/hell/ - internet death cult

If resident evil is when zombies,
then Jesus resurrection is resident good?

>>4810
no meth
gbutn in other good news i have my surgery finally scheduled

>>4811
Hey check this out, the federal internet is different from the state internet
>>4810

>>4810
Hai.

kill yourself before it's too late

"School/work stress brings out the worst in people - keep your cool and be kind to everyone, always. You have no idea what they're going through." I also had problems with succumbing to peer pressure.

Keep a daily schedule, balance learning, socializing, and hobbies. Open your mind, smile. It is not that bad.

Your passion for learning is your greatest asset and you will reap the benefits of all your invested time.

Also you might have ADHD and should get that checked out before starting your engineering studies, its gonna fuck you over majorly.

>>4754
This. Some fun things happen, but then it's a long downhill slide into loneliness, poverty, and overwhelming dissatisfaction. But, if I could go back in time I'd just go back to before I was born and kill my parents. Having children is the worst crime you can commit.

Own cuter things! Color coordinate! Enjoy some pinks and tans and whites

Shave body hair and moisturize your skin.. soft. Skin care generally is specific to each person. What works for one might not work for another so you'll need some amount of trial and error.

Also, with weight loss, you might be interested in gaining fat in the "right places" maybe look for work out guides on how to improve your but and hips.

Reading lots of Yuri is my personal thing.

>>4761
How should I go about shaving my body hair? I can't decide tbh

>>4763
I recommend trimming areas like chest, and shaving pits.

>>4761
>>4763
Alternatively, if you want to keep your body hair or are just so hairy it would be a huge pain to remove it, make sure to spend a good amount of time exfoliating with a first a rough and then a fine-grained sponge or loofah. If you're hairy it can be easier to not notice how much dust and grime you accumulate, but it's not at all dirty, as some people like to think. Make sure not to strip away all the natural oil though, since it keeps body hair soft and fluffy just like it does for head hair. This is why people use beard oil and stuff. Speaking of facial hair, if you have one, make sure to keep the skin under it well-exfoliated as well since you can get dead skin and dandruff buildup there even if you don't have it on your head. I recommend one of those exfoliating gloves made of loofah material to get at spots under longer hair or between folds in your face.

If you have calluses on your skin from working and stuff also make sure to keep those moisturized and exfoliated but don't try to remove them or grind them down. Healthy thick skin doesn't look any different from thin skin, though it's a bit squishy to the touch. If you know women in the military or the trades they will often have calluses in the same places as men in those jobs, but it's not as obvious because they just tend to be exposed to skincare knowledge from a younger age. Ask any women you know about skincare and hair care. You don't have to tell them the whole reasoning, just say you're curious or want to try it yourself if they ask why. From what I've seen most are usually very happy to talk about these things.

The location where actual fat is gained and lost is mostly based on genetics but yes, if you aren't Mr. Bones or Arnold low-body-fat then gaining some muscle around your blessed assurance can help fill out your bottom half. Just general leg day stuff. Squats, lunges leg presses and deadlifts are good lifts to hit multiple muscle groups, and I like doing leg curls and leg extensions for the hammies and quads respectively. Almost everybody appreciates nice shapely calves as well so it's good to work on those too, though in my experience the best workout for calves is unfortunately just being fat.

>>3926
for many drugs are a source of comfort.
for many drugs are a source of relief that "legal" drugs dont provide.
Just because you know a few idiots who dont know how to keep a needle out of their arm for 24 hours doesnt mean there arent people with chronic pain who use ketamine to relieve suicide inducing amounts of pain.
Personally I use LSD and weed to feel relief from anxiety, depression and a lack of emotional connection with the world around me due to the above issues as well as autism.

Just because you've seen people abuse drugs does not mean they cannot be used in healthy ways.
Just because the government tells you drugs are bad doesnt make it true.

>“I’m not dependent on X, I just don’t like going without it”
This is a normal thing. I could say the same thing about countless things you likely enjoy. Soda? Video games? Coffee? tHE FUCKIN' INTERNET? all things that im guessing you dont depend on, but would prefer not to go without.
>“I can stop X any time I want (they can’t)”
The only way to know if this is a true or false statement is to provide them with a reason to stop. A person with a real addiction will not stop, and will do drugs at times where it only hurts them. But quite often the case is rather that you are telling someone to stop something they enjoy and telling them they are addicted and they are trying to tell you otherwise.
>“I’m not myself unless I’ve had X”
As mentioned above, lots of people use drugs to treat mental disabilities. Two years ago I was trapped living with my abusive boyfriend who would threaten me, lock me in my home, lie to my friends, etc. I truly could not be myself without weed. When I was sober the only thing I could think about was how to end my life. Drugs literally saved me. I was not myself when I was sober because when I was sober I wanted nothing more than death.
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>>4631
420chan was a bunch of reddit-tier special snowflakes. If all you want out of life is DUDEEEE PRETTY COLORS LMAO and brain damage, knock yourself out champ. Cripplekike being the new admin is fitting

>>3989
I made this post a year ago, and now I've stumbled on it again. Well, I've learned something. The MDMA I had tried was fake. I was given some sort of stimulant instead - so I listed it alongside other stims. But I've tried real MDMA now and I would not call it a stimulant at all. The terms "entactogen" - touching within and "empathogen" - creating empathy are truly fitting categories.

I've used it about 5 times now, each time alone in my apartment quietly listening to Brian Eno. The experiences I've had are as ineffable as heavy psychedelic experiences but in their own unique way. I get suicidal quite often and my strongest roll made me realize how much value my life has… I just can't explain it. Rather than a hangover and a depression following these experiences, I actually got an afterglow. I can totally see why this could be valuable for treating PTSD.

Please sushi rolls, if you are of sound body and mind, and aren't on any medications, please try MDMA, real MDMA. And you don't need to be in a party environment to do it, in fact I think it's better to do alone. You won't regret it.

I've been really really considering taking Vyvanse because I cannot focus for shit and it's ruining my life.

Advice?

>>4762
you can just try it once and see if you can get anything done and function more "normally".
I've been thinking the same but it's very difficult to get on it in my country. i might try it by taking a friend's, honestly hoping it won't help me at all because going through the process here is a huge time and effort and money sink.

thank god.
this year was pretty bad for me and I'm glad to be leaving it behind tbh

>>4766
This year was rather eventful for me.
>Got back into drawing
>Got a new job
>Did a lot of sysadmin shit
Sorry to hear it wasn't your year.
Toasting for a better next one.

I don't think most people in those threads are expecting or even really wanting attention. I think it's more about the fact that if something's been bugging you a lot, then openly complaining about it can legitimately help to get it off your mind - that's what "venting" is. It's not about attention, it's just about getting it out of your system.

It takes a considerable amount of my mental energy to engage and support someone who is miserable, I don't have that so I ignore it. It's the same shit as blogposting. I don't care, so I don't reply. There's nothing I could say that would help anyways.

I find it annoying sadposting tends to end up everywhere I go. Pretty much every online community I'm apart of have people sad posting and trauma dumping in general chats. It kills the nice feeling of the community and freezes chat rooms as no one wants to post after someone talks about how they've been diddled as a kid or whatever

Sometimes i vent. I don't do it much because, like the poster above, I get annoyed when a board starts getting a lot of whinyposts. Case in point is l**nchan which I stoppe

>>4749
Fucking screen keboard.
Anyhow, …chan which I stopped using because people would start opening whole threads to post stuff that should be on the vent thread. It really gets super annoying to see yet another thread that's essentially identical to 3 other ones. Worse even, sometimes these people won't take advice and will try and refute every reply that tries to be helpful.
So, yeah, I vent only when I am at a limit. And I don't expect replies, of course.

>>4736
The hurt has to come out somehow. If you don't put it out, it will come out in another, more uncontrolled fashion.

are you a real clown girl?

I'd like to see them pour a bucket of demonic spirits from the netherlands

>>4702
i love your music pink girl very nice dear god real gang schlickin and gooning ginger monkey man we love him A-Mert and Cable aaa ily aaaa Mable good

i feel like any op with the phrase
>I feel my rage boiling over
is by nature uncomfy.
I sympathise with you op, however this is not the place to post stuff like that.

ywnbaw lol

>>3718
Americans are weird even for online standards.

>>3833
why would you bump this kuso thread

>>3718
>downplaying trans issues
What makes you come to that conclusion? It's a matter of fact, that only a small percentage of the population benefits directly from this kind of support. This does in no way downplay the merit of such support for the people in need of it.

On the other hand interpreting it as a propaganda tool doesn't make much sense either. If only few people are affected by this ruling, why even bother trying to win them over?