No.15936
I'm very bored currently. Have had to take care of my parents for the past week, so I can't really go outside. I've finally come back here after a few years since I can't be bothered by rude places, they get on my nerves a bit too much now.
>>15931ah I've experienced this feeling, usually it ends up with me crying too. hopefully you can convey how you feel to them sushisushi roll.
No.15937
>>15931>i don't belongAccording to them you do.
I hope you can learn to trust them.
No.15938
>>15931I sorry I can't empathize because I'm not a person who does friends. I wish i could have a nice word for you.
No.15944
>>6113Didn't get much done today besides fixing my homelab. I'm going to make tea now and then read.
No.15950
I went for a walk/hike in a nature reserve called Tidbinbilla. I haven't been there since 2021 and got slightly lost, but it was beautiful and I saw a lot of animals.
No.15951
I'm doing fine today, did some physical and virtual chores. Gonna visit a museum with some friends later, pretty excited about that.
No.15957
Went to explore a road out of town. First a dog chased me and managed to bite my leg only slightly. Later, I was trying to drive between a pickup and the road and my motorcycle hit a stone which threw me out of balance and I fell. Nothing serious. But now I'm bit and bruised.
It was a fine day, all things considered.
No.15976
>>15957what if dog was rabid???
you should go to doctor just in case.
No.15985
>>6113Got back from work and I'm tired and thinking about my friend's Discord server that recently died over stupid drama and I feel lonely, I just keep opening Discord and checking but there's nothing… it's so empty. I want to stay in contact with my friends although it will be hard. I need to move on and find other online places to hang out.
No.15987
Hi sushis. =w=
Planning on doing alot of documentation for our new system at work. It's nice to work on something you enjoy alot so far.
>>15985I'm glad i got a tight knit and mature friend circle. I've been away from discord for years to focus on studies. got back a year ago and everyone is still around.
I can only hope you find your tight knit community if you move on, sushiroll.
No.15988
Meh, I'm okay. I feel pretty manipulated by someone at work. I also feel like I'm surrounded by assholes socially. I feel like I don't fit in with a new friend group I'm trying to get to know. But at least I'm home resting.
No.15995
>>15992Leave no stone unturned.
No.15996
>>15995Got most of it done today. Trash, vacuuming, bedsheets, and bathroom cleaned. Tomorrow is dishes, recycling, cleaning sink, and dusting. Then it will all be SUPER CLEAN!!!
No.16003
I want to write online about stuff I'm learning but I don't know where. My lvl is too low to be worth anything to anybody but I still want to share with potential readers.
No.16009
>>16003You could make your own blog website on neocities
No.16010
>>16007That's for fiction
>>16009Maybe, I don't think I'd get any visits that way, though. But that's probably the best option.
No.16011
>>16010>That's for fictionNot necessarily, I used it to vent a little bit a while ago
No.16012
I wanna make a post but I'm not sure why.
No.16036
I've been trying to make better art, but I keep falling asleep.
No.16039
I feel lonely and weird because I always run away from social situations when I get the hint of a vibe that I'm starting to receive any sort of negative attention. I can't ever maintain friendships because of it. Um besides that I've lost a couple pounds?
No.16040
>>16039Social situations are scary! And people are kinda hard to read.
No.16086
>>6113Slept in but setting up a cool device and harvesting spices that I grew in the garden.
There’s too much spice actually >_>
Like, can’t use it all in a year too much.
Maybe I should send some to sushi’s?
No.16109
>>16069Walks outside can help! They aren't as strenuous as the gym but they keep you moving in your free time.
No.16147
>>16086ooh what kind of spices?
No.16148
>>16147Classics: Oregano, Thyme, Rosmary, Peppermint, Sage.
No.16150
>>16148awesome
there is nothing like being able to grab some fresh herbs while cooking
No.16156
>>16150Ah, reminds me of growing up. My mom grew fresh basil in the garden, so I have memories of plucking a single leaf, placing on top of a single slice of fresh tomato and mozzarella, and putting the whole bite on a cracker. Best snack of all time.
No.16162
>>16148Awesome. I've long wanted to grow herbs but the sun here is too harsh for them and they usually don't make it.
No.16165
So do you sushis want me to send the spices?
No.16167
Message from The Emperor of the known universe: The spice must flow.
No.17022
Got a chicken nanban sandwich with extra sauce
https://www.foodinjapan.org/kyushu/miyazaki/chicken-nanban/Feeling good!
No.17078
I am once again feeling deeply anxious about interpersonal relationships. Why do we even want these things again?
No.17081
my plan for today is to do no work whatsoever and relax. actually stop being a workaholic for 24 hours and just take it easy. im going to grab some ice cream, watch some anime and haul the ps1 out of the closet. im already struggling not to open my textbook.
No.17191
Struggling with loneliness, a sister that wants nothing to do with me despite saying otherwise and the constant fear of abandonment.
No.17229
I'm doing okay. Like the sushi roll above I'm feeling a bit lonely, but it's nothing too terrible. I don't relate to my old friends anymore and I'm really struggling to make new ones. Plus I'm not so good at friendship. I frequently forget to talk to friends for months at a time, which is probably why I have so few.
In the last year I did accept myself for who I am, and got rid of a lot of self hatred, which is nice. Now I can examine some feelings that have been bubbling below the surface for ages and it's been cathartic to examine them. I don't need that external validation anymore. The freedom is nice.
Beyond the emotional garbage I've been making some minor repairs to my house. I'm pretty bad about getting projects done in a reasonable timeframe though…
