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Bullet to the head
It's been half a year since mine and I just can't live up to it. Everything feels pointless, whenever I do something she appears, and the idea that i didn't mean nothing to her stings but I still cling to her because she was the only one who showed me affection through my whole life.
It doesn't help she was what any sushi would just dream of having. I was in a fantasy fulfillment manga, and I was the luckiest man on the planet.
But sadly manga is not real life, and being flawed and acting erratically doesn't mean people will put up with you. I made a mistake that I will carry possibly for the rest of my life. And no matter who I talk to, she will remain in my head until the day I die.
I am sorry for being a dissapointment.

Sorry about your breakup sushi.
Imo, the only things that really work are time and moving on. Eventually it'll hurt less, maybe even stop hurting at all, but not if you keep yourself trapped in the past or in fantasies about how things could have been.
After all, if you keep picking at a wound it'll never heal.

>>14161
i get it. i felt this way about my now ex-partner as well. he wasn't perfect but i learned a lot from him and it was nice to have someone i could talk about video games and my interests with even if he thought some of mine were weird.
like i said in my op, this isn't my first breakup, and it took me years to get over the last one too. i hope you are able to find peace and maybe get into new things, hobbies that don't remind you of her at all.
>>14162
yep, it's been two days since he broke it off and i quickly came to terms with knowing i will heal as time goes on. as long as i know he still loves me and the breakup wasn't personal i think i will be ok. it hurts a little less today so i have some hope. thank you

ruin your life with alcohol lmao

Get busy, it's the best you can do really

>>14161
Spot on how I've felt since March, my boyfriend dumped me. I'm trying so hard and my legs are moving but my brain and heart are frozen in time.

>>14207
It's kinda sad how human beings have this ability to create so many scenarios of things, and how they could have ended up.
I still have fantasies about how i could meet her again, but they're so impossible I may as well write a novel instead.
I hope whatever grief you're going thru dies soon. I know mine will be difficult because, well, I am a complicated man, but I can only hope that whatever goes on with you goes fairly well.
We all love you and wish the best for you sushi