/hell/ - internet death cult

I don't like the thought of having kids when I don't have a romantic relationship even. One step at a time.

>>5034
No, and to the second question, quite frankly, no as well.

As for my personal feelings on the matter, it only goes as far as I do feel genuinely bad about not giving my parents the peace of mind that their legacy gets preserved with me. So in a way, I do want to have kids at some point.

If I ever get to that stage however, I'll just roll with whatever the dice gives me and not think too hard about it. I feel like thinking too much about it beforehand is too much.

It's selfish to have kids if you want them and selfless to have them if you don't. This is assuming no negligent knocked up shenanigans.

>>5219
What's selfish about wanting to have kids? It's how we keep society and our species going. There are plenty of non-selfish reasons to want kids.

>Do you have kids, sushi?
no
>Do you want them?
i dont but that might change
i am a weirdo though, like i often hear people wanting to get married and have kids ever since childhood. myself? i didnt want to have any sort of relationship since childhood, humans kinda freak me out. sometimes i meet a person i could tolerate but they are still freaky, i am still freaky
>Shaping the life of another human being sounds incredibly difficult, yet most people seem to just go with the flow
i think a good way to look at this is just kinda let it go
as long as you dont abuse them somehow, they will turn out okay. probably. even if they dont its good to think that you did your best
tho ultimately i think kids are both a luxury and are kinda out of tune with the environment in the modern world. there is no economic incentive to make kids - or rather, there might be but so far down the line the regular person like you and me probably wont bother - and there isnt enough societal support regarding providing for kids and their upbringing. the modern urban landscape is just horrible for kids
>What if the kid is born sick?
imo sick kids should be euthanized/aborted no mercy
this reality is difficult as it is, one makes it more difficult for oneself by deciding to raise a cripple and for the kid as well because they will just to have to deal with the handicap in a competitive environment and it will reduce their possibilities in life, which i find unethical to say the least
that said, if their condition is treatable to the point of no handicap or some insignificant handicap, they should get treated and just raised as a normal kid
>What if I don't love it?
you still can raise it or at least provide for it fair and square, consider the job done
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what is this
it look like britain
but north american vibe

>>5193
it's the main menu screen of life is strange 1 lol

>>5195
you know what's weird, i own the game, ive beaten it, i thought the tree models looked exactly like the models ingame, but the stark white cliffs in the image matches more with the cliffs of england (dover) than it does the PNW (see pic) and i didnt remember the school tower being that huge. im looking at more images and the perspectives ingame aren't really making a lot of sense to me when comparing with this img
anyway sorry for hijacking your thread op. i agree with,, that too, or whatever.

I also respect the Fujiwara

Play VRChat, it's literally 80% men in anime girl avatars.

Eleven Table Tennis and The Thrill of the Fight are two games that make VR worth it for me. Still returned it, as it would make me a complete shut-in. I bought a bike instead, to have a reason to go out.

what kind of headset do you have

it's tea time

>>4970
i really dislike you

>>4977
I really dislike you more!!

i wanted to tell a rude guy to "suck my dick, black dragon roll"
he was white and i'm a girl

he would've been so bamboozled

I was meant to turn all this footage I have into a mobie or at least a music bideo, but I couldn't even manage that, weh

I DONT ENJOY MATCHA MYSELF BUT PEOPLE SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO ENJOY THEIR GRASS

MM..GRASS

CAN COW GIRLS DRINK MATCHA

OK I WILL

EXCUSE MY CUMSTAINED MOUSE

you can't return to where you never left

i want to move on too.

you believe in strawberry elephant
eye believe in myself

I personally prefer cold weather over warm weather.
If its a 90 degree day out you can only strip off so much before it becomes socially unacceptable.

>>5100
It's the opposite in terms of population where I live because of the warm climate. But I still hate summer, if it was cloudy and rainy long enough it'd be fine though
>>5104
I think if I acted like a california roll it would be unacceptable yet not surprising

I live in a muggy forest city, but I have a preference towards colder weather. So I welcome winter, just because I can turn off the constant AC. I keep my apartment a steady 15C.

california roll

Autumn is the best. You get no people on the street, the nice feel of rain on your face and the occasional gust of wind to pull your collar up. Winter has no smell, but autumn has all the smell. In conclusion autumn is better than winter.

y-you too

UwU

Uwa! >w<

/what/ is more like a textboard but with file attachment features.

love is just another word for revenge

I've had online friends I get along with and understand, but it never eases the loneliness. Meanwhile I've tried to go out to meet people IRL who are supposed to be like me and either they aren't really or they just don't want to put effort into being friends and retreat further. Maybe I'm just not made to not be alone.

i talked with one, we ended up meeting eachother and just sitting next to eachother in the woods making jokes it was nice while it lasted he lives so far and he has a life. He had talked with so many girls before me he had so many girlfriends he couldnt even name them all. we have stopped talking as he just wants to only talk about how much in love he is with me and not anything else, it gets boring i want to talk about gamballing or game and repairing phones

>>5112
chad steals my sushigirl again

>>4649
i think you are talking nonsense

on the subject of sharing though, i suppose there are limits on what should be shared at least
also i am sorta opposed to using people for venting because… it turns into a habit
imagine that all you do is complain, and the other person cannot even help with the issues, and they like you so they want to help, how would that make them feel?
>show their true emotions
some emotions really shouldnt be shown perhaps, like, it's better to control and vent them some other way, like with redirection. and it's not like hiding emotions really works that well, you will show them in your voice and body language most likely, but your ability for self-control matters and is a positive trait. emotions come and go, but human relationships stay - though i suppose one could use others as emotional dumpsters if the others ultimately do not matter that much in one's life. it's not even about being selfish, more like about picking who matters

i suppose the take about emotional suppression not being a good way to deal is valid, but otherwise i cannot get behind it

I had a similar situation except i'm a guy and I met a girl off 4chud, we got along pretty well and i ended hanging out with her and even became close with some of her friends, but turns out she didn't really like me back romantically

We still are cool but I can't help but have feelings for her in the back of my mind