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A reasonable level of gatekeeping is a good thing and I'm tired of people saying it's not! Everything doesn't have to be for everyone! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA


You're completely correct but at some point having any level of standards became "gatekeeping" when it was convenient (i.e. made life worse for the people who had made the communities to start with).

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Why are you sad? What are your troubles?
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It hurt to read that, because I am experiencing that too. The curiosity is long gone and with it the fun and the motivation too. A lot of things feel samey, overall I feel jaded, tired and most of all nostalgic about the past, where it wasn't like that. Desperately I cling to the stuff that brought me all the positive feelings and experiences, but most of the time it doesn't work, I just do it out of habit. I honestly don't know what to do, I have no motivation, no creativity, no interests, I simply browse multiple imageboards, sleep, work out, play vidya, watch anime, read, cook and work, day in day out.
Several times I have read that there is new input necessary, a new hobby, to meet new people, best case even both. Not only do I have no idea how this should be possible, it is also quite difficult when more than a decade of Internet fucked you up to the point that all the things going on in real life don't bother you at all anymore.


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I think I'm clinically depressed but I am too anxious to go see a doctor about it. Gotten worse recently. I can not shake the feeling that I've made it up and I have just convinced my self it's real over the years. I then think, that seems like how some one who is depressed would think about it. But I then re-rationalize that I am making it up and this is part of the lie. I think I'm trying to use it as a crutch for personal issues. It also concerns me that I am unable to dissect my own thoughts on this; maybe that's an issue on it's own.

Looking up the signs of it, they most all apply to me, but if you're directly asked about something you always have a bias.

The horror of going to a doctor expecting something to be wrong with me and them saying "no, you're actually just a looser and need to stop being such a friendly lady about it". I could never live that down.

I have no idea how to get out of this hole. I wish I had close enough friends for me to be able to talk about this and them say they have/have not noticed things.


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i wanted to post earlier but sushimin locked the board and wouldn't let me post and i was crying.


Being unable to post on the internet is truly the worst form of suffering


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I was prescribed medication for my headaches. Took it for the first time today and I just feel worse LOL

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Anyone else struggle with not being extremely off-putting in conversations? I feel like I'm constantly saying the wrong thing, or I crack jokes and then I just *feel* the atmosphere in the room darken. I legit can never tell when I'm being affable or disturbing, but I have noticed that people often avoid talking to me.


I know what you're talking about, like when words just "hang" in the air, right?
What kind of thing did you say?

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Group screaming thread

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What does that spell?


this is a simulation, welcome to your new home. i hope you enjoy your stay.



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When was the last time you was in love?
I mean butterflies in your stomach and all that weird stuff.
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A few weeks ago. Then I ran out of moonsugar and came to my senses.

I CAN'T!!! Same shit for me, except I'm not even that handsome. Whenever I'm around a love interest, I become extremely uncomfortable to the point where I enter fight or flight mode.

Love is the delusional state, where you believe everything will be okay, as long as you are with the person you are in love with. In an ongoing relationship it may become a more trust-based belief, similar to religious devotion. This is also why adultery is such a devastating blow to a relationship.


In retrospect, I think it may have happened to me in my early teens, but at the time I just saw it as a great friendship and didn't realize what I had until it was ripped away by outside forces.

And that's how I lost my religion.


I fell in love with a friend and we went out for a little bit, but he broke it off after just a couple of weeks. now I don't know what to do with my feelings towards him :/


2010, when I graduated high school.


Primarily the time where I was going through an existential crisis, and I started hanging out with a close fren. They asked me how I felt about them and I told them I loved them, but it turned out they felt the same. The butterflies wear off after about a week, though. I guess bussy and hugs are better than therapy?

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Post your mugshot here sushi.
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I was lazy. :/


Also, thanks! I just assumed that stuff gets scrubbed by the imageboard.


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I am browsing with female friend. She says without beard is better, and that with the beard, you looked like a redditor.
I completely agree.


Yeah, the beard uh.. didn't work out, you could say. I haven't worn one in at least a year now.

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shart fart jort blort




kcroat snitch




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does anyone have archive of kcroat art?

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what is a nigga


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feelin W I D E
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i'm disappointed, where's my dolphin pron?


holy SHIT


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be careful my friend


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I can do you one better


Does anyone remember those .swf files that would open themselves up in a thousand tabs all at once if you loaded them in your broswer?
that actually made me jump www

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