>>18917God, has it really been a year? I could swear this had been just yesterday.
I don't know what to write here. I wish I could express hopes for the future but, despite all I've tried doing differently this time around, despite all of the nice things that have happened, all of the people I've met, there's still this lingering feeling I am just incapable of steering the direction things are going in any meaningful way. Perhaps this has all been just escapism, and I haven't really done any work on the "real issues", whatever those are supposed to be. Perhaps I'm just impatient. Perhaps things have gotten better, and nostalgia is just being a harsh mistress. Regardless, the feeling lingers, and I don't know what to make out of that. Hey, at least I'm not dead.
As for today, it hasn't been a bad day. I was hoping to wander around the dreamscape in Yume Nikki a little bit, as it has been a while and we both share a birthday, but it's rather late so I don't think that's happening. I'm tired from work, anyway. Shame on me.
I don't know what to expect for next year. Hopefully it won't be like the past one.
Have a song:
https://youtu.be/xVpzLLsWvC8