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 No.4310[Reply]

What are your thoughts on deep faked porn. It's driving me crazy how many folks are being Boomers and freaking out about the new tech. They're calling it a violation of their favorite streamers' dignity even if you would never meet that streamer.

Personally, I think we'll get used to having fake porn of everyone on the internet. It'll be like old porn stars never retired and you can make up pure fantasy about anyone the married woman you saw at a coffee shop.
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 No.4462

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>>4459
>>4460
Your isolated experiences with women do not represent the entire group!

Stop it!

 No.4463

>>4462
Of course it doesn't.
It just does for a feeeew of them.

 No.4464

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Whatever happened to using your imagination?

 No.4468

>>4462
ALL 3d is pd

 No.4485

>>4310

im very ugly so if someone would make deepfake porn of me i would be very fluttered



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 No.4400[Reply]

hi hi!!! sorry if the format is weird, this is my first time posting on a forum or anything like this. also dont know if this is the right thread - i'm sorry!! i just need a place to open up about my eating problem.

content warning: anorexia, binge eating

i'm an 18 year old girl and i'm graduating from high school this year. i still live with my parents, and i plan to go to college but still live in this house and just drive to my classes since the campus is so close to where i live. our pantry is FILLED with cheap junk food.

i have always had a problem with a constant need of control. i am a recovered anorexic. i lost weight extremely quickly and weighed less when i was 17 than i did when i was a healthy 11 year old. i have been very close to being hospitalized before the start of my recovery. i would go days on end of not eating or half a meal and then once a week i would routinely have one binge meal that would be at LEAST 4000 calories. yes in one sitting. at some points i would eat an entire pizza and a tub of ice cream and then throw up half of it and force myself not to eat for days out of guilt. i decided to recover because i need to stop putting this energy into "making my body perfect" and "having control" but rather put this effort into being a better sister, a better friend, and a better person. being hungry all of the time made me miserable and insufferable to the people around me. i was an awful person who constantly put down the people around me due to my own internal insecurities.

now that i've gained a LOT of weight (in the past 5 weeks i've gained 35 pounds) i'm 5'6 and 128 pounds currently. i look "normal." my issue is that now that i've forced myself to eat 3 meals a day i cannot stop binging. i have my first two meals at school so those are pre-packed (with healthy stuff that i enjoy!! salads, fruits, nuts) and both meals are around 550 calories. i have absolutely no problem pre planning my meals and eating them at school where i literally don't have access to a fridge or any other food. but on my third meal when i get home, i eat the whole fridge. the minute i walk into the house i go to get food. just sitting downstairs a room away from my kitchen is a trigger. i have that whole binge thing i USED to have once a week, now every SINGLE day. i've been struggling with eating for so long that my body cannot feel "fullness." i can't stop. i haven't allowed myself to eat for so long that now it feelPost too long. Click here to view the full text.
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 No.4402

The transition you're about to go through is tough but I think you will probably benefit from the new environment and resources available to you.

First of all, welcome to the boards. I can't remember the last time I've seen someone say openly "I'm a girl and new to forums" so I feel compelled to offer some advice you didn't request. I'm coming from a similar place. I'm around the same age as you and I'm in college. Have been on the internet way, way too long and got into online communities way before I should have. Typical stuff. There are a few girl-centered IBs out there that you will inevitably stumble into if you actively look into what IBs are, but I strongly strongly recommend against them. There are a lot of people that promote pro-anorexia through various means (even if it's against the rules) and the politics that have sprung up over the years have bred some of the least productive, most toxic communities I've ever seen. As they changed, I started to notice the way I thought about/processed the world change as well in a really negative way, and I stopped using them. Just my sincere words of advice from one stranger to another, don't let your mindset become toxically affected by any community online.

Eating disorders are so difficult and misunderstood. I'm really sorry you're going through this.

First thing is, when you get to college, you're probably going to have *free* access to mental health services. Please use them. Usually counseling in college is specially prepared for helping students with eating disorders. Yes sometimes it's hit or miss at some places but a professional environment *will* help you. A lot of times people get cold feet or feel like it won't help them after a couple of sessions. Keep pushing and attending. It sounds like you really want to make positive changes in your life and already kind of understand some of the underlying issues so it will probably be effective for you or at least start you in the right direction.

Secondly, I just wanted to say that, whatever condition your body is in or however you look, whatever weight you are, you are still of value. I know the self-hatred stuff over physical appearance is deep-rooted but sincerely, you have a disorder, and it is okay to struggle. It's okay to not be doing well. We take things one day at a time, look for the next step, and forgive ourselves for yesterday. It took me so long to learn that.

Last thing I picked up from your Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

 No.4403

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Welcome to Sushichan! We hope you stay for a while. While I can't offer perfect advice, because I am not you, I can offer my own experience with eating disorders. The best advice I can give is to talk to a doctor, because they can give better advice than anyone here. Second thing I would recommend is asking your doctor about a SSRI. I've been on SSRIs for a while, and one thing that they're really effective at is regulating over-eating. I used to over-eat due to depression and loneliness, but once my body adjusted to SSRIs, I started eating a healthy amount and eating a more nutritious diet. I found that I no longer craved junk food. But everyone reacts to SSRIs differently, so make sure to talk to your doctor first.

Hope you find what is right for you. Mental health is a long and arduous journey, but I believe in you. You can do it!

 No.4404

>>4403
Zun!!

 No.4465

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>>4402
hihi hi i dont know if im replying the right way to be honest, but i really appreciate your response!! it was really thoughtful and kind of you to put together such a supportive message and it genuinely means a lot to me - thank you!! yeah i plan to check out those resources when i graduate and get to college. binging and my guilt is getting worse but it's okay i think eventually i can just be a "normal eater." i'm 1 month clean from throwing up ^^ thank you sushi roll <3

 No.4467

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>>4465
No problem, sushi– your reply is fine. Proud of you



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 No.664[Reply]

I have eaten all the sushi and now have enlarged.
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 No.670

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>>665
Extra large.

 No.719

>>664
>>670
I approve. Continue.

 No.730

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>tfw no chubby gf to eat unhealthy food with.

 No.3108

Full now with sushi.

 No.4443

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>girl that stopped going to the gym a month ago came back
>she's thinner and less wide now
RUINED



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 No.4369[Reply]

It boggles my mind how many people trust Wikipedia and think it's generally above bias. I remember when I used to do edits and they had power users who watched pages and fought adding criticism of the Intellectual Dark Web for years, by removing links to articles that criticized those influencers, until the momentum turned against them because even people who didn't care about the IDW could tell they had become a total joke.

Wikipedia is also extremely biased and it just depends on who was able to get enough buddies together to push an edit through and prevent someone else from editing the article. Have you even ever tried to edit an article there? The idea that they're neutral or "usually trustworthy" is just…ridiculous on a lot of topics.

The people who founded it were even followers of Ayn Rand which is where the libertarianism came from until it turned into a place where super rich people can pay money for a company and their Wikipedia editors to turn their biographies into flattering resumes, or to find ways to bury or omit sentences, citations, and articles that aren't in their personal best interests. I think a lot of people who think too highly of Wikipedia haven't ever been involved enough to have glimpsed its dark side. Wikipedia's peer review is not the same process as actual peer review. People don't write as many articles on Wikipedia anymore and I think it's because the sheen has worn off.
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 No.4398

>>4395
By better you mean controversial, then yes.

 No.4399

>>4369
> I think a lot of people who think too highly of Wikipedia haven't ever been involved enough to have glimpsed its dark side. Wikipedia's peer review is not the same process as actual peer review.

academic peer review is bullshit which has held science back for decades, I don't think this is a good argument against wikipedia. In fact I think wikipedia's review process is far better than whatever exists in academia.

I agree with >>4391, I don't think Wikipedia's bias is a serious issue whatsoever. Yes, certain articles are co-opted by terminally online leftists, however that doesn't discount one bit from the fact that wikipedia as a whole is one of the greatest projects humanity has ever undertaken.

[had a bunch of good article links here but keep getting caught in the spam filter]

anyone who shits on wikipedia because of a couple stupid articles is a fool. operating a project of wikipedia's size is difficult and I think the team does a great job.

 No.4405

>>4393
>>4394
The concept of a "neutralpedia" isn't possible in general because neutrality is an abstract concept with many definitions that can be enforced in a myriad different ways, especially when it comes to controversial subjects. In my opinion, Wikipedia is doing an alright job at presenting basic facts on non-controversial subjects like biology (although there are schizos who get angry about phrenology no longer being recognized as science or trans people existing) and things which are generally uncontested by most people (like noting the fact that, say, WW1 happened) but it gets really sketchy when it comes to presenting its own perspective on the issue. Any "neutralpedia" would inevitably run into the same problem down the line.
To be honest, I don't like it when any information source claims to be "unbiased" or "apolitical" or whatever. We all have biases, and it would be much better to just be honest about them instead of hiding behind the notion of objectivity.

 No.4406

>>4405
I completely agree

 No.4453

>>4369
Wikipedia hasn't been neutral in a long time. It's so not-neutral that a co-founder of it has said several times that the site's not neutral and is as a result a poor source of information. Neutrality was never going to be an easy concept but Wikipedia doesn't even try, outright making authoritative statements on subjective topics near every page.
Easy enough to spot if you're looking at the differences between a politican they like and a politican they don't like, not so easy to spot when you're in the middle of some subject you're trying to learn about and you treat them as the alpha and omega on it, which most people browsing the site tend to do.
There's no argument to be made that Wikipedia doesn't heavily bias the information it shows on the site, there's only an argument to be made on whether or not you or others care or whether or not that's a good thing.



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 No.4396[Reply]

I have no idea what the best place for a normal conversation is about this is these days. Hopefully a little IB meta can be tolerated on /hell/.

I feel like nobody thought twice when hiro purchased 4chan from moot in ‘15. Things were flying off the rails. hiro had the social, economic, and legal experience to keep the site going and moot appropriately credited him with inspiration (even though hiro ripped off amezou).

What I think we missed (I certainly didn’t have any Japanese language knowledge in 2015. oh the things I was innocent to) was the perspective of hiro as a person. His edgelord-esque visage and his capitalistic inclinations, to me, seemed to be dwarfed by the fact 2channel was literally stolen from him.

In any case, it appears that GSC did invest a shitton of money in 4chan, and apparently dwango did too (although I can’t find a citation on that number.) My conspiracy theory is that the vtuber board, /vt/, was at least partially created as a way to drive economic interest in Good Smile products and *possibly* dwango’s investments. While I can somewhat understand GSC, dwango’s involvement somewhat eludes me, unless hiro was just very persuasive with his relationships at dwango. But other than the addition of /vt/ and the persistence of 4chan’s weeb origins, I honest don’t see what benefit they thought their investment would bring to them at the scale they invested.

A lot of the articles are talking about how hiro has turned a blind eye to hate on the site, and it’s true— but so did moot. So that much is nothing new. But hiro was definitely absent at the period of time the most was happening and affecting the real world. We’re living with the aftermath now, and the corruption of the idea of “the internet is serious business.”

Just hiro using his connections to prevent the site from hemorrhaging money? A more intricately planned investment? I’m just surprised. What does everyone think?

 No.4397

>>4396
good thread.

You may be right about /vt/ existing due to GSC's influence, but really, virtual youtubers are wildly popular regardless and /vt/ fits with the theme of the site, I think it would've existed anyways.

Something I feel is more directly inspired by GSC is the failed attempt by Hiro to make a 4chan themed vtuber. He had a contest for it and even selected a design, but nothing came of the project.

Really, I think GSC/Dwango invested with the intention of seeing some more serious returns on the project, and I think those companies have largely suffered as a result of Hiro being a shitty CEO who isn't capable of serious innovation on the platform. The 4chan vtuber incident shows that Hiro has no idea how to build whatsoever. 4chan could be so much more but it's been ignored and allowed to stagnate for many years because nobody knows what to do with it.



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 No.4252[Reply]

In this thread, I'll post things that got no meaning whatsoever to waste time
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 No.4268

Cthulhu monsters really do be having names like African football players and claim it is not racism jfc 😤😤😤😤😤

 No.4302

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 No.4303

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>>4302
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
GYAAAATAAAAAAA

 No.4388

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testing for webm support on vichan..

 No.4392

>>4388
It doesn't work. I didn't hear the best song ever by the greatest band ever.

I'm gonna go surfin' now.



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 No.4389[Reply]

I buy the gutar how do i tune tsrings i don't know what to buddy i don't know how to make the sound better. strings tuning help

Tell me what to do brother=


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 No.4351[Reply]

Do you have a job?
how do you cope with capitalism. Feels like a losing battle to me, every single job I've had I have absolutely hated.

I know how to code but the idea of writing code for a living just feels depressing to me. The alternative is even worse. There's no winning move here, only bullshit for the next 40 years. FUCK
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 No.4354

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I got a job interview tomorrow
Don't wish me luck, with me SUCCESS!!

 No.4355

>>4351
I don't mind writing code, what I mind is knowing my main contribution to humanity is that I help make a product that helps people make networks a little more reliable. It's just so nebulous. Like who cares?

 No.4356

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It's all about who you work with imo. I've worked at about 10 different companies, and my current is the best. Not because the job is easy, it actually sucks. But I like the people I work with, so it's actually nice to be around people I can talk with instead of being holed up at home alone.

That being said, I do NOT cope with capitalism. Fuck the US and everything it stands for. I can afford guns in spades but I can't afford medicine. It sucks.

 No.4359

You don’t cope with capitalism. But I do enjoy my work enough for it not to be a slog. It’s reasonably challenging, the company has good benefits, I like the cause, and my coworkers are kind. Only took 10 years off my life (it feels like) to get a degree to do it X(

 No.4362

>>4354
how did you do sushi roll?
I hope you get it desu

>>4352
what volunteer job do you have? how many hours a week is it? A volunteer job only seems worth it to me if it can:

- lead to a comfy job in the future
- actively makes you happier in the present

otherwise just seems like needless toil to me



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 No.704[Reply]

I haven't worked in over a year, how long have my fellow NEETs been NEET?

 No.705

A year and 3 months, but it's going to end soon. Updates when it does.

 No.706

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Forever. Okay that's a lie I got my GED when I was 18.

 No.3677

yes

 No.4136

Super secret crossboard linking test >>>/lounge/14404

 No.4305

>>4136
There is a >>>/test/ board, you know



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 No.484[Reply]

This is dead because nazi mods
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 No.527

>>525
>>524
I told you man!
I told you not to ask!
There is knock on the do

 No.528

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>>527
Didn't die from knowing.

 No.529

>>528
Rei is cute in this picture but her poor trigger discipline ruins it for me.

 No.577

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>>529
Will ruin our shirt too.

 No.4292

>>577
marc



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