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Kpg refugees welcome. A continuation of our culture. Discuss the absolute hell that is Korean Pop Music, it's creepy fandoms and general insanity.
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My beautiful talented husbando I'll love you forever….


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Have any of you gone from being hiki and neet for many years to fixing your life and being normal with a job and friends who like you?

How did you do it?
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Yeah the references thing is terrible. When you eventually get lucky and land a job, it's critical to find 2 people at your job who will be your reference for later jobs. This falls under the whole social anxiety thing too. A lot of this problem stems from simply being afraid to confront a person and ask them a favour. When you practise socialising, you can overcome this, but it's certainly a long road to get to that point.


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I read the Hagakure, decided to live my life to the fullest, dress respectfully, moved to a totally new place, and decided to start talking to strangers respectfully IRL since its not like i have anything to loose.

Being a hikki was no fun, I actually lost my voice from not talking for months at a time.


I have been a hikki neet on and off for maybe 4 years at this point. I have never understood why people complain about this lifestyle. This is basically the best a human can have. Or at least it is for me. Maybe other people's brains work differently, they need direction or purpose from a job or family or education etc. For me I have never desired any of these things. I don't like "direction". I like to go in many directions at once, or go hardcore in one direction for a couple days and then never again. The world outside is not set up for that modality. I have the freedom that I can spend 3 days fucking around in gentoo if I want, or I could spend those days playing counter strike and jacking off, or I can do both or neither.
I think most people don't actually desire freedom, they want freedom from desire. This means they end up longing for someone to tell them what to do. If they don't have something to do, people lose a grip on their sense of self. They want to know that they are here for a reason. I have never felt any of these emotions or desires. When someone tells me what to do I just get annoyed. In fact, I will enjoy a task, but as soon as I know that i'm being forced to do it I no longer enjoy it. That's why I hate sleeping and food, because i'm being forced to do it.
None of my hobbies or interests involve being outside, I have a few close friends on the internet to keep me company. I just genuinely don't understand why anyone would want a different life from this. I don't mind being poor, almost everything I like is free or cheap. Please explain how this is a bad thing.


I've been a NEET with pathetic attempts at fixing it since 2011. I've started a pre-uni course this year in the hopes of either getting into a medical related degree or just doing an accounting degree next year.


Western culture (at least as it exists today)hates fun. We've been brainwashed into thinking that we don't deserve happiness unless we've tortured ourselves to obtain it, and we've been taught to fear that which naturally brings us pleasure.

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This is a position I would often see when I used to consume porn. The woman is on her back with her legs back such that her thighs are next to her abdomen and her calves are in the air and the man assumes a specific position where his feet are planted on the ground, the very same ground that the woman's back is on and he then penetrates her whilst assuming a position similar to something like a squat. Whilst in this pseudo-squat position, he is also leaning forward for support.
This isn't merely the missionary position with the legs being propped up as a variation because the man's feet are planted on the ground. The pseudo-squat I think is a unique enough characteristic for this position to have its own name.
I myself am tempted to call it "frogging" because of the similarity of the man's position and the posture a man would assume when he wishes to jump whilst imitating a frog. In a sentence, one might say that a man likes to "frog" his woman.

I hope nobody is enticed by this image I've created. :)

Does anyone know the name of this position?


It's a variant on the mating press. The term itself doesn't really detail on whether the knees are on the ground or if the guy has his feet planted straight.


Alright, thanks.

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What advice would you give your 16-year-old self?
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Rules are for fools to obey


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Never give up and also don't trust her, she's gonna cheat on you.


don't put unsafe objects up your butt


There's nothing endearing about your freak antisocial behavior. Also, nobody fucking likes you because you're a self-important, manipulative piece of shit with the social skills of a mole rat. You're lucky you even have friends. They don't deserve the grief you put them through


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Thank you.
You are right about politic.
And also ignore all bad news.
About relationships, I'm in the same situation, that you described, and trying to make my gf happy, she loves me more.
sry for bad eng, im russian

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People are being hugged,kissed,held,smiled,loved,nights out,costumes,appreciated,company,talked,cleaned and pleasured by nurses,friends,bunnies,school girls,teachers,siblings,pilots,sukeban,monsters and robots. Hands up shirts, breathing on faces, hands and bodies being pressed onto people. Love and happiness.
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Bumping the best thread


Government is stopping me from spreading the kindness pandemic because of the other pandemic


What is the original version of this copypasta? I know I recognize it but I can't remember what stupid thing it was originally about.


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Haibane renmei has some of the best art at least personally.
I like how bleak it feels.


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I agree
But it's interesting you say it's bleak, because to me that show has always had an aura of hopefulness and serenity. But I suppose there's some melancholy in there as well.


I've never even seen this show, but I always save the art.


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>I've never even seen this show
Well why not? It's really good.

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this is nice site


indeed it is


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welcome sushi roll

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Post whatever you want to share on mental health and use of meds or knowledge on subject with us here sushi.

Most of what i have learned on it is that there is no right answer and that your life is exactly how you take it, the entire world is only what you are capable of perceiving and acknowledging, so the meaning of your life is up for you to paint. That is just one of the interpretations of it i guess. Other than that, its been fun studying about the pharmacology of those meds in general.
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Hang in there, Sushiroll. I was a NEET for 5 years and started to experience some of the things you have. The longer it goes on the harder it is to cope, but the harder it is to do anything. I also tried to console myself with asceticism, but the loneliness and emptiness got too much. I'm trying to slowly better my situation now, but I still suffer from sometimes overwhelming anxiety, bouts of depression and a general feeling of distance from everyone around me.

I'm a terrible friend, but I'll do my best if you leave an email, discord, or some other means of contact here.


Oh I would like to chat I do not use discord or anything but I warn you I am a worse friend I cannot form emotional bonds with people so never been lonely but would love to try make a friend.
Leave a throwaway I will email the email I use for chats (I chattedt o someone else before).
Thank you Suhi <3 maybe I can encourage you too


Do sushis have any good experiences with supplements?


Sure, you can email me here: https://pastebin.com/6XRBAivU
Just using pastebin so my email doesn't stick around forever in this thread, even though it's not a personal one.

There's no pressure at all, I understand how much of a burden maintaining a relationship can feel like sometimes.


How is kratom? I was thinking of ordering some

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You ever just want to shoot people?


Are you okay sushi roll?


No. Everyone I know hates me. I deserve it, but that doesn't mean I have to be happy about it.


Cops will fuck you if you do so I wouldn't do it


CNN Breaking News: sushi rollymous affiliated forum 'Sushichan' connected to shooter of the day, FBI alleges

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Since we are here at hell anyway why don't we talk about God or Gods and such? They don't even have to be real, they can be higher archetypes you identify with or interacted with somehow, I'm not really pagan either, or anything at all.

What Gods have you met or interacted with? Or what higher archetypes have you explored in your mind or identified with?

I have always been avid about the west past and present collective conciouness, even if it's about exploring the east and even if it's exploring the east via west lens via the internet culture. Recently i took hold of my life again and this Éris Goddess just keep taking me everywhere and distorting my world and paradigmas non-stop, Its been the most chaotic fun i had in my life even if it's quite rough. It was all a ride from Her to the dual and non dual of existence and it was pretty neat. Biggest God experience a friend of my had was first talking to Ganesha while tripping on ayuhaska or other friends that met God throught their Anima either on rituals, DXM or LSD, others just connect by more collective methods like neopaganism or even throught themselves like Absurdism or Nihilism. Other people relate experiences about Gods or archetypes along identification or synchronicity. There are even talks with ideas of monotheistic Gods, coming in form of a Father God of all or Mother God of All or even Gf of universe. I just want to have fun talking to you guys and see what comes out.
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Other than her name echoing on my mind, nothing happened.


I met eris on acide, god is a dominatrix and she causes discord like steppng on you. I met hatman in a dream (he's not a god but he is something interesting i don't understand). I never met lain but she guided me for a while, like ratatouille she's in my hat pulling my hair. not so much any moore i think she has more important stuff to do .


I met Eris too once while meditating. She embraced me, not sure why. Guess she was just in a good mood that day.


Hatman seems like the same type of hollow archetype that lowly spiritual creatures dress up to inflict fear on victims. There are some archetypes like this, of course not discrediting how those archetypes keep coming back with appearances alike on different cultures at different times. I guess an example of those on older times would be the boogeyman, who is said to take the kids and blah blah, more recently would be the slenderman who does the same, but it's just from a photoshop competition, even then there was a case of two girls sacrificing another girl for slender on usa. Those archetypes are hollow, but vivid in children's mind who are afraid of them, lowly spiritual creatures use this opportunity against them.


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It's pretty funny how Eris went from a disliked greek goddess to the Goddess by the discordians since principia discordia and then more and more influential over the years, even getting a dwarf planet named after her in 2003 and random pop culture representations lol
Yesterday I was meditating to enjoy some of the geometry from the comedown of a DXM trip and saw her slicing her throat and the cut morphed into an eye over the middle of her throat, don't know what it means, but it was pretty.

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