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>>14653
Try increasing hobbies that have a social aspect

This was the person I was meant to share my life with.
To discover things together
To grow old together
To be in each other's arms in the end
But it's over, I was nothing to her. The only things that await me are cheap relationships with women that have already had something before. I will never be someone's first as I could have been with her if it wasn't for the myriad of impossibilities and my own mental illness at the time.
And it makes me enraged, crazy, sad, a tearjerker, and miserable.

I dunno OP, it's been very tough.
Like, it's so bad, I never had experienced love until the end of last year, being on my mid 20s, and it absolutely ruined me
>don't wanna find someone because of fear of break-up or heartbreak
>can't stand watching couples outside
>regret all the time I spent shitposting on imageboards and playing games while my friends developed themselves as a person
>be even more paranoid about who I should make my first GF in the real world, constantly approaching and being interesting to women but turning them down once I see things that seem like red flags to me
>can't stand media with romance
>lost a really good amount of my hair, I no longer look like a shonen protagonist and now I just look like a seinen one instead
This really feels like I've been cursed, I may get far in life, I may become wealthy, and I may live in a nice house. But the fact that I never got to romantically develop myself at a young age hits me like a truck. Both because of missing out, and also the consequences that came along with it.
I made a huge mistake

>>14460
i went through very similar progress. you have to realize that love is not a muscle, you don't have to develop your 'love skills' to become lovable. you don't have to manipulate other people to love you. at my worst time, i was couching constantly because of cigarette, lost hair and rest started to turn white, forced myself to be social but all become too much that i found myself crying on the ground, even at that position i tried my best to talk with woman and i had a date. in the end i noticed that no matter how you are, if you show yourself, you will find a match no matter what. so be patient, don't force yourself, you're not losing anything. develop yourself. i go to therapy, i can't recommend it enough. if you feel constantly unhappy, you should give therapy a chance. spending time with yourself, visiting places you've never been is great. also producing art and software has been great fun for me. i don't have a master on relations but that's my two cents. hope it helps

I cannot stress this enough: space.

My ex was in a friend group with me, and neither of us wanted to tell the rest of the group what happened. So we just fizzled out, but we kept talking. Well, more accurately, she kept talking to me. But every time we were hanging out with the friend group, I just got pissed off at every single thing she did. Just watching her be so happy with life after dumping me made me violent. What could have just been sadness and confusion turned into absolute rage. And that rage persists, there are genuinely nights when I go to sleep and I just can't calm down because I want to physically hurt her. And nothing about that is ok. My feelings are NOT justified. But nonetheless, I feel them, and I don't know what to do at this point. So please, take some time away from your ex. A LOT of time. Do not contact them, do not be around them, do not THINK about them. Your heart needs some time to relax.

OP again, got my heart fucked over again by someone i wasn’t serious with. it hurts a lot, reminds me that im human or whatever… i was always optimistic about love but it feels like im not gonna get anywhere, i guess i should take time to learn to be happy by myself. but it just hurts wanting intimacy and someone to spend time with. ugh
i’m 20 in a few months and i already want to give up on romance lol but i hope you guys are doing good

>>995
Even with all the DLCs there's some big differences between games. Among them is the revamped battle mode, the 200cc time trials, the extra characters such as king boo, inklings, etc. and the comeback of the double item box and also the ability to carry 2 items at the same time. Regarding items there's the feather and the boo which aren't in the WiiU version and there's also the difference in stats between karts and characters, so instead of there being like 8 different "tiers" or so there's like 13 on the switch.

And there's the thing known as firehopping or something like that which seemingly was removed on the switch so even the way to move through stages might have been modified a bit. So yeah, they knew what to add to make it worth it to buy it on the switch.

>>990
Did you manage to complete Zelda fellow sushi?
I'm looking for a WWHD copy but they're all over 40€ here. I might really need to mod my console

>>1033
Sorry sushi, not yet, I got a few Koroks, got tired of looking for them and decided to try Axiom Verge which was fun but I certainly didn't get invested in the story. Got child of light dowloaded somewhere but have yet to get to it.
Ah yeah, with the sudden realization that it sold poorly people starting collecting the games and consoles for the "game collector" badge and coupled with corona the prices went through the roof while they started becoming more scarce. And with them killing the eshops of some regions and removing games nobody would fault you for modyfing the system I guess. In any case hope you can get to play soon!

OP here, I managed to finish Tokyo Mirage Sessions #FE at Hard difficulty, really good and satisfying game, you can clearly see it was made by the SMT team in some points and that's a plus! I also managed to finally get a copy of WWHD and I've finished it as well. Making my way through Xenoblade Chronicles X now, this game is so massive it makes me feel wanderlust

OP here, resuscitating the thread to say that me and other friends celebrated the console's 10th birthday (in Europe) with a cake and party hats. We played some Mario Party 10, Wii Party U, Smash 4 and such.

Stream tomorrow! Don't miss the finale of Angelic Layer!

Stream today! 16:00 EST/13:00 PST, on https://cytu.be/r/SushiStream!

We're gonna be finishing Angelic Layer, choosing a new show for next week, and continuing with seasonals as usual! Hope to see you there!

Live in 30 minutes from this post!

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>>4463
we're live!

Live with more Princess Tutu, starting from episode 14 this time! 30 minutes from this post @ https://cytu.be/r/SushiStream !

Black to play
J Dobias vs J Schulz Sr

Black to play
A J Mestel vs Smyslov

学園十色です!
White to play
Hromadka vs J Dobias

Black to play
H Lehmann vs S Tatai

White to play
H Lehmann vs P Mueller-Breil

>>1559
I really like this, thanks for sharing!

Does anyone else really enjoy music from PC-98 games?

>>1561
I'm way more familiar with Mega Drive and Saturn games, but I do know some PC-98 games that got later ports in the aforementioned consoles. Most notable for me, Princess Maker 2.
https://youtu.be/dRKptMGXNGo

>>1561
Absolutely!
This game is probably my favorite pc-98 soundtrack I've heard.

>>1562
>Princess Maker
Nice choice! Excellent tastes, Mega Drive and Saturn has quality game soundtracks as well. There's even some Mega CD and 32X stuff I really enjoy. As far as the 32X goes, mainly Knuckles Chaotix and Kolibri. I'll listen to Doom's 32X ost if I want a good laugh once and a while.
>>1563
Very nice. I love the art and music to these games but sadly I haven't been able to play very many of them. Also with the potential of never seeing any of them with an english patch leaves me in a depressed state once and a while. I've studied a little Japanese but don't have the time or dedication to become fluent to the point of knowing all of that heavy kanji in those games. For those who have though, what a pay off it probably feels like playing these gems.

>>14636
Yea, at least I should've taken a picture. I just don't have that habit.
Here's a bug I found the other day.

You're all kinda sush

>>14637
sugoi bug it's really shiny, quite pretty!

Today is the day when all shall be decided.

I noticed how reliant I have become on Google. I don't even think about trying to solve the problem myself, even if the solution is right next to my cursor, my first instinct is to google it.

>>4441
'CAUSE I FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL

>>4435
that sounds hilariously bad. Should've made like a 2-4 episode OVA instead of a full series.

>>4442
Finished Psycho-Pass 2 earlier, going to move on to the movies and then Psycho-Pass 3. I noticed that there was an extended version that was released. Do you happen to know if that's worth watching? I read that it has extra scenes. I did watch the series dubbed and plan on watching the sub as well since I didn't see Psycho-Pass 3 or some of the other movies dubbed.

https://myanimelist.net/anime/32615/

I watched Youjo Senki, also known as Saga of Tanya the Evil. I watched the first season, the OVA, and the movie. At the time of writing, Season 2 has not yet aired. Here are my thoughts:

This anime is about a salaryman who gets reincarnated in pseudo-WW1 Europe as a young orphan girl (Tanya) while retaining their original personality. Tanya has an aptitude for magic and joins the military as an officer in the mage unit. Tanya is sort of an 'anti-hero' main character in the sense that they are highly self-interested and morally ambiguous.

The action scenes in Youjo Senki look good and have detailed fight choreography along with nice sound effects. The audio production quality of this is what I'd expect from a movie – it's pretty nice. In fact, Youjo Senki overall has movie-like production quality. The visuals are a strong point – the setting in particular looks fantastic. The European landscape often looks amazing. Furthermore, the architecture and interior decor feels authentic for the time period and is consistently meticulous and vividly detailed. I could tell there was a lot of attention to detail put into how the setting is depicted. One of my favourite things about this anime was admiring the intricate interior design of each room, and the cinematography does a good job of displaying it! Additionally, the character animation is fluid and well done too, including facial expressions. There is also lots of variety among the character designs, making each member of the large cast distinctive and easy to discern. The visuals of Youjo Senki are excellent.

Although the premise of this show is neat, I found the actual episode-by-episode story underwhelming and very predictable. Speaking more generally, although I found Youjo Senki entertaining, I never found it suspenseful or exciting, which seems like a shortcoming for a violent action-heavy show set in a war zone. The protagonist plot armour is blatantly indestructible, and the stakes never feel high as a result. It is a fun easy-to-watch show though. Despite the war theme, this anime feels best suited for casual viewing – it never feels all that serious. This isn't Saving Private Ryan; it's just a silly isekai anime and you should set your expectations accordingly.

Tanya's VA does an excellent job and is very unique and memorable. Her voicewoPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>4468
keep meaning to watch this, it's the only "Isekai Quartet" show I never got around to seeing

>>4097
Hope you don’t mind me asking, but I can’t contain my curiosity anymore because I’ve seen these situations play out a few times. Do you guys meet in person or do you date online only?

>>4098
After talking for a bit we've realized we only life around 200km apart. We've started meeting IRL as friends, and after a few times "decided" to start a relationship.

We've been living together for 2 years now and married earlier this year.

I have to admit though, often time when people said they have a partner on Discord it was fully online so I can understand your curiosity.

>>4099
That is wonderful! Congratulations!

Yeah, it usually is completely online. I was hoping you’d flip the tables on the stereotype in your response, and you did :)

The internet can be a drag, but stories like yours remind me that it can bring good too.

Twice so far. Once as a kid and once as a teen.
It didn't go anywhere as a kid, because she and I were both still kids at that time, the concept of love and all was still unknown. Honestly I don't even know as what she saw me back then, maybe just a playmate? Or a childish crush like I had too?
Well the second one did go somewhere but it ended awful. From what I hear and see those teenage romances are either the partner for life or embarrassing, maybe even painful, first experiences.
Now as an adult I didn't have that feel so far.

Honestly, I am lonely. I could use the companionship. Maintaining relationships, if friendship or romantic, is just so tiresome. Either I can get past my mental health issues or all I will ever be compatible with will be somebody who has them too.

Now my mother is pestering me about getting a cat again, for my wellbeing. I know it would do me good, but the thought alone of having another one die in my arms after 10, or 15, or 20 years makes me tear up.

All while I still miss friends, but now I am that age where former classmates and friends start to be successful and hearing about them, or even seeing them, makes me feel so much worse. I feel like I am still the same as back then, playing video games, hanging around the Internet, watching anime, fighting my health issues while news like x is pregnant, y married, z owns a company, z and y bought a house together, x got a degree and so on reach me.

Not only is it really awful getting to know people where I life, thanks to the story of my life I just can't connect to them at all.

I am tired, sushis. I don't even know where to go anymore on the Internet. The fact that it is online and not offline hurts me more and more. I can't get any satisfaction out of it anymore. Not to forget how it changed. I miss how it was 10 years ago, how it was 15 years ago.

I am also tired of labelling things as didn't cry at work today and didn't think about killing myself today as successes or having seen a cat as the highlight of my week.

>>4101
Thank you! I had already given up on finding a someone when I met her, I'm happy I just had such a pure coincidence

I am just gonna say that if you aren't watching Akiba Maid War and Shishou Shippo you are MISSING OUT

The wait is almost over

What an episode

>>4455
Thanks for reminding of Shishou Shippo, it really is a great anime.

>>4465
Those scenes where they do something different and also Bocchi's delusions where they change the artstyle are amazing, easily the best part of the anime.

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>>1715
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/H._R._Giger
Is it the giger? His art is not for everyone.

The last game I finished was technically Oblivion. I did every single quest including all the DLC quests. I will probably not touch the game again for a very long time. Probably half a decade. No promises though.

It's just the normal stuff that makes me not want to play it again. It's the only Elder Scrolls game that requires mods to be tolerable for me as well as needing the most amount of mods to make it tolerable. I kept adding more and more mods until I felt the game was ready for me to play it, and even then, I feel like I hadn't modded it enough. I was level 41 by the end of it and had put in a mod that de-scaled the dungeons. I wanted to cap the hp of all enemies to the hp they have at level 30, but I was either too lazy to find the mod or it didn't really exist. Probably would be an A+ mod though. It would solve a lot of problems.

This game is still good though. The quests are pretty fun, the visuals are still good, and the music is great. I remember my first time gathering grand soul gems to make black soul gems just so that I could get permanent invisibility at like, level 5. I would always use necromancer souls because it's funny. I remember sitting on a hill and watching the sunset with the Imperial City in the background as well. I started the trend of eating every day from that game. I have a lot of good memories. I'm just really glad I finally beat that game.

I beat it like, a two months ago technically. Still, my second greatest achievement behind 100%ing Morrowind.

I recently got my first 15-rune win in DCSS!
Was a very fun game with my favorite species too, Demonspawn. I never realized how insane Ashenzari's skill boosts were until this game where I was able to cast several level 8/9 spells, all of different schools, all while wearing medium armor AND a tower shield. The fact that I got some insanely lucky equipment and mutations helped too. The Magic Link demonspawn mutation is something I never got to really try on a caster before and it's extremely nice. Basically it makes your innate HP regen apply to MP regen as well when low on mana. Coupled with some sources of better MP regeneration I was able to cast spells almost nonstop by lategame! Now I am gonna try to clear a new milestone which is winning with a stealth/stabbing focused build, and winning with a Spriggan cuz I think they're cool


I highly recommend it for anyone wanting to get into traditional roguelikes, it's my personal favorite one and also one of the more user friendly ones. The default version you can download has both a very nice tileset and mouse support, as well as a really well made tutorial.

>>1738
do you have any other games in this genre that you'd recommend?

>>1740
Yeah! Dungeon Crawl Stone Soup is my favorite but I have played a lot of traditional roguelikes

Caves of Qud is pretty newbie friendly in terms of UI and how easy the controls are to learn. It has a really cool aesthetic and world to explore, and while the combat is not the strong point, it has really robust cooking, trading, mutation, and cybernetics systems. Plus it's much more fun to simply explore in that game, finding settlements and traders and factions and ruins is a really fresh experience compared to the usual endless dungeon diving of the genre

Infra Arcana is a really streamlined and simple, but fun, lovecraft inspired dungeon crawler. It's probably one of the easiest ones to just pick up and play if you're somewhat familiar with the genre and it's quite addicting thanks to the simplicity

Tales of Maj'eyal is pretty accessible too, it just requires you be willing to read a lot of lengthy skill descriptions and decipher dozens of lines of stats on every item. Compared to some other games it's extremely combat focused and you are from the start semi-locked into one of several classes with unique skill trees, synergies, resource systems, and more. For example one of the ranger skill trees focuses heavily on "mark"ing a target and other abilities key off of that, meanwhile other classes might care about how many cursed items you wear, your HP, a mana/stamina pool, etc. I'd recommend this one if you want a Diablo 2 roguelike cuz that's what it reminds me most of, right down to having "elite" enemies who drop piles of color-coded-by-rarity loot

Cataclysm: Dark Days Ahead is a post apocalypse/zombie survival roguelike and while I never got very good at it it's really fascinating and extremely deep, the focus is on just day to day survival but it's got vehicle/base building, hunger and thirst and cooking systems, and massive amounts of crafting tree stuff to play with. My personal problem is that I can never live long enough in this game to do any of the cool stuff I read about ;_;

I'd also be remiss not to mention NetHack because it's so infamous and it's also the first roguelike I ever played. I'm not sure if I'd super recommend it over more modern options but it is extremely charming and a good baseline to start from. It's got pretty much all the things that you would expect, for better or for worse: potion/sPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

I got this renge nendoroid yesterday for my birthday

>>1209
Happy birthday!

I wanted to buy one of these lewd Tifa figures but they're over $700. What a ripoff.

I bought a gunpla today! I've never put together a model but I'm having a ton of fun with this. The only part I dread is putting on the tiny little stickers, I have shaky hands.

>>1333
Complete! Except for the aforementioned tiny stickers, and his weaponry. I really had fun building this, I might try experimenting with some paint on the leftover spare parts because I know a lot of the fun of this kind of thing is customizing them

>>4072
You're right that was probably just some of my defeatism slipping through. As I said I actually don't care about most of the stuff on that list just kinda in a shit situation as it stands. Doing my best with what I have, though.

I used to feel pretty lonely because I was homeschooled. But now I'm in college and I've been going to the gym and learning how to talk to people. I have even started talking to a girl! I guess that I shouldn't really look at this bingo as a bucket list though.

I hate this and I resent you for thinking any of these questions are interesting, but my religion requires that I fill in any form I see.

>>4100
did you make that webm? that's pretty cool!
also, I'm sorry v_v
>>4085
I was homeschooled for a few years when I was growing up and yeah, homeschooling does feel pretty lonely.

>>4102
It's an edit of this picture (I don't know the artist), but yeah I made the webm. Thanks, I was pleased with the mood.