/hell/ - internet death cult

>>4097
Hope you don’t mind me asking, but I can’t contain my curiosity anymore because I’ve seen these situations play out a few times. Do you guys meet in person or do you date online only?

>>4098
After talking for a bit we've realized we only life around 200km apart. We've started meeting IRL as friends, and after a few times "decided" to start a relationship.

We've been living together for 2 years now and married earlier this year.

I have to admit though, often time when people said they have a partner on Discord it was fully online so I can understand your curiosity.

>>4099
That is wonderful! Congratulations!

Yeah, it usually is completely online. I was hoping you’d flip the tables on the stereotype in your response, and you did :)

The internet can be a drag, but stories like yours remind me that it can bring good too.

Twice so far. Once as a kid and once as a teen.
It didn't go anywhere as a kid, because she and I were both still kids at that time, the concept of love and all was still unknown. Honestly I don't even know as what she saw me back then, maybe just a playmate? Or a childish crush like I had too?
Well the second one did go somewhere but it ended awful. From what I hear and see those teenage romances are either the partner for life or embarrassing, maybe even painful, first experiences.
Now as an adult I didn't have that feel so far.

Honestly, I am lonely. I could use the companionship. Maintaining relationships, if friendship or romantic, is just so tiresome. Either I can get past my mental health issues or all I will ever be compatible with will be somebody who has them too.

Now my mother is pestering me about getting a cat again, for my wellbeing. I know it would do me good, but the thought alone of having another one die in my arms after 10, or 15, or 20 years makes me tear up.

All while I still miss friends, but now I am that age where former classmates and friends start to be successful and hearing about them, or even seeing them, makes me feel so much worse. I feel like I am still the same as back then, playing video games, hanging around the Internet, watching anime, fighting my health issues while news like x is pregnant, y married, z owns a company, z and y bought a house together, x got a degree and so on reach me.

Not only is it really awful getting to know people where I life, thanks to the story of my life I just can't connect to them at all.

I am tired, sushis. I don't even know where to go anymore on the Internet. The fact that it is online and not offline hurts me more and more. I can't get any satisfaction out of it anymore. Not to forget how it changed. I miss how it was 10 years ago, how it was 15 years ago.

I am also tired of labelling things as didn't cry at work today and didn't think about killing myself today as successes or having seen a cat as the highlight of my week.

>>4101
Thank you! I had already given up on finding a someone when I met her, I'm happy I just had such a pure coincidence

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>>4072
You're right that was probably just some of my defeatism slipping through. As I said I actually don't care about most of the stuff on that list just kinda in a shit situation as it stands. Doing my best with what I have, though.

I used to feel pretty lonely because I was homeschooled. But now I'm in college and I've been going to the gym and learning how to talk to people. I have even started talking to a girl! I guess that I shouldn't really look at this bingo as a bucket list though.

I hate this and I resent you for thinking any of these questions are interesting, but my religion requires that I fill in any form I see.

>>4100
did you make that webm? that's pretty cool!
also, I'm sorry v_v
>>4085
I was homeschooled for a few years when I was growing up and yeah, homeschooling does feel pretty lonely.

>>4102
It's an edit of this picture (I don't know the artist), but yeah I made the webm. Thanks, I was pleased with the mood.

>>4056
same
I like talking to strangers though, no pressure who cares if you mess up, nobody

>>4056
Don't let your anxiety stop you from talking to other people OP! You're supposed to keep going at it! We can learn from our past talks so that we can get better at it as time goes on. You can do it OP!

Yes

Sage

L post shawty

>>4012 i have better things to do

This is a no Marie Kondo thread mkay?

>>2355
this is a simulation, welcome to your new home. i hope you enjoy your stay.

>>3139
life

moshi moshi

>>2355
If you have any complaints about unexplained percieved sinking, knock on the appropriate designated query surface and talk to your simulation attendant about it.

>>4078
which surface is the query surface!?!?!?

>>4004
Yep. I think it's gone for good. The owner of the site, Kirtaner, had a meltdown. He claimed he hacked the Canadian trucker convoy, then he started claiming that he founded sushi rollymous in an unhinged rant.

Also lesser known fact about 420chan, it used to have a hidden board similar to 8chan's /hebe/ but CP would be regularly posted and the rule against it wasn't enforced.

Shame because it was a genuinely useful resource. Way more useful than reddit for drug advice.

>>4000
Oh another thing about nutmeg btw, just a tip. Even if you only have just enough to give a small bit of warm dreaminess, a little more than purely for taste, do refrain from tobacco for the day. Gives a bit of a headache combined. Something about the MAOIs or something IIRC.

>>4009
Might I ask the reason you bring up the hidden one? A clue as to why it went down or just, I dunno? Seems unlikely with how AFAIK the accepted narrative was that he was a gov op, for from however long. Though yet again, if one is to carry the tinfoil torch, maybe less unlikely given the obviousness of the whole either gov run or gov approved epstein thing. Or he was just of his time, was a wild west out there.

But yeah I'm mostly aware of the most recent-ish things before it dropped offline. Wondered more of the actual specific cause of doom. Had a foot in the discord server but I only ever checked in a couple of times. Lost the account.

Warning btw: Nostalgia venting incoming
I essentially grew up on there, skipped straight there instead of going to other chans first for some reason. Lots of interactions and ideas, lots of excellent times. Saw a bunch of things I probably shouldn't have at such a young age (lurked /gore/ alot when it was still there, very edgy teen, never knew about the hidden inappr. one until maybe 1-2 years before EndOf420 because people started bringing it up after the whole I-started-sushi rollymous thing), but that was the whole gen. those days anyway, equally fucked all of us those who where there. It felt quite weird at the end, for quite a bit, not really the same vibe at all. Ol Braz was the most 420ch of all the ones that stuck with it to the end IMO.

Shoutouts to all the schizoposters who took their turn at the wheel of yellow signs.
Also just in case someone strolls by who were around the same era, as a reminder of good times, I was the GIMPy dude. And stream-of-consciousness-thread-dude. And the designated schizoposter more times than I care to admit. And the librarian of threads regarding elephants. And the dude who officially inherited the TPG questline after the OG got tired of his work. Didn't do many, but I did do some, I did accept. Quality over quantity. Also if you saved a certain picture of a certain organic body part in a small paper hat, you might say I have boned your computer. I might have done many things more but those are lost in the exhales.

It was the best kind of internet I ever knew, it was home.
HIFFWE in peace, may any seeds of positive intent and influence spread and flourish. HTP with slayer.

>>4067
>>4009
>>4004

if anyone is interested in starting a successor to 420chan – one that does NOT have a secret cp board – i've been thinking about it. Technically speaking it's trivial, and there are modern imageboards like jschan that could do the job on low resources, the real issue is having moderators who are discerning, judicious and without egos.

bring if up on #420 > irc.p2p-network.net if you're interested, or if you just want to find a chill 420 friendly community

>>4068
Tbh IMO one of the charms of 420ch was the kind of archaic and totally-its-own siteware it used. Like the lack of a catalog, I imagine it acted somewhat like a filter for some kinds of users that needed everything to be like everywhere else to stay around.
The architecture and ergonomics of a place affects the userspace interactions.
Would be ironic if the new "420" looked just like those least-effort-required-generic-chan things that get spammed around. I'm probably a bit prejudiced there though, maybe that's more that they didn't spend any effort in customizing and making it their own.

I've been thinking for a while about some chan structural concepts I've never seen implemented, just need to get to grips with learning all the webdev bullshit if I'm to actually manifest it. I think it'd be fun if the incrementation of 420 actually evolved the chan medium somewhat.

Though of course it's not like it'd be a bad thing with several offspring, may the most viable seed thrive. I may never get around to my thingy at all.

My wife!

im dead

Scared me during a company call. Not nice!

I still don't see ot what is it?

>>4064
A little guy hidden in the doorframe, click the image and zoom in.

I want lizchan back ;_;

KOKEKO
one day I'll edit in the Hanazawa Kana ver. I promise

Why is she molesting a chicken?

>>2487
Girls can't help themselves around cocks.

>>2484
KU KU KU KU KUUUU

>>2069
I for one welcome our new Amish overlords. Purge the unclean! Eviscerate the eroge!

>>2069
>>2077
sopsy is trying to make ylilauta more advertiser-friendly to make more $$$

Rips in pieces /int/ 2012-2013

Finns are good people

>>1893
when i saw the image i first though it was nigeria with mr krabs drawn over it