/hell/ - internet death cult

My beautiful talented husbando I'll love you forever….

This is so kino https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVZxmbVcsG4

>>1626
Yeah the references thing is terrible. When you eventually get lucky and land a job, it's critical to find 2 people at your job who will be your reference for later jobs. This falls under the whole social anxiety thing too. A lot of this problem stems from simply being afraid to confront a person and ask them a favour. When you practise socialising, you can overcome this, but it's certainly a long road to get to that point.

>>1373
I read the Hagakure, decided to live my life to the fullest, dress respectfully, moved to a totally new place, and decided to start talking to strangers respectfully IRL since its not like i have anything to loose.

Being a hikki was no fun, I actually lost my voice from not talking for months at a time.

I have been a hikki neet on and off for maybe 4 years at this point. I have never understood why people complain about this lifestyle. This is basically the best a human can have. Or at least it is for me. Maybe other people's brains work differently, they need direction or purpose from a job or family or education etc. For me I have never desired any of these things. I don't like "direction". I like to go in many directions at once, or go hardcore in one direction for a couple days and then never again. The world outside is not set up for that modality. I have the freedom that I can spend 3 days fucking around in gentoo if I want, or I could spend those days playing counter strike and jacking off, or I can do both or neither.
I think most people don't actually desire freedom, they want freedom from desire. This means they end up longing for someone to tell them what to do. If they don't have something to do, people lose a grip on their sense of self. They want to know that they are here for a reason. I have never felt any of these emotions or desires. When someone tells me what to do I just get annoyed. In fact, I will enjoy a task, but as soon as I know that i'm being forced to do it I no longer enjoy it. That's why I hate sleeping and food, because i'm being forced to do it.
None of my hobbies or interests involve being outside, I have a few close friends on the internet to keep me company. I just genuinely don't understand why anyone would want a different life from this. I don't mind being poor, almost everything I like is free or cheap. Please explain how this is a bad thing.

I've been a NEET with pathetic attempts at fixing it since 2011. I've started a pre-uni course this year in the hopes of either getting into a medical related degree or just doing an accounting degree next year.

>>3307
Western culture (at least as it exists today)hates fun. We've been brainwashed into thinking that we don't deserve happiness unless we've tortured ourselves to obtain it, and we've been taught to fear that which naturally brings us pleasure.

It's a variant on the mating press. The term itself doesn't really detail on whether the knees are on the ground or if the guy has his feet planted straight.

>>3283
Alright, thanks.

Rules are for fools to obey

Never give up and also don't trust her, she's gonna cheat on you.

don't put unsafe objects up your butt

>>3174
There's nothing endearing about your freak antisocial behavior. Also, nobody fucking likes you because you're a self-important, manipulative piece of shit with the social skills of a mole rat. You're lucky you even have friends. They don't deserve the grief you put them through

>>3177
Thank you.
You are right about politic.
And also ignore all bad news.
About relationships, I'm in the same situation, that you described, and trying to make my gf happy, she loves me more.
sry for bad eng, im russian

Bumping the best thread

Government is stopping me from spreading the kindness pandemic because of the other pandemic

>>1590
What is the original version of this copypasta? I know I recognize it but I can't remember what stupid thing it was originally about.

I agree
But it's interesting you say it's bleak, because to me that show has always had an aura of hopefulness and serenity. But I suppose there's some melancholy in there as well.

I've never even seen this show, but I always save the art.

>>3255
>I've never even seen this show
Well why not? It's really good.

indeed it is

yes

>>3055
welcome sushi roll

>>3239
Hang in there, Sushiroll. I was a NEET for 5 years and started to experience some of the things you have. The longer it goes on the harder it is to cope, but the harder it is to do anything. I also tried to console myself with asceticism, but the loneliness and emptiness got too much. I'm trying to slowly better my situation now, but I still suffer from sometimes overwhelming anxiety, bouts of depression and a general feeling of distance from everyone around me.

I'm a terrible friend, but I'll do my best if you leave an email, discord, or some other means of contact here.

>>3240
Oh I would like to chat I do not use discord or anything but I warn you I am a worse friend I cannot form emotional bonds with people so never been lonely but would love to try make a friend.
Leave a throwaway I will email the email I use for chats (I chattedt o someone else before).
Thank you Suhi <3 maybe I can encourage you too

Do sushis have any good experiences with supplements?

>>3243
Sure, you can email me here: https://pastebin.com/6XRBAivU
Just using pastebin so my email doesn't stick around forever in this thread, even though it's not a personal one.

There's no pressure at all, I understand how much of a burden maintaining a relationship can feel like sometimes.

>>2223
How is kratom? I was thinking of ordering some

>>3212
Are you okay sushi roll?

>>3213
No. Everyone I know hates me. I deserve it, but that doesn't mean I have to be happy about it.

Cops will fuck you if you do so I wouldn't do it

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>>3182
Other than her name echoing on my mind, nothing happened.

I met eris on acide, god is a dominatrix and she causes discord like steppng on you. I met hatman in a dream (he's not a god but he is something interesting i don't understand). I never met lain but she guided me for a while, like ratatouille she's in my hat pulling my hair. not so much any moore i think she has more important stuff to do .

>>3186
I met Eris too once while meditating. She embraced me, not sure why. Guess she was just in a good mood that day.

>>3186
Hatman seems like the same type of hollow archetype that lowly spiritual creatures dress up to inflict fear on victims. There are some archetypes like this, of course not discrediting how those archetypes keep coming back with appearances alike on different cultures at different times. I guess an example of those on older times would be the boogeyman, who is said to take the kids and blah blah, more recently would be the slenderman who does the same, but it's just from a photoshop competition, even then there was a case of two girls sacrificing another girl for slender on usa. Those archetypes are hollow, but vivid in children's mind who are afraid of them, lowly spiritual creatures use this opportunity against them.

>>3194
>>3186
It's pretty funny how Eris went from a disliked greek goddess to the Goddess by the discordians since principia discordia and then more and more influential over the years, even getting a dwarf planet named after her in 2003 and random pop culture representations lol
Yesterday I was meditating to enjoy some of the geometry from the comedown of a DXM trip and saw her slicing her throat and the cut morphed into an eye over the middle of her throat, don't know what it means, but it was pretty.