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I wanted to post this on /superhell/ as to not rain on anyone parade but it was locked.
I can't be the only one who fucking despises this disingenuous "wholesomeness" on altchans such as this site
This fake facade is what I go to IBs to escape from yet there are people who actually enjoy pretending not to hate how everyone acts like to get along with each other
I hate both myself and other sushis (fuck that filter by the way) and I don't see any point in sugarcoating that fact
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I wholeheartedly agree with you which I why I rarely come here as an IB observer. I don't begrudge this place its existence though because it and others like it still make up a net positive in today's web. Altchans just tend to have a faux pastiche; the only UwU atmosphere I've found tolerable to really post on without getting sanctioned is the female crystal.cafe board. The simple fact that your thread has to be quarantined here proves that this place is cloyingly cliquey to outside perspectives. I would never have opened an entire thread just to complain but since it's here anyway I want to back your grievance. You're not alone in feeling stifled by the genuine overcompensation places such as this have to be "wholesome" aka passive aggressive. I don't know what you were expecting from modern imageboards though. The reason they're safe spaces is because many of them are constituted by old-timers who've seen it all and are tired in a very specific way.


Why do people like that site? It's just R9K for women.


Good, that means you are honest with your feelings and yourself. Pretending to be someone else is always an awful drain on your mind. Whether it's worth normalfags or hiding your powerlevel around family members, it's always a bunch of bullshit to have to tuck away how you actually feel about things. So go ahead sushi roll, tell me how much you hate me.


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If you hate this site and any site like it then why bother visiting at all? It's like those people that think every website needs to be like 4chan and if another site just so happens to allow sushi rollymous posting then it must absolutely adopt the same culture. It's easy to read more into this when you take into account where those types reside politically.

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why was it suspended out of interest?


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Honestly I don't even remember, it's been a while since it happened. It was up for the longest time and when I checked on it several months back it was sent to the twitter gulag along with my old personal account, perhaps because they had links to each other. They nuked my personal account because I called a prominent public persona a filthy whore. Easy come, easy go, kouhai.

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do you guys have friends outside the internet or anything like that? if so:

go hug yourselves normies
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pretty sure /r9k/ didn't invent social problems


Elaborate? I don't think I implied anything of the sort.


What are you actually on about?


it's weird since when "normie" started to appear on /jp/ circa 2012, it was specifically meant to sound *less* bitter and cancerous than the alternative. like, we were over being resentful. it's not a big deal. they can do their thing while we do ours. then a few years later /r9k/ claimed it and managed to spread their stupid frog meme to the mainstream internet.
i guess i shouldn't be surprised, it's far easier to revel in self-pity and blame the world for your misery than it is to be constructive and take personal responsibility.

meanwhile i haven't heard "NORP" in ages


I think it should only be mentioned if it is necessary or contributes to the post, while mentioning it for attention shouldnt.
Didn't the "TITS OR GTFO" meme originally mean that your sex doesn't matter on the internet?

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An imageboard's heart of it all is it's very own random content, if the random content is gay, the rest of the place can also be condoned as gay.


Why are you apologizing if you're condoning us?


Do the sudoku, california roll!

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Minimum wage isn't enough to cover the cost of living in America. There are currently 870,000 people in America who make minimum wage. That doesn't even count people who are working under the table, paid less than what people say on the books, people who don't pay taxes, undocumented workers, people who are paid barely above minimum wage (but still don't earn enough), etc.

Companies paying employees less than the cost of living costs taxpayers because then they have to support programs like foodstamps/EBT/etc. And many people voluntarily put money into soup kitchens or food pantries for poor people. But instead of getting mad at the companies that don't pay people enough to get by, the average person gets mad at the poor working class, who, despite working, don't make enough to make ends meet.

The American Dream used to be having a 2 story house, a wife, 2-3 kids, a dog, a car, and a picket fence. Now? The American dream is being able to pay rent and not starve.
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Dialect =/= completely removing letters from words and ignoring grammar.




You can as butthurt as you want over the fact that sooner or later there'll be more Indians who speak English than native Anglo speakers and how the language will change because of that.


>The underclass relies on an upper class
>to do specialised jobs
Debatable, but go on…
>and give them employment
Seize the means of production and they won't have to!

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Going to eat them.. When they grow of course..


reportet to authorities

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A girl who has been suffering from a disease that was sent out by her father is loneliness. She is trying to find solace in the hospital, but things are always about the opposite. In the first episode of this anime I watched a movie titled "Hokuryo Sudo", and even though the original ending was quite good and the characters were all likable, there was just no way that the second season could have been a better show. After all, this is a show based out of a movie theater. A movie theater is an environment where people go for the movies. It's not a good environment because you're not allowed to go in, the theater is all-night. After all, the people who go to the theater are the people who are playing the role of the audience. The movie is very much like any other anime when it comes to music. For this anime, all the characters are in different genres that are all different. Some are more different, some are more different, but their voices and personality are all the same. There are an endless number of ways to look at the characters, which is why they're so different. They're not really there to represent the real life, they're there to represent this kind of life we have in our reality as people. Their voices are all about the characters, not just something you hear in the real world. The only things that are not true about this show at all is its story line, because everything is based around the characters that are based on some kind of real life, this person living in a real life as a normal human being who has this kind of life and is in this world. The entire thing is based entirely around their personalities and their interactions, and they are made to behave completely different than ordinary people. These are all different things, yet these people can't really be seen in the very real world, and that is why the show is so completely ridiculous. If this show had some more realistic approach, then it would be something that I would want to see more of in this medium. It's a show that uses realistic and realistic people, something that's also used in a lot of anime. But this does nothing more than create a world where people go for the stories based on these characters without even getting to the actual reality of actual people. This is what made all the characters different from other live action anime, that people like for more like realistic or realistic. The show is so bad that even "Shou Yuuki is not a real person" would be considered an imprPost too long. Click here to view the full text.


Took me a while before I realized this was computer made.

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So I need some new members for my Discord server.
And here's the link https://discord.gg/hKFcWxc.
And also invite other people for your other stuff here. Stay safe.


there is a thread for this.
It's literally in the first page of the kaitensushi catalog. Not trying to be uncomfy but cmon now.

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I'm starting to understand why I drink so much. It's not just for fun or for the hell of it. I'm self-medicating for anxiety and depression. I know this isn't a permanent solution, but I don't know what else to do to cope.
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I sincerely wish that I could cry. I had some like, dry heaves of sobs a couple weeks ago and that has been it since 2015 when my cat died.


Drinking helps me socialize a lot. I just don't talk and am very awkward until I've had a few in me. But I also drink alone almost daily and it's a very bad habit.


kek, get some U-49900 instead you normalfag.


I supplement ~1300-1900mg Ashwagandha and 30mg Memantine every morning, as well as low doses of Kratom throughout the day, and it helps me a lot.

Ashwagandha is an herbal adaptogen that helps with your neurotransmitter levels and stress management.

Memantine was originally designed for Alzheimers, but has undergone very promising clinical trials for Bipolar and Depression. I use it as a mood stabilizer; I have been taking it for months and almost never have mood swings anymore.

Both of these things can be easily purchased on the Internet, and are pretty cheap. With both of them it's best to work with smaller doses and slowly work your way up until it feels right. The Ashwagandha can take a couple weeks to reach full effectiveness.

Then the Kratom is a weak opioid herb, you eat the ground leaves in tea or in pills and it improves mood. At low doses it can be taken long-term and has a subtle effect. It's expensive in most places, but I found a very good deal from Mystic Island Kratoms, a Google search will turn them up.

I used to use hard drugs to deal with my depression, but those were not sustainable, and over time I eventually discovered a regiment of supplements that keeps me stable. There are all sorts of supplements out there that are easy to acquire and fairly safe to experiment with.

Some people swear by l-Theanine as an anxiolytic, but it doesn't do much for me personally. Marijuana is a toss-up, it helps some people but makes other super anxious. I'm trying to smoke less of it recently. I also have some luck with Skullcap tea or tincture, but only sometimes, not long-term.

Good luck sushis. Not everyone can get by without substances, but maybe we will some day when we figure out our shit.


You might know this but kratom isn't actually an opoid at all, it simply provides an opiate-like effect. that's all I can say about it though, I have never taken it myself. I've heard prolonged use will give you bad withdrawl when/if you stop.

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I think I'm schizophrenic
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Advice from someone who's been through it: Get an outpatient appointment ASAP with a psychiatrist. They won't hospitalize you unless you are seriously symptomatic or a danger. Don't hide symptoms, but it may be wise not to mention thoughts of self-harm, harming others, or suicidal thoughts. Ex. If you're hearing voices say so, but don't say they're telling you to hurt yourself, and when they ask if you're going to act on what they say, always say you know better.

It can take months to get an outpatient appointment (do emphasize you need one as soon as possible), so if you're having serious psychotic symptoms or are experiencing a loss of control of your mind, bite the bullet and go to the hospital. You'll have more rights as a patient who came there voluntarily as opposed to someone who was committed. It will suck, but stay there until you get a medicine that brings you 90% of the way back to normal. Again, do not hide symptoms. The right medicine WILL let you stop fighting for control of your mind, WILL make you stop hearing voices, WILL get rid of 90% of your hallucinations, etc etc. A lot of people get discharged early on wrong/ineffective medicine, and that's a huge mistake. Cooperate with your doctor, but do let them know if a medicine disagrees with you or isn't helping. Don't be afraid to push back. One doctor diagnosed me with an anxiety disorder, when I had no history of anxiety - my anxiety turned out to be 100% a side effect of the medicine.

And remember, no matter what's going on in your head, you are 100% responsible for your actions and WILL have to deal with the aftermath. Don't do anything stupid.



OP, it's been a month, how are you doing?


Also interested. I feel like I don't have a great grip on reality at the moment, and when I go out in public, I feel like everyone is watching me (could just be my really bad social anxiety). I've been feeling this way especially after a bad acid trip. I'm not sure how to figure out if I'm not just an hypochondriac.


schizophrenia can be pretty fun when you learn to tell the voices to fuck right off. it can even be useful.

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