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Why are you sad? What are your troubles?
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Sometimes it's good to be flawed, it means people will not annoy you




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Finally thought I attained the idealistic uni life I've been working towards only for it to disappear with corona. Got strung along a job application for 3 months and just got turned down after the last interview. I'm tired of looking forward to things. Back to NEETdom I go.


I took the plunge and updated my computer from windows 7 to windows 10. after using windows 7 for nearly ten years i figured it was time to do it.
now my computer wont connect to any network and doesnt recognize my second monitor. this is up there with some of the worst mistakes ive ever made, i feel like a fucking idiot for listening to anyone who told me to update. i should have never left windows 7.


it's ok man, just go back to windows 7, you've got nothing to worry about

unless you need a key now? you could always download a cracked copy of windows 7 ultimate

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What advice would you give your 16-year-old self?
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Experience comes with time. Remember to take it easy.


Don't bother thinking too much about making easy money. Learn how to be a useful person in the market and the money will come in.


Rules are for fools to obey


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Never give up and also don't trust her, she's gonna cheat on you.


don't put unsafe objects up your butt

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Post whatever you want to share on mental health and use of meds or knowledge on subject with us here sushi.

Most of what i have learned on it is that there is no right answer and that your life is exactly how you take it, the entire world is only what you are capable of perceiving and acknowledging, so the meaning of your life is up for you to paint. That is just one of the interpretations of it i guess. Other than that, its been fun studying about the pharmacology of those meds in general.
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>Those meds are too strong and restraining to me probably bc my mania was only induced by a whole mixture of stress and desperatedly taking substances together in a test week
Maybe you weren't very specific with your psychiatrist, stress and anxiety are very abstract terms, I literally told him that I want to kill people because of minor issues, and that I couldn't stop thinking about it. I would be in a classroom and I'd get furiously mad with someone in front of me because he was eating his nails for example.
Starting medication and dropping some imageboards that were doing me more harm than good is thankfully helping me get my life back on track. I wish I could live without them, but I'm too impulsive and prone to hurting dear people otherwise. I also wish I didn't waste so many years falling for political shenanigans, but I guess sometimes you have to break yourself down to know how to lift yourself up.


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Recently I found out if you meditate on a 2mg dose of zolpidem ( 1/5 of a pill ) you can very easily have hipnagogia and it's pretty fun! Almost like looking at a dream while awake!!
I did ayuhaska as the ritualistic place oriented us, depersonalizing and letting go with your eyes closed until you are barely thinking, like meditation. I decided to try the same with DXM and it felt like being taken to the same places.
There's also new researches being done about DXM being used as fast acting drugs for depression and anxiety, same for DMT, but this one also for instant relief of panic attacks. In this case DXM medical potential would be very much like ketamine.
As for nicotine it is being researched in the treatment/prevention of Parkinson and Alzheimer. Cortinine, a byproduct of nicotine is being shown effective for depression and memory loss treatment. Another interesting thing is that it is being speculated that way more people with ADHD disorder rely on cigarette abuse because nicotine very effectively ease their mental discomfort. I hope for a day nicotine is not only seem associated with tobacco, but also a very useful medical tool, since we don't need to inhale toxic smoke anymore to consume it.

I can see how this change of context can be of great help for mental health too, changing which chans and social media I frequent was really nice too, almost as refreshing as moving out of a bad part of a city, which mostly had people who pissed me off or made me feel too weird and left out ( nothing too wrong about them, our cultures just didn't match ).


Thank god Xanax exists, I feel so relieved after enduring so much stress


Hey how have been the context of your xannax use? I only know some about benzos, the most notable use I can remember is xannax on liliad story,, some friends and family people have been on alike meds


I mostly use it when I'm about to start crying over something really pissed me off but can't be changed and I just have to endure it. It helps me when I don't want to feel anything.

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I can hear it


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It's yuyuesday

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You ever just want to shoot people?


Are you okay sushi roll?


No. Everyone I know hates me. I deserve it, but that doesn't mean I have to be happy about it.


Cops will fuck you if you do so I wouldn't do it


CNN Breaking News: sushi rollymous affiliated forum 'Sushichan' connected to shooter of the day, FBI alleges

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Since we are here at hell anyway why don't we talk about God or Gods and such? They don't even have to be real, they can be higher archetypes you identify with or interacted with somehow, I'm not really pagan either, or anything at all.

What Gods have you met or interacted with? Or what higher archetypes have you explored in your mind or identified with?

I have always been avid about the west past and present collective conciouness, even if it's about exploring the east and even if it's exploring the east via west lens via the internet culture. Recently i took hold of my life again and this Éris Goddess just keep taking me everywhere and distorting my world and paradigmas non-stop, Its been the most chaotic fun i had in my life even if it's quite rough. It was all a ride from Her to the dual and non dual of existence and it was pretty neat. Biggest God experience a friend of my had was first talking to Ganesha while tripping on ayuhaska or other friends that met God throught their Anima either on rituals, DXM or LSD, others just connect by more collective methods like neopaganism or even throught themselves like Absurdism or Nihilism. Other people relate experiences about Gods or archetypes along identification or synchronicity. There are even talks with ideas of monotheistic Gods, coming in form of a Father God of all or Mother God of All or even Gf of universe. I just want to have fun talking to you guys and see what comes out.
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Other than her name echoing on my mind, nothing happened.


I met eris on acide, god is a dominatrix and she causes discord like steppng on you. I met hatman in a dream (he's not a god but he is something interesting i don't understand). I never met lain but she guided me for a while, like ratatouille she's in my hat pulling my hair. not so much any moore i think she has more important stuff to do .


I met Eris too once while meditating. She embraced me, not sure why. Guess she was just in a good mood that day.


Hatman seems like the same type of hollow archetype that lowly spiritual creatures dress up to inflict fear on victims. There are some archetypes like this, of course not discrediting how those archetypes keep coming back with appearances alike on different cultures at different times. I guess an example of those on older times would be the boogeyman, who is said to take the kids and blah blah, more recently would be the slenderman who does the same, but it's just from a photoshop competition, even then there was a case of two girls sacrificing another girl for slender on usa. Those archetypes are hollow, but vivid in children's mind who are afraid of them, lowly spiritual creatures use this opportunity against them.


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It's pretty funny how Eris went from a disliked greek goddess to the Goddess by the discordians since principia discordia and then more and more influential over the years, even getting a dwarf planet named after her in 2003 and random pop culture representations lol
Yesterday I was meditating to enjoy some of the geometry from the comedown of a DXM trip and saw her slicing her throat and the cut morphed into an eye over the middle of her throat, don't know what it means, but it was pretty.

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this is nice site


indeed it is


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How come people commit into relashionships and later find out maybe you're not so sure about all the promises you made? I feel hurt for how much the human heart is warped sometimes.


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Because you get drunk on love and while you do mean it, that state doesn't last forever. Sometimes the thing it morphs into is compatible with the things you said at first, sometimes not. Sometimes it ferments, sometimes it rots, sometimes all signs of activity stop. Some people learn to not lean into it too hard too fast, some people have low tolerance for love-chems. Some people think mistake losing the intensity of that initial falling head over heels for losing feelings altogether and chase the next new-crush opportunity that falls in their lap.
You've probably been hype to make plans with someone while drunk on booze/beer and not felt up for it at all when sober. Same thing, different modes of inebriation. It's not personal, it's just hard to preemptively think outside of curent frame of mind.


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boys are fucking trash t. boy

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Minimum wage isn't enough to cover the cost of living in America. There are currently 870,000 people in America who make minimum wage. That doesn't even count people who are working under the table, paid less than what people say on the books, people who don't pay taxes, undocumented workers, people who are paid barely above minimum wage (but still don't earn enough), etc.

Companies paying employees less than the cost of living costs taxpayers because then they have to support programs like foodstamps/EBT/etc. And many people voluntarily put money into soup kitchens or food pantries for poor people. But instead of getting mad at the companies that don't pay people enough to get by, the average person gets mad at the poor working class, who, despite working, don't make enough to make ends meet.

The American Dream used to be having a 2 story house, a wife, 2-3 kids, a dog, a car, and a picket fence. Now? The American dream is being able to pay rent and not starve.
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You can as butthurt as you want over the fact that sooner or later there'll be more Indians who speak English than native Anglo speakers and how the language will change because of that.


>The underclass relies on an upper class
>to do specialised jobs
Debatable, but go on…
>and give them employment
Seize the means of production and they won't have to!


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Being poor sucks but money management can help a little…


>but when you can barely feed yourself and make rent at the same time while working two jobs, it is hard to see more than what is right in front of you.
I think this is a larger problem than people give it credit for. My uncle was homeless for a while and it really taught me how dynamic of a state poverty is. It's not just going to the same shitty minimum wage job day after day, it's an unstable cycle that's constantly shifting out from under their feet. There's always something.
I wonder how much better people would be off if these jobs were simply stable. Would the routine help to make life more comfortable and devote energies to getting to a better place?

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>/hell/ has discussion

So I can't wait for winter to come. Everything will be slippery and the homeless will freeze to death. Ever wonder how the nordic countries have so few homeless people?
Also there will be ice fairies. Just like last year. For sure. Mhm.

Secret handshake out

ps I keep reading the new topic button as new york
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what the fuck


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summer came really late for sushichan yeah?


biggu bakku dayo


CIRNO is cute


love this fucking webm

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