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Write a letter to someone. It could be for someone from sushi or from somewhere else. It may even be a letter to nobody!


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Dear Elise.
It's been a wild ride after you've been gone. Certain things have happened that have completely changed my life.
But some things stay the same. The loneliness aspect being one of them.
I was not a good person with you. I was avoidant, I was pushy, I was needy, aloof, and never could say things straight.
And I understand it. I never thought anything like what we had could happened. You are now someone else's. But, if things were to go south. Don't look for me. I wish i could have been better, not for you but also for me.
Those two months we had will be ingrained until the day I die, as the time that I thought heaven was real.
But for now. I'll have to keep on living the life I always had. One where I had no one else. No one else but myself.
I'm sorry for the harm that I did to you Elise. I really, really hope you make the right things in life. Take extreme care of yourself, love your family and those around you, and be happy that you are surrounded by great people.
I deeply wish you well.
Sincerely, Mes.


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wrote a Christmas card if that counts.


I also wrote a Christmas card for someone, but I lost the envelope, stupidly enough


To Mo,

Thank you.

If we never had gotten into that fight, I would've never befriended S. And if I had never befriended S, she would have never invited me to G. And if I had never been invited to G, I would've never had talked with Mx, or Y, or P, or C, or My. And if I had never talked with MxYPCMy, then I would never have struck a conversation with Sa. And if I had never struck a conversation with Sa, I would never have fallen in love with him, and never have met him, and never have been so happy in my life.

I'm sorry, Mo
Thank you, Mo



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I just wonder, sometimes I think that the only thing that would reach to a conclusion about what happened is if we could just have a dialogue and share what really ticked us off. I know this may not be the brightest idea, and that you may not be there, and it's just me making heads or tails. But. My head still feels quite restless. I may have to talk this with my therapist first rather than with you. I should learn to move on. There is a part of me that doesn't want to, because you were the first person to show me what care from someone else feels like. But there is also a part of me that knows that clinging to this is gonna lock me out of wonderful people in life. It has already done that.
I'm so glad that you're living happy if that's the case now. Someone like you deserves all the happiness in the world.
As for me, I'll stick to my guns. And also try to be less lazy, I am pretty sure that my longing for companionship comes from endless hours of not doing anything.
But man, staying on my bed for hours truly is difficult not to do

Take care of yourself Nano.

Your's truly, Grimm


To Juliet,
It's been a long time. I'm sorry for abandoning you at your worst, even if it felt impossible to ever trust you again - I wish you loved yourself enough to know you don't have to lie to be worthy of love and empathy.
Are you okay now? So much time has passed, and I know you entered sixth form late as well. I went to University in [REDACTED]; hate it here and am considering my options to leave, it's just a really boring city with really boring people. You annoyed me sometimes, but you were never boring. Hell, you were sometimes sweet, and I just took that for granted and when things got bad acted as though you never did any good. How's that for an insensitive prick?
I'd be interested in seeing you again someday, just let me know whenever. My number is [REDACTED] if you need it, and I'm not a busy guy. You know, not like you'd expect me to actually get a job.

Hope for the best,


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Dear Sushi
This has been the worst year of my life.
I will take my life today by jumping to a train.
I wish you the happiness I could never get.


Before you take such a drastic action, do you want to talk about it? We are here for you, sushi.


killing yourself is retarded.
have some warm tea, sleep early and rethink tomorrow about it.


in the time you spend committing suicide, you could
- listen to some nice music
- make yourself a hot cup of tea or coffee
- in the evening, go out and socialise even if you have no friends
- go for a walk outside, even if it's cold
- remember who you are


>- in the evening, go out and socialise even if you have no friends
that's a terrible advice.
all he'll manage to get out of this is getting robbed or beaten down.


people do it all the time


my own experience says otherwise.
As a loner, if you try to insert yourself into others' social circle, it's likely you will be taken advantage of because you'll come out as needy & desperate for companionship.

to be welcomed in a new social circle, you need to be already part of an existing social circle where one of your acquaintances would introduce you to this new group.

that's how normal people function.


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>do you want to talk about it? We are here for you, sushi.
Someone I thought was a friend used me to get to someone that I really cared about.
It makes me sick, I never thought people could be so cold and manipulative. He took advantage of my social retardation and. Oh my god.
I'm sorry.


it upsets me that people would jump in front of a train and just pass their grief onto others so hurtfully and gruesomely. find a way to do it with as little hurt to others - there's enough grief in this world and you of all people know that. please exit this world as peacefully as you circumstances allow.

unless of course you just hate humanity and want to cause as much misery as you can. i have grievances with that approach too, but at least i understand it.


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Just do it, man. Be a human doing, not a human being…


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To Pet.
I excuse my rude behavior, I was a really narcissistic fuck and I really made an ass of myself. I'd like it if we could keep talking, you were my first friend from the internet and I hold some big trust on you. I talked to a friend of yours you presented to me so that we could talk again, but it seems like my efforts were null. I'd be really glad if we could make amends and be friends again, or even if that's not the case, just talk one last time.
Sincerely, that Lisa The Pointless fan.


Dear R,

It's been a while. Still remember me? Honestly, my memory of you is fading away, but I can still recall some of the fun we had together.

I haven't spoken to you for almost a decade. How are you? I've been well. Been busy "making peace" with myself. Oh! I even picked up an old hobby of reading fanfiction. Makes this old fart feel young again.

How's the crafts hobby going? I always loved seeing the things you made, even though I'd relentlessly tease you about it. I don't think I ever apologized for that. Sorry for being a prick.

But the cats, are they doing well? I hope they'll get to enjoy the warm weather coming soon.

Why am I writing this? Well honestly, when I get in the ruts my brain finds itself searching through the memory labyrinth. I came across you again. But, you'll never know or read this message.

Cheers! And may we never meet again.


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You make me sick
I hope a terrible fate for you
You make the angels scream and the devils cry
And basically, fuck you



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To M…
Meeting each other was a mistake. I just wanted to kill time, to fill a void. To this day, I'm still trying to fill that void with meaningless and shameful things. I'm ashamed of the person I've become. Am I even deserving of love at this point? Did I ever deserve yours?


If only I could hold you. If only you could hold me. I wish we could look at each other in the eye after waking up and share that little dumb giggle. You are the most amazing woman in the world, there is no one else like you. We are so close, yet so far. For you I'd cross the ocean even if it meant I'd have to be a waitress in a shitty boat for some weeks. But he is there. And I can't do anything. I don't want to do anything. I only want your happiness. and I wish I could be at your side.


To C,

It hasn’t been long since you’ve gone, but my tears have yet to dry. I’ve wanted to apologize early into our relationship for being so avoidant and for dragging you along with me, but never found the courage to be truly open with you. I wish you came to talk to me before you left. Did the 1.5 years mean so little to you? I was so inconsiderate towards your feelings as I had yet to know what to do with my own, and I knew it from the very start. I hope you weren’t my first love and if there were another chance with you, I’d do better. I’m not a regretful person, and I hope this wouldn’t be a situation I’ll be regretting on my deathbed by my 80s. I hope you would never get over me, this is my selfishness.

From M



Do you by chance know if I'm in the naughty list?

Regards, sushi


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Dear S,

It's been 13 years. I hope that you are still alive and living an enjoyable life with friends and family. I'm sorry that I couldn't be what you needed me to be for you. I'll always fondly remember our walks in the field on warm summer nights. I really enjoyed holding your hand, and I'll never forget our first kiss on the balcony at sunset, or the time we spent together the morning I left for my home country.

We were definitely not made for each other, and we spent most of our time arguing. And yet, time and distance have left me with only nostalgic memories. I sincerely hope you are doing well.



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I left my thoughts on a letter I sent to an address that might be yours. I hope my words made where we left off less of a mess and is good enough to give you some clarity.
Much care, Magnesite


Dear Me:
You're doing fine, keep at it.


Dear Lain

I loved you more than anything in the entire world but you were the most abusive person I've ever met. It broke every part of me when you cheated. I can't remember most of what happened last year but it's all documented in my diaries. I've moved on in some aspects but the trauma is bad, I have nightmares. I still think about you all the time and I hate it. Finally I got around to blocking your mum on Instagram, she had been following me for a long time viewing my stuff still. It was pretty creepy.

I don't really care about what is going on in your life so I am not inclined to ask.



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Do you wanna talk it out? You know where to reach me if you wish. We don't have to let it end this way.



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Hope you're doing well. It's been a while since you disappeared. I understand why you did, but I hope life is starting to look up for you. I imagine it's cold over there where you live right now. Out here it's just wet and dreary.

Take care, brother. You matter, and you will always be a friend. I miss your art, but I understand why you quit. Hope you'll call some time, I'd love to talk again.

Your old friend,


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Hi As,

I told you about this website when we spoke. I don't know if you're ever here, but if you are, I hope you see this and recognize it's me. I just wanted to apologize to you for how I lashed out at you. I understand why you couldn't talk to me; I am a wreck of a person, and my brain is completely scrambled, and I treated you as an enemy when really you were one of the kindest people I had ever spoken to. But there were a lot of issues that got in the way of us being able to connect, most of which were not entirely our fault, and just a matter of how we lived our lives up to this point. You said it yourself, we're late to everything. I'm just a reflection of my life experiences, and I don't want to be that way. It takes work, but someday I will be different. I don't think you will ever see me then. Just know I'm sorry for treating you as the enemy, when you were a great friend. I love you, and may God bless you.



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dear dad
fuck you
your shitty eating habits are murdering me
fuck you fuck you fuck you
and fuck whoever is outside as well, this day is shitty as fuck and it's sunday
fuck you planet
fuck you too sushi
fuck the dictionary
fuck human beings
fuck flesh prisons
fuck… my temptation of drinking rubbing alcohol
fuck, i wish i could get a hitman hired on me so that he could kill me.
fuck you, sincerely, someone who is sadly attributed as "your son"
though I wish i wasn't



I miss having you around and I am not sure why you left us all behind. I could never get a good read on you and the way you tried to communicate with me. I took it as a compliment when you said my voice sounds like rain. I wish I had complimented yours in return.

Anyway, I hope you're killing it and if you're not that's also fine, as long as you stick it out to the end. Shoot me a message anytime, by the way. I'll probably be around to read it and respond.

From me,
to you


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Sushis have such unfortunate and rich relationship and first love stories. You could write a manga off of them.
I'd thought to post the full manga, but the dumb engine wouldn't allow me to upload even a 13426-pixel-high picture.


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Dear Slim

I wrote you but still ain't callin'
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
But anyways, f*ck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'm a call her?
I'm a name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some friendly lady who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan

This is Stan


Dearist God,

Thank you for making me only attracted to anime girls and not caring about romance. It is one of the good things in my life. I feel no loneliness emotionally or sexually. Livin' my best life. <3


Dearest p,

Fuck you.

Perhaps brevity is best, but a part of me still loathes the thought you were able to blithely say one thing and do the opposite.

Thanks for being yet another person who used me and then moved on at the first opportunity. Happy to have helped, glad you were able to grow as a person. You're welcome.

You friendly lady.



To R

Sorry I ghosted you. I was suddenly in a different stage of life and that project we were working on became way less important. I should have talked it out with you. To be honest, I don't think it was going anywhere anyway, but I should have at least given you the option to take my work and continue on alone.


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special someone
get the fuck out of my head
it has been a long time. i still cling to you because you were the only person in the planet that ever showed me the things you did. i still cling to you because you're the only person that could tolerate me. i still cling to you because when i think of opening up to someone, it's you.
but… sometimes i think of talking to you, and it's the scariest feel in the world.
i try talking to other people, but they're all just a game. and when these people that just feel like a game pop up, you just storm in as a monsoon.
if you wish, you could message me a bomb. Maybe then, peace may be achieved.



I was wrong to make you cry those many years ago in high school. It's been about a decade since that time, and I've never forgiven myself for it. I sometimes have dreams of your face, and I try to apologize, but I'm never able to do it. It is one of the many things I regret in life. I'm sorry I never contacted you to say I was sorry, despite you being on my mind for so long. The years go by like seconds to me. I sometimes can't believe the year now is over 1/4 the way over.



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Isn't it a bit sad how, as we get older, you get to realize that work of fictions just exaggerate the feelings of the characters to have an interesting story?
Maybe we don't get to find a Romeo or Juliet. Maybe a Joe or a Camilla is ok.
Maybe exaggerating how someone feels towards someone else isn't the proper way to approach people. Perhaps someone mundane is good enough.
You probably reached to this conclusion sooner than me.



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I wanna go crazy on you.
I wanna fucking… go apeshit on you, lick the parts of you that I shouldn't, put my parts where it's forbidden, and just hear you say my name while we get it on

Your knight.

PS: I am writing this with a lot of alcohol in my blood.

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