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 No.3277[Reply]

When was the last time you was in love?
I mean butterflies in your stomach and all that weird stuff.
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 No.3790

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>>3788
This was such a relief to read sushi, thank you for sharing. I'm rooting for both of us.

 No.3797

>>3790
we are gonna play yakuza 7 together next week

 No.3806

>>3797
we are dating now I’m pretty sure. or at least we are now testing the waters and will probably start a relationship! but we are both a little bit shy and keep seizing up awkwardly when we see each other LOL. but it’s okay, I’m happy just taking it slow and enjoying the conversations we have. butterflies in the stomach are crazy man

 No.3820

Probably high school (>3 years ago). I went on a date not that long ago but I really can't say I've felt deep love for them like I've felt for other people in the past. If I'm away from people long enough my romantic feelings kind of fade out and its something I never think about until I'm in a social setting again, in which case they'll fire back up for a while. Doesn't make me feel depressed or anything.

 No.3839

>>3820
> If I'm away from people long enough my romantic feelings kind of fade out and its something I never think about until I'm in a social setting again, in which case they'll fire back up for a while.
This is pretty much how my platonic relationships all work. I don't use any social media, and none of my IRL friends do IRC so unless you're right here in front of me physically, we're not communicating.

And now I feel weird about clicking the "I'm not a robot" box because I realize this sounds like robot behavior.



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 No.2034[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Why are you sad? What are your troubles?
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 No.3818

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As time goes on, i feel less and less motivated to use the English language.
I feel tired talking while using it. It's so limited when it comes to expressing how you feel compared to your native language. And all the places I lurked on English, i never fit in any of them. I don't fit with anyone. I'll never fit with anyone.
I don't wanna live. I'm tired.

 No.3822

>>3818
Certainly there must be an imageboard that uses your language somewhere

 No.3831

I lost someone very dear to me some months ago and I CANT FUCKING BEAR WITH IT JUST KILL ME NOW

 No.3835

I really just want to be able to talk to people normally. Even when I see people discussing things that I not only like, but know well enough to have in depth conversations about I am terrified of talking or even joining in on general discussion. Even just saying "hey guys" seems like a monumental hill to climb.

Entirely self caused and perpetuating and it really hurts. I can't even do it on the internet where it's nigh on inconsequential and I don't know why.

 No.3836

>>3835
Do you mean on the internet or in real life?
Why do you feel this way? That's an incredibly important question to ask yourself. Is it because you're afraid of people being assholes? Well, assholes exist everywhere, but they're the minority in the grand scheme of things. A few bad people don't define any and all future attempts at socialization (Although if you are in groups where people are assholes and/or complacent with it, then you should leave for your own good. Imageboards especially are guilty of this kind of crap and people even go after me when I stand up for others getting shit on for no reason).
Are you afraid of rejection? Well, its the same case as above too! It is hard work to find people you "flow" with, but the journey is worth it, and teaches you about yourself as well, which is arguably the most important part of it all.

You really just need to get out there and not be afraid of trying new things. Don't let cruel people get to you (and don't let them deceive you into thinking that you need "thicker skin" since its only ever said by assholes who want to deflect from their own shitty behavior (and usually can't take insults themselves)).



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 No.3718[Reply]

>Be me.
>Be poor and trans in America.
>Read rabid and dumb anti-Cuba propaganda from 2009 that is supposed to be an intelligent smear of Castro's pro-LGBT daughter's intentions.

>"Yet it’s difficult to point to any tangible benefits that Espín’s activism has accrued, other than a decision last year by the Cuban government to dispense free sex-reassignment surgeries."


>Free?!

>I'm sitting here knowing my government won't pay for my SRS so I'll never afford to get one, but at least Cuba is doing one thing right. I keep reading…

>"This is a policy of dubious merit that affects an infinitesimally small number of people, and is better understood as a propaganda tool rather than a genuine sign of concern for the plight of gays."


I feel my rage boiling over. I dropped my phone and laughed out loud at that out of touch U.S. loving writer who thought it's ok to downplaying trans issues as only affecting a few people while claiming moral superiority over Cuba. Laugh with me because it's the only therapy I can get.

https://www.advocate.com/politics/commentary/2009/09/28/castro-espin-gay-friendly-communist
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 No.3729

>>3721
>>3723
Where are the mods? This tread clearly doesn’t belong here.

 No.3730

i feel like any op with the phrase
>I feel my rage boiling over
is by nature uncomfy.
I sympathise with you op, however this is not the place to post stuff like that.

 No.3731

ywnbaw lol

 No.3833

>>3718
Americans are weird even for online standards.

 No.3834

>>3833
why would you bump this kuso thread



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 No.3646[Reply]

A reasonable level of gatekeeping is a good thing and I'm tired of people saying it's not! Everything doesn't have to be for everyone! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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 No.3739

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>>3737
>Or you could shift your perception on relationships and de-prioritize them.
I used to live like that, but ever since I somehow ended up getting into a relationship that didn't last too long, I can't help but be obsessed with the fact that I never will be able to talk to girls unless they approach me. And that mixed with the fact that I don't go outside or I really don't want to leave contact info around, nor try dating sites or apps, makes me feel the more recluse.
And even then I feel like I'd screw everything up. I'd feel like they're trying to pull a prank on me, or that I don't deserve any of it.

 No.3747

>>3650
>I think "gatekeeping" is the wrong term to use.
Agreed, IMO in situations like what happened with your community, gatekeeping wouldn't have helped, but moderation would have. Stopping shitty behaviours dead in their tracks before they can take hold as a new normal and attract more people like that wouldn't be gatekeeping.

 No.3774

>>3747
>Stopping shitty behaviours dead in their tracks before they can take hold as a new normal and attract more people like that
That's exactly what people mean when they say "gatekeeping is good" though. Nobody wants their hobby or community to never grow, they just want it to grow via people who won't blow up their spot.

In my experience, if someone is really adamant that something is "gatekept too hard", they probably want to change it.

 No.3821

"gatekeeping" is kind of a fuzzy term.

Rules are a good thing. Moderation is a good thing. Idiots on the internet trying to define what makes someone a "true member/fan/visitor" of a community is incredibly moronic and is just as bad, if not worse than the "disruptive people" they think they're fighting against. Imageboards are incredibly diverse places and boards like /g/, /a/, /v/, etc. are bound to contain a wide variety of those interested in the subject(s), from lifelong enthusiasts who've invested thousands of hours into the hobby to people visiting the board for the first time with inquisitiveness. I enjoy my hobbies, and as such want to share them with as many people as possible and am always at the aid of those who want to learn more. I never discriminate based on knowledge. Not only would it be rude, but it would likely put them off to the point of them never wanting to visit the community again and would leave them with a permanently negative impression of those on it.

Some people feel as though boards are their own personal property however, and scream "newfag!" at others who aren't as invested as they are as if its a grave sin. In my experience these kinds of people are usually nothing outside of a particular website and need it to feel good about themselves since it enables them to be condescending to other people for having not watched the same amount of Chinese cartoons as them or some other ridiculous thing. I've seen this everywhere, from forums to imageboards to even real life communities.

 No.3832

>>3646
Gatekeep loser newfriends out of your mind



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 No.3751[Reply]

How do we stack up gang?
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 No.3815

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>>3813
IDK mate, you want some help getting off that cross?

 No.3819

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some of these are kind of iffy but I included them anyways

 No.3827

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Not sure if an improvement from last time I played, but at this point "Lost virginity", "had a relationship that lasted at least 1yr", and "can make conversation easily" are the only other ones I care about getting anyway. I don't need promiscuity, drugs, 10+ friends, and sports/parties to feel normal.

 No.3828

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2 in a row baby

 No.3829

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>>3827
I'm OP and that's the sort of outlook I was hoping people would have, like, you shouldn't make hitting all of them a life goal or anything. I posted this more because I was curious about the sorts of experiences that sushis have had, I wasn't trying to make anyone feel bad.



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 No.1944[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Group screaming thread

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 No.3763

I just noticed something is fucky with my PC audio, so the sound still comes out the integrated speakers even though sound is coming out my headphones as well.
I've been watching so much porn. I don't live alone.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAFUCKMEANDMYLIFE

 No.3765

>>3763
wwwwwwwwww oh god

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 No.3817

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 No.3823

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA



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 No.3743[Reply]

hi

 No.3744

>>3743
hi there hows it goin
cute gun witch

 No.3745

>>3744
the witch gun is cute

 No.3746

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>>3743
HOLD IT RIGHT THERE
dont try anything, i got u in my sights



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 No.3740[Reply]

My future is an abyss, which I hang over by a thread. I can't decide if it is more dignified to let go by choice or to hold on until it snaps

 No.3741

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>>3740
dignity is worthless!



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 No.560[Reply]

Why aren't you on a vpn?

A vpn keeps you sushi rollymous on the internet.
It bypasses any school, home, office or country blocker.
It keep you un-banned from any website.
It keeps the government from spying on your internet activity.
It allows you to view region locked content from anywhere in the world.

If you like your freedom, I suggest you get a vpn http://sushi rollyourself.club
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 No.3546

>>3545
something something exit nodes something glowies

 No.3550

>>3546
Go away.

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 No.3553

>>562
Its really slow though, downloading takes minutes when on with something that normally only takes secs.

 No.3712

>>560
I already am, though only half the time.
It slows down my internet somewhat, and some sites and IRC don't let me in when I have it on.



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 No.3635[Reply]

Anyone else struggle with not being extremely off-putting in conversations? I feel like I'm constantly saying the wrong thing, or I crack jokes and then I just *feel* the atmosphere in the room darken. I legit can never tell when I'm being affable or disturbing, but I have noticed that people often avoid talking to me.
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 No.3666

>>3635
you're probably autistic
try and hang out with other autistic people you'll get along better

 No.3667

I don't even know what to say to people anymore, if I want to do some smalltalk. Most people seem to do this naturally but for me it seems like we're from different planets. Sometimes I suspect we are.

 No.3668

>>3639
Just jokes about stuff that's happened to me or problems I have.

>>3664
>>3666
I've been evaluated for autism. I didn't meet the criteria for a diagnosis apparently.

 No.3670

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>>3668
That's the problem, sushi roll. Joking about your problems/trauma/past as your main form of conversing can be a downer on the other party. A look into dialetics and interpersonal communication may prove useful.

 No.3710

>>3667
I was never really good at this because of asperger's/autism, but now being in a working environment I feel particularly at a loss because my main coworker is almost 30 years older than me and has had normal life experiences and interests, and I've spent 14 years in relative hermitage since high school. Sometimes he'll tell me stuff, but I just don't really know how to respond or even mirror the situation because I have almost no experiences to draw comparison from.



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