/hell/ - internet death cult

>>1626
Yeah the references thing is terrible. When you eventually get lucky and land a job, it's critical to find 2 people at your job who will be your reference for later jobs. This falls under the whole social anxiety thing too. A lot of this problem stems from simply being afraid to confront a person and ask them a favour. When you practise socialising, you can overcome this, but it's certainly a long road to get to that point.

>>1373
I read the Hagakure, decided to live my life to the fullest, dress respectfully, moved to a totally new place, and decided to start talking to strangers respectfully IRL since its not like i have anything to loose.

Being a hikki was no fun, I actually lost my voice from not talking for months at a time.

I have been a hikki neet on and off for maybe 4 years at this point. I have never understood why people complain about this lifestyle. This is basically the best a human can have. Or at least it is for me. Maybe other people's brains work differently, they need direction or purpose from a job or family or education etc. For me I have never desired any of these things. I don't like "direction". I like to go in many directions at once, or go hardcore in one direction for a couple days and then never again. The world outside is not set up for that modality. I have the freedom that I can spend 3 days fucking around in gentoo if I want, or I could spend those days playing counter strike and jacking off, or I can do both or neither.
I think most people don't actually desire freedom, they want freedom from desire. This means they end up longing for someone to tell them what to do. If they don't have something to do, people lose a grip on their sense of self. They want to know that they are here for a reason. I have never felt any of these emotions or desires. When someone tells me what to do I just get annoyed. In fact, I will enjoy a task, but as soon as I know that i'm being forced to do it I no longer enjoy it. That's why I hate sleeping and food, because i'm being forced to do it.
None of my hobbies or interests involve being outside, I have a few close friends on the internet to keep me company. I just genuinely don't understand why anyone would want a different life from this. I don't mind being poor, almost everything I like is free or cheap. Please explain how this is a bad thing.

I've been a NEET with pathetic attempts at fixing it since 2011. I've started a pre-uni course this year in the hopes of either getting into a medical related degree or just doing an accounting degree next year.

>>3307
Western culture (at least as it exists today)hates fun. We've been brainwashed into thinking that we don't deserve happiness unless we've tortured ourselves to obtain it, and we've been taught to fear that which naturally brings us pleasure.

It's a variant on the mating press. The term itself doesn't really detail on whether the knees are on the ground or if the guy has his feet planted straight.

>>3283
Alright, thanks.

I agree
But it's interesting you say it's bleak, because to me that show has always had an aura of hopefulness and serenity. But I suppose there's some melancholy in there as well.

I've never even seen this show, but I always save the art.

>>3255
>I've never even seen this show
Well why not? It's really good.

indeed it is

yes

>>3055
welcome sushi roll

>>3239
Hang in there, Sushiroll. I was a NEET for 5 years and started to experience some of the things you have. The longer it goes on the harder it is to cope, but the harder it is to do anything. I also tried to console myself with asceticism, but the loneliness and emptiness got too much. I'm trying to slowly better my situation now, but I still suffer from sometimes overwhelming anxiety, bouts of depression and a general feeling of distance from everyone around me.

I'm a terrible friend, but I'll do my best if you leave an email, discord, or some other means of contact here.

>>3240
Oh I would like to chat I do not use discord or anything but I warn you I am a worse friend I cannot form emotional bonds with people so never been lonely but would love to try make a friend.
Leave a throwaway I will email the email I use for chats (I chattedt o someone else before).
Thank you Suhi <3 maybe I can encourage you too

Do sushis have any good experiences with supplements?

>>3243
Sure, you can email me here: https://pastebin.com/6XRBAivU
Just using pastebin so my email doesn't stick around forever in this thread, even though it's not a personal one.

There's no pressure at all, I understand how much of a burden maintaining a relationship can feel like sometimes.

>>2223
How is kratom? I was thinking of ordering some

>>3212
Are you okay sushi roll?

>>3213
No. Everyone I know hates me. I deserve it, but that doesn't mean I have to be happy about it.

Cops will fuck you if you do so I wouldn't do it

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>>4727
Your wife was pregnant and you were cheating with some random on Second Life? You should have cut that off long before you felt "scared" or it bled into your real life. Sad as fuck.

>>4708
There's usually a reason why it happens even if you don't find out. One of the reasons I quit hanging out with my friend is disillusionment with that person. I saw them taking advantage of people and I decided I couldn't trust them anymore.

>>4727
>>4728
It's somewhat jarring to me as to how second life drama can be so serious.

>or has a massive impact on your RL
Generally when I ghost or have been ghosted it's to people I only know irl..

Time to get a better class of friends…

Make today the best it can be…

Because you get drunk on love and while you do mean it, that state doesn't last forever. Sometimes the thing it morphs into is compatible with the things you said at first, sometimes not. Sometimes it ferments, sometimes it rots, sometimes all signs of activity stop. Some people learn to not lean into it too hard too fast, some people have low tolerance for love-chems. Some people think mistake losing the intensity of that initial falling head over heels for losing feelings altogether and chase the next new-crush opportunity that falls in their lap.
You've probably been hype to make plans with someone while drunk on booze/beer and not felt up for it at all when sober. Same thing, different modes of inebriation. It's not personal, it's just hard to preemptively think outside of curent frame of mind.

boys are fucking trash t. boy

>>1999 þ

You can as butthurt as you want over the fact that sooner or later there'll be more Indians who speak English than native Anglo speakers and how the language will change because of that.

>>1650
>The underclass relies on an upper class
Hmm…
>to do specialised jobs
Debatable, but go on…
>and give them employment
Seize the means of production and they won't have to!

>>1644
Being poor sucks but money management can help a little…
https://twitter.com/mrmoneymustache

>>1651
>but when you can barely feed yourself and make rent at the same time while working two jobs, it is hard to see more than what is right in front of you.
I think this is a larger problem than people give it credit for. My uncle was homeless for a while and it really taught me how dynamic of a state poverty is. It's not just going to the same shitty minimum wage job day after day, it's an unstable cycle that's constantly shifting out from under their feet. There's always something.
I wonder how much better people would be off if these jobs were simply stable. Would the routine help to make life more comfortable and devote energies to getting to a better place?

>>301
what the fuck

summer came really late for sushichan yeah?

>>1071
biggu bakku dayo

CIRNO is cute

>>294
love this fucking webm