/hell/ - internet death cult

what is this black magic?

>>3558
wew

I just don't know what to do with myself.
Most of the time I work, play video games, watch anime and browse some small imageboards, that's it.
While I enjoy games, animu and ibs it is unfortunately not the case for work. If I am working then I never have the issue of being bored out of my tiny little mind though. During weekends this is never a problem too. Holidays and being unemployed is where this starts to surface.
Sooner or later I am content with the stuff I usually do and then I don't know what to do. I have already read multiple times that you are supposed to just try something out, it doesn't even matter what. Just try and see if you like it, if yes continue to do it, if not try something else. Well there is nothing that appeals to me though and I don't have the motivation and energy to try something new either. Actually I like to cook already, to garden, to read, to listen to music and do some exercise at home. I tried the gym too, but didn't like it. The point is that nothing of that really satisfies me and because of that I rarely do it. Therefore I just stick with video games, anime and imageboards, even though I don't feel like it. Most of the time this results into me getting up and just laying down on my bed, doing nothing or even worse starting to wank to some disturbing shit, that I would like to drop since years.
Given this issue I can't handle being a neet, because I just don't know what to do with all the time I have. After some neeting I always start working again, but then working starts to crush my mental health and at one point I quit, which leads to square 1 again, being a neet. Working just sucks because of people, I desperately try to find a job where I am alone and don't have people around for 9 hours straight on 5 days a week. It's just introverts hell. Only thing I found out is being a watchmen at night, I will try to apply for it if the current situation goes in the direction I hope. Right now I still life with my parents and have a job that I hate and destroys me once more. My contract runs out on the 31th of December, if they give me a new contract that doesn't run out on a certain date then I will move out near a place where a lot of jobs are available as a night watchmen, then drop the current job and start applying for the new one. Maybe working something that doesn't constantly worsens my mental state is giving me some drive to try new things? I just want to be able to cope with life somehow…

80% lurkers 20% posters

Just extremely anxious since coming to college. Program is very intense and hit hard right out the gates. Getting better slowly but still trying to collect myself.

>>3555
ain't that the truth

I can't seem to do anything. My entire life exists in a state of permanent potentiality. I've been trying to fix this for eleven years now with no success so I doubt there even is a way to fix it.

Tor basically does the same thing already but better and for free. VPNs are centralized, and any system that's centralized is inherently frail.

>>3545
something something exit nodes something glowies

>>3546
Go away.

>>562
Its really slow though, downloading takes minutes when on with something that normally only takes secs.

>>3186
I met Eris too once while meditating. She embraced me, not sure why. Guess she was just in a good mood that day.

>>3186
Hatman seems like the same type of hollow archetype that lowly spiritual creatures dress up to inflict fear on victims. There are some archetypes like this, of course not discrediting how those archetypes keep coming back with appearances alike on different cultures at different times. I guess an example of those on older times would be the boogeyman, who is said to take the kids and blah blah, more recently would be the slenderman who does the same, but it's just from a photoshop competition, even then there was a case of two girls sacrificing another girl for slender on usa. Those archetypes are hollow, but vivid in children's mind who are afraid of them, lowly spiritual creatures use this opportunity against them.

>>3194
>>3186
It's pretty funny how Eris went from a disliked greek goddess to the Goddess by the discordians since principia discordia and then more and more influential over the years, even getting a dwarf planet named after her in 2003 and random pop culture representations lol
Yesterday I was meditating to enjoy some of the geometry from the comedown of a DXM trip and saw her slicing her throat and the cut morphed into an eye over the middle of her throat, don't know what it means, but it was pretty.

>>3198
>>3194
>>3186
No way!
Eris sold me weed, I love that friendly lady

Yes I worship the Goddess, Kalisti desu

When she first came to me she was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. She does have a nasty side though. But what can I say, I like sweet and spice

Eris has her own official ImageBoard btw, uses the Discordian calendar and everything.

Damn it, this got me.

>>3534
>.gif
nice try!

My wife!

Government is stopping me from spreading the kindness pandemic because of the other pandemic

>>1590
What is the original version of this copypasta? I know I recognize it but I can't remember what stupid thing it was originally about.

>>1603
Keep that filth in /lewd/

>>3527
Oh yeah whose gonna make me? Check this out

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>>3162
Take a bath ugly

>>3160
Keep I'd say, long hair for manly men works better with a moustache imo

>>3161
I think discussing who to fuck in the face thread is a bad idea, could make people uncomfortable.

>>3161
Then why ask?
And seconding above.
Go to horny jail.

>>3162
You look like a good boy

>>3160
This hair scandi hair monster sushi returns!
Have since shaved off the moustache, but then let it all grow out again instead. So this is actually my first real beard, that you get to see.
(the hair is still there in all its glory, not been cut at all, it's just tied up)

>>765
Why is this in hell?
Phone posting is a lot less comfy than I thought it'd be. I don't understand people that prefer phones for browsing