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 No.3277

When was the last time you was in love?
I mean butterflies in your stomach and all that weird stuff.

 No.3278

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Once in life time. Don't recommend anyone.

 No.3280

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Love is not a part of my body

 No.3334

>>3280
>her body has organs

 No.3335

>>3334
>her

 No.3349

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Maybe like 7-8 years ago, it was my first relationship (and a long one too, 4 years) but it completely broke me when it ended.
I no longer feel any interest in the opposite sex and I can't watch romantic stuff anymore, I feel disgusted.

 No.3565

>>3349
What do you mean a relationship you baby? I never been in a relationship I only got crushes on friendly ladyes and ctjed and cried and cried and I'm handsome and hot and funny and women have crushes on me but I never realized how to act what to do with them so I stayed a desperate virgin who craveswomen and love I just want to love and be loved but I never got it despite the fact many women wanted that HELP ME

 No.3566

Never haha.
Hahaha…

 No.3570

I'm not even sure love is real. I've been in quite a few relationships, but The most I feel around someone else is a comforting feeling. At what point does like become love? Love just seems a very strong word for something as fickle and ephemeral as human emotion. Maybe I'm just a psychopath.

 No.3587

A few weeks ago. Then I ran out of moonsugar and came to my senses.

>>3565
> HELP ME
I CAN'T!!! Same shit for me, except I'm not even that handsome. Whenever I'm around a love interest, I become extremely uncomfortable to the point where I enter fight or flight mode.

>>3570
Love is the delusional state, where you believe everything will be okay, as long as you are with the person you are in love with. In an ongoing relationship it may become a more trust-based belief, similar to religious devotion. This is also why adultery is such a devastating blow to a relationship.

 No.3619

In retrospect, I think it may have happened to me in my early teens, but at the time I just saw it as a great friendship and didn't realize what I had until it was ripped away by outside forces.

And that's how I lost my religion.

 No.3623

I fell in love with a friend and we went out for a little bit, but he broke it off after just a couple of weeks. now I don't know what to do with my feelings towards him :/

 No.3624

>>3277
2010, when I graduated high school.

 No.3626

Primarily the time where I was going through an existential crisis, and I started hanging out with a close fren. They asked me how I felt about them and I told them I loved them, but it turned out they felt the same. The butterflies wear off after about a week, though. I guess bussy and hugs are better than therapy?

 No.3651

>>3277
probably at least a decade
i love my current bf but i dont feel my heart slamming against my chest or queasy anymore like how i did back when i was in hs

 No.3654

>>3651
that's a more gentle kind of love, but no more or less valid. :>

 No.3678

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>>3280
I come back to this post to finally admit it
Love has got into my body for the first time and has changed me as a man after all these years.
Life can be full of miracles

 No.3679

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Merry Christmas btw

 No.3783

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I mean, apparently I have a crush right now. Maybe? I've struggled for a long time with the idea of sexuality and what love/romantic affection for others actually is for me.

On one hand– there have been times when I've been asked out and I've thought "oh god no I don't think about you in that way at all", but there have also been rarer times where I've gone "oh. OH." and then proceeded to experience the messy butterfly feelings. So obviously I have some form of preference or radar, but all of those experiences have been *prompted*. I never seriously considered them in that way before the door was opened. I wonder if this is some form of the aromantic spectrum or something. I certainly desire a relationship with another person but I struggle thinking of a single time where I looked around a room, noticed someone, and personally, deeply developed a crush. I haven't met a single other person who has this shared experience.

It's complicated by the nature of my social life and circles. I thought I was entirely gay for a long time but a recent experience in the fashion of what I describe above probably means I'm capable of het attraction too, so that's been weird. I've always felt I've been able to make friends with all groups of people really easily, and my closest friends are men, women, and everything else. So it's not like there's a particular group of people that isolates itself to me as a potential "dating pool". That's how I assume it works for straight people at least.

I don't know. On the bright side I have a shitton of time to figure it out but I hope somehow I can find my place in the world and in the human experience. I do think I like this guy, we have some niche shared interests and he's a genuinely good human being so it'd be nice if something good could come of it. I've been having trouble looking at him while he talks lately >_> eek. I don't know how people do this, interacting with someone normally when you think of them… differently is so weird. But I don't think anyone suspects!

 No.3788

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>>3783
>I certainly desire a relationship with another person but I struggle thinking of a single time where I looked around a room, noticed someone, and personally, deeply developed a crush.
Don't worry, there's others in your case – I'm the exact same. What I've figured out is that I'm only able to date people whom I consider close friends and are rather similar to me in terms of mentality and shared interests. I thought for a long time I was unable of romantic attraction and would probably live the rest of my life alone, until I met someone in the last year who is LiterallyMe™, which led to my first confession (and relationship!). Gender doesn't matter to me as much as whether I click with that person or not.
I hope everything will go well for you!

 No.3790

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>>3788
This was such a relief to read sushi, thank you for sharing. I'm rooting for both of us.

 No.3797

>>3790
we are gonna play yakuza 7 together next week

 No.3806

>>3797
we are dating now I’m pretty sure. or at least we are now testing the waters and will probably start a relationship! but we are both a little bit shy and keep seizing up awkwardly when we see each other LOL. but it’s okay, I’m happy just taking it slow and enjoying the conversations we have. butterflies in the stomach are crazy man

 No.3820

Probably high school (>3 years ago). I went on a date not that long ago but I really can't say I've felt deep love for them like I've felt for other people in the past. If I'm away from people long enough my romantic feelings kind of fade out and its something I never think about until I'm in a social setting again, in which case they'll fire back up for a while. Doesn't make me feel depressed or anything.

 No.3839

>>3820
> If I'm away from people long enough my romantic feelings kind of fade out and its something I never think about until I'm in a social setting again, in which case they'll fire back up for a while.
This is pretty much how my platonic relationships all work. I don't use any social media, and none of my IRL friends do IRC so unless you're right here in front of me physically, we're not communicating.

And now I feel weird about clicking the "I'm not a robot" box because I realize this sounds like robot behavior.

 No.3842

>>3839
Only the IRC part might be a bit robotic. :)
Sometimes I feel direct messaging ruined more than it brought to my life. People were meant to discover each other slowly.



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