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 No.2034[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Why are you sad? What are your troubles?
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 No.3496

>>3495
I’m not sure what you *can* do in this situation, sushi, other than giving your cat the love and attention she deserves. Wishing you luck.

 No.3499

I saw friends today and all it did was leave me drained and sad because I have to pretend like the discussions and jokes being made don't hurt me. I wish I wasn't like this.

 No.3502

I'm tired, I've been constantly tired for years.
It started with slight health issues, some got better some got worse - being physically tired is my normal state though.
I used to hide away in my invincible world of books and knowledge, it got me quite ahead.
Yet sadly, for the last few years, I've been so restless that I can hardly pick a book up for more than a few minutes (at least in the last 3-4 months that is getting better!).
I dropped out of uni, changed subjects, and might drop out again.
Lost my best friend to cancer.
Worst of all, I've been working hard, yet I don't always see the fruit of that work.
Asshole profs tried to blame me for cheating, TWICE, and both times I was exonerated in the end (at a very significant mental health cost).
At the end of the day, no one cares, even if they "lament" how much potential I have that I'm not reaching, no one is willing to actually help when I ask for help.

Only thing keeping me around is not wanting my loved ones to experience the pain of me going out with a bang, it's extremely scarring to lose someone close - especially when they're young (I've experienced that with my friend, I miss him man, I miss him so much).

There you go, kind of got it off my chest.
I don't know where to go with this.

 No.3503

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i lack interest in the possible futures open to me
nothing appeals anymore
is this really all there is?

 No.3505

>>3503
Yes, it is
But it is also all that there isnt, everything that isnt is everything that is not now

And most of what isnt, could become

Kinda like that?
I mean, what kind of future would actually interest you? If you drop the pretense of "that couldnt ever become true, could it"



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 No.779[Reply]

Post your mugshot here sushi.
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 No.3163

>>3162
Take a bath ugly

 No.3164

>>3160
Keep I'd say, long hair for manly men works better with a moustache imo

>>3161
I think discussing who to fuck in the face thread is a bad idea, could make people uncomfortable.

 No.3166

>>3161
Then why ask?
And seconding above.
Go to horny jail.

 No.3172

>>3162
You look like a good boy

 No.3486

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>>3160
This hair scandi hair monster sushi returns!
Have since shaved off the moustache, but then let it all grow out again instead. So this is actually my first real beard, that you get to see.
(the hair is still there in all its glory, not been cut at all, it's just tied up)



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 No.765[Reply]

In Germany ninjas are called Nin-nyaa :3

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 No.3476

>>765
Why is this in hell?
Phone posting is a lot less comfy than I thought it'd be. I don't understand people that prefer phones for browsing



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 No.1944[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Group screaming thread

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 No.3451

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 No.3454

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 No.175[Reply]

Transhumanism is shit. Uploading ones self to a computer will leave them open to control by megacorps and shit. Swapping your robust human body parts for "superior" robot parts will leave you to get shut down for having thoughtcrimes against your government or glorious corporate overlords.
>but what about muh open source?
even if an open source team were good enough to connect parts to your nervous system how the hell would that be secure or safe?
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 No.3460

The problem with this discussion, as with most other tech-unsafe discussions, is that there is a direct advantage to using it even if it's unsafe or morally dubious. It's like saying guns bad because now people can kill each other much more easily or surveillance bad because privacy, well there's a direct advantage to people with the power to change things if they use it and a direct disadvantage if they don't. It's inevitable.

 No.3462

feel like the people against cyber-transcending are the same ones that claim space is empty and we're all that's here.

 No.3463

I think transhumanism sucks mainly because I don't really see it as very necessary. Isn't simple human life enough? Do I really need to have a bunch of cool bionic parts attached to me? I feel like the negative possibilities out-way the possible positives, simply due to the positives not really being necessary, outside of medical purposes. I've had the same thoughts about tech in general, like if we really need computers or cars, even, if we just kept simple, smaller, or more traditional (in terms of tech and production) societies, but I feel like that would put me in a fringe that I have not done enough research to be in.
I would be lying if I didn't think cyberpunk stuff was cool, though, so it's not like I'm super against stuff like this, but I just don't get people who are super into it and want to progress so far. I can't look at a future society of cyborg-humans flying through space with brain-upload technology in a good light for some reason. I tend to idolize the simple pastures more I suppose (despite the shortcomings of living like that).

 No.3469

>>175
From the moment I understood the weakness of my flesh, it disgusted me. I craved the strength and certainty of steel, I aspired to the purity of the blessing machine. Your kind cling to your flesh, as if it will not decay and fail you. One day the crude biomass that you call a temple will wither, and you will beg my kind to save you, But I am already saved. For the machine is immortal.

Even in death I serve the Omnissiah.

 No.3470

Transhumanism isn't the problem. Poor security is. Granted, having electronic implants in your brain DOES provide more vectors of attack on your person, but I'd imagine in the future there would be sufficient protection against such things.



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 No.3464[Reply]

so basically the idea is to have someone there who will listen to you complain about your dumb problems and comfort you and watch 90's anime with you on discord, but you'll never get to meet irl or know each other in dept.

 No.3465

That's just called a friend roll

 No.3466

>>3464
oh…

i can't believe i didn't think of it.
i don't think i can act that way towards any of my friends, I'd feel selfish if i burdern them with my problems. they have plenty of their own.

 No.3467

I have a close online friend I've known for almost 10 years now that I can talk to about anything. I often feel bad for burdening him with my (mostly self-inflicted) problems and appearing overly negative, but he does the same with me sometimes, so there's an understanding there.

I don't think I've ever thought about him as anything like a fake boyfriend though.



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 No.520[Reply]

This is nice board
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 No.3300

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>>3299
3 sucked on release and even after all the patches it received it is still way worse than 1 and 2. Those two are just lovely.
Anyway it made me happy to meet somebody else that knows those games, therefore dinner is on me!

 No.3356

fuck munch

 No.3415

>>3356
+1 for fuck munch

 No.3418

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>>3415
I got banned for ban evasion even though I wasn't lole. Mods either thought or pretended I was Catfish for an excuse.

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 No.3274[Reply]

LOOK AT THIS FUNNY DRAGON!!!
LOOK AT HER!!!
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 No.3298

bonked

 No.3350

>>3274
I really like her shitpost reviews.

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based

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>>3428
badstse

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>>3429
Уровень самоубийств среди мужчин не падает….



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 No.3432[Reply]

DEAD BOARD DEAD BOARD DEAD BARD
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 No.3434

lol why dat chikun is wearin' nikes™

 No.3435

Le Coq Sportif

 No.3438

>>3434
because he hates adidad lmao

 No.3445

I'm just gonna continue this conversation in this stupid thread instead of cluttering up and derailing that one

>>>/lounge/11490
I didn't mean to imply that it was a downvote, and I'm also not the OP of that thread - I really just wanted to know what the poster's reasoning was for sageing. Like, it's a well-written, well-thought out response to OP's question, and I didn't know what exactly about that was "not worthy" of bumping the thread. The sage just seemed entirely random to me and it made me curious.

>>>/lounge/11489
I feel like if you use sage by default, then in a way it just makes your usage of sage meaningless, and at worst it's a form of pseudo-nameposting - it reduces sushi rollymity by making you recognizable as that guy who sages posts that most people wouldn't sage. If you're fine with that then go ahead, but I just felt like I should point that out.
I also didn't think your post was particularly off-topic, but maybe that's just me.

 No.3446

>>3445
I'm >>>/lounge/11490 and I use sage by default 80% of the time. It's not nameposting for the other sushi to do it because I do it too.



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 No.3259[Reply]

This is a weird one, sushi rolls. For my whole life I've only been attracted to girls, but the other day as I was going through bad music from childhood I ended up on one of those terrible boybands meant to seduce little girls, the main singer was warbling some shit about love and suddenly for no reason I just fell for him really hard. I watched many more of their videos (cringing at myself immensely but I kinda liked it), thought "that was weird" and went to bed. Ever since then though I've been fantasising constantly about boys and kissing them and dating them. Seeing my friend soon and I'm scared I'll act really weird because now I have a crush on him I guess. Just wondering if any sushi rolls have experience with this? I don't want to feel like this anymore, if you can help me not be gay by sunday you will have my eternal gratitude.
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 No.3409

I've completely fallen in love with a friend at university and I don't know what to do with myself or these feelings.

I'm 99% straight and usually fall in love with any girl who talks to me. This wasn't like that; it came on slowly over about 6 months until I realised I wanted more than anything to kiss a boy.
He's extremely smart, confident, and has an incredible amount of life experience despite being a fair bit younger than me. He's the most strikingly independent person I've ever met, he doesn't seem to care about other people might think rocking up to school with painted nails is slightly weird. He just has this incredible charisma that disintegrates all barriers of social convention.

I'm so conflicted, every moment with him is pure bliss, but it's all so wrong.

 No.3410

>>3409
If you figure out you're gay, that's fine.
If you figure out you're bisexual, that's fine.
If you figure out you're straight, that's fine.
If you figure out you're straight but have exceptions, that's fine!

Don't be afraid to do some introspection on your feelings, it's all "normal".

 No.3413

>>3409
Words like gay and straight are just descriptions of who you're into, if they don't completely cover the way you feel then that's a limitation of the language and nothing more. He sounds really special I think you should go for it, just make sure you can still be friends if things don't work out.

 No.3414

>>3409
I find it so bizarre that you think of your feelings as "wrong", your feelings are your feelings, it's only actions that could be right or wrong, and even then I don't think that loving anyone could be right or wrong.
But as much as I am all about freely loving who you want, you might really find that your feelings are cloudy and you just admire him very strongly, but you wouldn't actually want to be in a relationship with him. Sometimes it's more like "I want to be like you" rather than "I want to be with you".

I think you should pursue a friendship with him so you can find out which one it is for sure - you can make a friend along the way!

 No.3431

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>>3259
I,too, recently found out that im gay. Just come out to your friends and they'll understand.



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