Hi. I used to go to the lainchan in the past (well to be honest I still lurk there a bit), but now it doesn't have much to interest me either. Sushichan is nice.
I am sorry to hear of your issues with the lady. Since you're in the middle of nowhere, you ay want to take walks outside, look at the plants, and the landscape. It's a lot better than just smoking herbs to reach that calm state.
I second that. Makes my heart cold in a way I didnt know was possible. But even my hate and anger about it only drives me towards
No guarantee ill reach it though