and supplement with vitamin pills and omega 3 pills lol. In the end I used most of this money on travels to see webfriends.
Also, for months i could only take cold showers, but it was because my roommate was supposed to buy the shower and the asshole would knock the neighbors house to take hot bath there instead, e v e r y morning. It became quite a fight with time. Honestly fuck that guy, terrible and lazy swindler.

I bought a new book. Haven't bought one for a loong time….

I agree, that's why I keep coming back here

>>6166
Where's your proof?
Your evidence?
We're all evil here >:D

it has great aesthetic and is perfectly untouched by the masses but I'm scared to post often so I don't come off as obnoxious.

>>12714
post more often, roll! do it for me!

>>12714
>but I'm scared to post often so I don't come off as obnoxious
I post here almost every day, sushi, and I've never thought about something like that. While I appreciate the sentiment, I get the impression that there are a lot of people here who are too caught up on being comfy or not being obnoxious to the point where it discourages them from posting. But in reality, you're in the clear 99% of the time so long as you do common sense things like keeping politics in /hell/.
Posting on sushichan shouldn't be stressful.

Here's a cat

happy caturday everyone, lets all keep on truckin.

fuck the system, fuck hoes, smoke kush

I've done research on my own, separate from my university, because academia focuses on shit that's measurable

there's too much of an emphasis on LaTeX, abstracts, graphs in gnuplot or whatever, and other pseudointellectual shit to make your boring-ass research paper look smarter

but real research can transcend academia

I used to think academia was the be-all and end-all of education, but it's really not

autodidactism is better tbh famalam

post it on your website or github or something, ignore universities

YEET

Cute idea!

Could I get a general reading from my postid?

Nice!

I'll choose 14, 8, 23.

Could you tell me anything specific about my love life, like if I will have any luck finding love soon?

>>12059
Thanks a lot! Your deck looks really nice too

Im puzzled to find out more sometime about the cards being all coin and thrilled to follow the advice. Feels nice to get curious

Hey friends sorry for the delays, I've just moved and felt like garbage trying to adjust to the new place. I've got this reading done and I'll work on the rest over the next few days.

>>12069
Woven into your cards, I see a thread of energy. For the past, I've drawn the Ace of Cups which deals with love and discovering emotions. Along with the other cards, this might mean you once realized a new area of vitality in your life and really wanted other people to recognize it. But in your present card, I see that this may not have been the case for you. The Knight of Wands deals with firey energies, such as passion or temper. When the spirit has been pent up, it often can not be controlled when it leaks out. But I see a positive future. The Page of Swords indicates curiosity and talkativeness. I think it means that being able to express your force of life (in small, concious portions) will improve your interactions with the world.

I want to know whether to perish from a persons circle of aquaintances to give space or whether to proceed from another angle for more benificial circumstances
1-78: 3
1-78: 7
1-78: 9

Happy 9/11

Congrats!

>>12333
im sure moot will appreciate the fanfic

>>12333
checked

>>12333
amazing. brings tears to my eyes

>>9885
Definitely not the new CRX SiR, more of a CRX Hf.

Honestly best I can say is see if you can try one yourself, it's not very powerful but when you're actually driving one it feels good, fun to rev out and has the low down electric motor push to spin tyres. It's still more of a handling car than a power car, coming from a Miata I have no regrets, but coming from a more powerful car you may not like it.

It definitely makes tradeoff between power and econonomy, and for me using it as as daily it sits in a nice medium, but if you're just in it for performance there's probably better cars.
Even if you supercharged it (180-200hp safe) you probably coulda just bought a similar age Type-R for the same power with a similar or better handling chassis, even if you lose that short wheel base fun and good looks of the CR-Z.

>>2845
>>2851
>>2860
>>5274
>>9695
When I realize how much having my car cost me, I traded it in for a new Suzuki Swift. One day, I'll get a two-wheeler but for now, small cars are the go for my limited budget.

>>9745

I never like the look of the crz in pictures. but whenever I see one i like them. But I'm still sad it doesn't look more like the crx
>>9748
Hope you found a nice Saab
>>9930
there are some really cheap used Scooters. If you look for old Hondas they also look quite good

>>9930
If you want to save money on transport, make sure you have a bicycle as well.

>>2839
Tanks are more fun than cars but their fuel consumption per kilometre is terrible.

>>12345
wew

Moved to >>>/hell/3558.

Enjoy yourself!!

>>11597
Holy shit I love this image so much. Thank you sushi roll, for real.

LIFE IS LIKE A SUSHIBOAT
everything is fine here

>>11615
It's such a lovely picture. I cherish it with my heart.

Hi I'm new here too!
Started lurking here today and this place seems pretty cool.

Anyone else feel like diaries just make you focus in too hard on negative aspects of yourself, and therefore rumination? Overthinking? I've kept diaries on and off for near 20 years now, they always contained primarily troubled thoughts, which then continue to live in my head and nag at me even louder despite the conclusions and deeper look into these notions and patterns that keeping a journal offers me. I have done formats where I list, without any emotion, events that have happened. But then it only seems necessary to follow up on what's happening in my mind, and the cycle continues. For example, pointing out and writing about how my lack of confidence is causing me problems and error, causes the issue to live in my head more after dissecting it as opposed to solving it, thus continuing the problem of 0 confidence on a larger scale.

Then I'll quit the journal, and feel saner. If I have a serious problem, tackling it in a conversation with someone close to me yields much better results than being on a negative loop in the diary. Then I'll get a wild hair to start keeping it again and the same pattern continues, and my head seems to be darker than usual.

Don't get me wrong, writing is a good exercise and I do write other projects, but it is frustrating that diaries in particular seem to always blow up in my face (or brain)

>>12230
I've got the opposite experience, I'm very neurotic so letting past events ruminate in my head is more distressing than presenting it as text. It's cathartic to put ambiguous feelings into hard words.

>tackling it in a conversation with someone close to me yields much better results than being on a negative loop in the diary
Talking to people about your problems is great, especially when they can offer alternative ways of thinking. Stewing alone in the same emotions, the same reactions, the same reasoning, is what I find incredibly harmful.

How do you feel when you read previous entries? Are there instances where you're able to retrospectively laugh at yourself and your past reasoning?

>>12230
> Anyone else feel like diaries just make you focus in too hard on negative aspects of yourself, and therefore rumination?
I tend to do that anyway when I'm not writing. Thoughts stay in my head and spin around, degrading and becoming darker with time until I find something to distract myself. With a diary, I can actually express those thoughts and arrange them in a less negative way, so its been helpful for me.

That said, I agree that talking those issues out is very good too. It's just that I don't have many opportunities to do that. I don't have very many people I can spill my heart out to. I've been experimenting with recording myself, and that helps as well. It's very fortunate that smartphones come with voice recording software.

>>12237
Yeah, there have been several times I dug up something old and had to laugh at my past self or want to go back in time to kick my own ass for being such a tard. It's even nostalgic or interesting, because in our early 20s is a huge time of flux and change. I don't have everything figured out now, but there's certainly more stability and consistency compared to then, noticeable thanks to diaries, but overall it causes a special type of overthinking on my end that I'm better off without these days. Mulling over it a bit, I used to approach writing the angst with humor, which I haven't done in a long time. Guess I got too boring and serious, lol.

>>12239
Different strokes for different folks. I think they did work the same for me during a point of isolation "arranging the negative in a less negative way" had it's value and did help find the source of said negativity, which in turn is needed to resolve some of it. Honestly imageboards can really be a good quick way to get something off your chest too, as I did in this thread trying to connect with you guys on this matter, cause nobody in my life really writes at all. So when it comes down to it, I guess you can still talk places like this, sushi roll! You will find people in life too.

Since my biggest demon right now is confidence, I've found that (over)analyzing it just causes the problem to exist at a larger scale and become a self-fulfilling prophecy. In my case it's better to just not even think I have this problem at all and fake it til I make it as I enter and learn a new career. Believe it or not it does work, it's really a clear your mind zen kind of thing. If diaries get you to that kind of headspace, power to you honestly, it's a great practice. And talking with you guys made me realize that maybe I've been too flat and serious in my diaries and that's contributing to this weird dilemma. So thank you!

>>12229
Ishii-san really looks like Mai-chan here.