/hell/ - internet death cult

>>3926
for many drugs are a source of comfort.
for many drugs are a source of relief that "legal" drugs dont provide.
Just because you know a few idiots who dont know how to keep a needle out of their arm for 24 hours doesnt mean there arent people with chronic pain who use ketamine to relieve suicide inducing amounts of pain.
Personally I use LSD and weed to feel relief from anxiety, depression and a lack of emotional connection with the world around me due to the above issues as well as autism.

Just because you've seen people abuse drugs does not mean they cannot be used in healthy ways.
Just because the government tells you drugs are bad doesnt make it true.

>“I’m not dependent on X, I just don’t like going without it”
This is a normal thing. I could say the same thing about countless things you likely enjoy. Soda? Video games? Coffee? tHE FUCKIN' INTERNET? all things that im guessing you dont depend on, but would prefer not to go without.
>“I can stop X any time I want (they can’t)”
The only way to know if this is a true or false statement is to provide them with a reason to stop. A person with a real addiction will not stop, and will do drugs at times where it only hurts them. But quite often the case is rather that you are telling someone to stop something they enjoy and telling them they are addicted and they are trying to tell you otherwise.
>“I’m not myself unless I’ve had X”
As mentioned above, lots of people use drugs to treat mental disabilities. Two years ago I was trapped living with my abusive boyfriend who would threaten me, lock me in my home, lie to my friends, etc. I truly could not be myself without weed. When I was sober the only thing I could think about was how to end my life. Drugs literally saved me. I was not myself when I was sober because when I was sober I wanted nothing more than death.
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>>4631
420chan was a bunch of reddit-tier special snowflakes. If all you want out of life is DUDEEEE PRETTY COLORS LMAO and brain damage, knock yourself out champ. Cripplekike being the new admin is fitting

>>3989
I made this post a year ago, and now I've stumbled on it again. Well, I've learned something. The MDMA I had tried was fake. I was given some sort of stimulant instead - so I listed it alongside other stims. But I've tried real MDMA now and I would not call it a stimulant at all. The terms "entactogen" - touching within and "empathogen" - creating empathy are truly fitting categories.

I've used it about 5 times now, each time alone in my apartment quietly listening to Brian Eno. The experiences I've had are as ineffable as heavy psychedelic experiences but in their own unique way. I get suicidal quite often and my strongest roll made me realize how much value my life has… I just can't explain it. Rather than a hangover and a depression following these experiences, I actually got an afterglow. I can totally see why this could be valuable for treating PTSD.

Please sushi rolls, if you are of sound body and mind, and aren't on any medications, please try MDMA, real MDMA. And you don't need to be in a party environment to do it, in fact I think it's better to do alone. You won't regret it.

I've been really really considering taking Vyvanse because I cannot focus for shit and it's ruining my life.

Advice?

>>4762
you can just try it once and see if you can get anything done and function more "normally".
I've been thinking the same but it's very difficult to get on it in my country. i might try it by taking a friend's, honestly hoping it won't help me at all because going through the process here is a huge time and effort and money sink.

thank god.
this year was pretty bad for me and I'm glad to be leaving it behind tbh

>>4766
This year was rather eventful for me.
>Got back into drawing
>Got a new job
>Did a lot of sysadmin shit
Sorry to hear it wasn't your year.
Toasting for a better next one.

I don't think most people in those threads are expecting or even really wanting attention. I think it's more about the fact that if something's been bugging you a lot, then openly complaining about it can legitimately help to get it off your mind - that's what "venting" is. It's not about attention, it's just about getting it out of your system.

It takes a considerable amount of my mental energy to engage and support someone who is miserable, I don't have that so I ignore it. It's the same shit as blogposting. I don't care, so I don't reply. There's nothing I could say that would help anyways.

I find it annoying sadposting tends to end up everywhere I go. Pretty much every online community I'm apart of have people sad posting and trauma dumping in general chats. It kills the nice feeling of the community and freezes chat rooms as no one wants to post after someone talks about how they've been diddled as a kid or whatever

Sometimes i vent. I don't do it much because, like the poster above, I get annoyed when a board starts getting a lot of whinyposts. Case in point is l**nchan which I stoppe

>>4749
Fucking screen keboard.
Anyhow, …chan which I stopped using because people would start opening whole threads to post stuff that should be on the vent thread. It really gets super annoying to see yet another thread that's essentially identical to 3 other ones. Worse even, sometimes these people won't take advice and will try and refute every reply that tries to be helpful.
So, yeah, I vent only when I am at a limit. And I don't expect replies, of course.

>>4736
The hurt has to come out somehow. If you don't put it out, it will come out in another, more uncontrolled fashion.

are you a real clown girl?

I'd like to see them pour a bucket of demonic spirits from the netherlands

>>4702
i love your music pink girl very nice dear god real gang schlickin and gooning ginger monkey man we love him A-Mert and Cable aaa ily aaaa Mable good

i feel like any op with the phrase
>I feel my rage boiling over
is by nature uncomfy.
I sympathise with you op, however this is not the place to post stuff like that.

ywnbaw lol

>>3718
Americans are weird even for online standards.

>>3833
why would you bump this kuso thread

>>3718
>downplaying trans issues
What makes you come to that conclusion? It's a matter of fact, that only a small percentage of the population benefits directly from this kind of support. This does in no way downplay the merit of such support for the people in need of it.

On the other hand interpreting it as a propaganda tool doesn't make much sense either. If only few people are affected by this ruling, why even bother trying to win them over?

>>4668
I don't think that there's too much to think about that itself, sushi! I'm honestly more curious about why you associate higher income with dominance than the fact that you want a breadwinner wife. In fact, higher income is the only thing that you associate with dominance in your post weirdly enough. Are you sure that you are actually looking for a woman who wears the pants in the relationship? You also seem to be apprehensive about going through with it for some reason, but you don't really explain why. Also, what will waiting longer or getting in better shape really do for you? It just sounds like an excuse to not really put yourself out there.
It sounds to me like you're a pretty normal person, sushi, so I wonder why you're so unconfident about this.

>>4670
You have no proof of this. There are plenty of women who are looking for non-traditional relationships and most certainly will be respectful to their partners. In fact, more women probably find it admirable that a man wants something different out of life than just what tradition dictates. I think there are better places for people like you.

>>4673
Well, this was one example. I'd also like to be dominated in the bedroom, as well as with her friends and mine. Why wait? Well, I'm in university, and I intend to move to a different country, so I was wondering if I can find that kind of woman there.
Sorry I came out indecisive, I really do want to have this relationship and marriage, and I want it to last.

>>4674
These women exist everywhere, but some societies look down upon it, which discourages these women from being open about it. So depending on the country, these women might be harder to find. Also if you don't speak the language of the country, finding any partner is going to be difficult.

>>4675
>some societies look down upon it
Harsh truth I'm afraid, but I won't let it get to me
>speak the language of the country
No worries there, other people have told me I speak their language really well :)

>>4676
Best of luck to you then! And I'm sure you know, but be prepared for a lot of time spent searching, and probably going on dates that end up going nowhere. Such is just the reality of dating. Remember that getting closer to finding a partner is never time wasted. It is simply time spent.

So Lain is really just like a streamer?

>>4615
Vtuber Lain is something i do want and do not want at the same time Xd It would be 100% trash content streamer or something like Muta but a girl and not an Indian

>>4616
only way to do a Lain vtuber right would be if she was full AI, like Neurosama

>>4617
Dead inside Neurosama? Sounds cool

Aesthetics are decided upon influences and natural preferences. Finding the essential parts of these and expressing them is the core work of artists. When asking why is x not popular, the first approach would be to ask, what does x express, what are the essential parts, that outline and describe it? What do people cherish, what is irrelevant, what is adjacent to the appeal?

>>4639
please ignore this post
/lounge/ is for comfy posting and fun, this poster is lost

>>4640
Not really, no. People addressing the issues covered seriously and effectively would increase the comfiness and long-term fun (i.e., quality of life) of many people who'd avoid having to deal with various health issues that could be one or more of embarrassing, unpleasant, serious, and chronic.

Furthermore, I'd be comfier and have more fun if I had a greater pool of potential fap material (I wrote about an aesthetic anus fetish for a reason), but that doesn't really matter; it's quite insignificant by comparison.

Perhaps addressing the matters documented would even be comfy and fun for some. They won't know until they try, right?

Wow, so you still exist.

>>4642
nolifes do what nolifes do :/

>>4639
Long time no see, did that date go well? Are you on vacation still? As a side note, for such topics we have /hell/, since there are indeed people who do not give a crap and do not wish to see your work. :P

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