Strangers are strangers. People forget. I think even if you feel you messed up for them it won't make any difference in the long run. The only person it really affects is yourself, depending on how you deal with it
See, I kinda like it, but it's not fixing any of my problems. Might even be causing new ones.
Two weeks of reflection and self-improvement later, turns out I'm actually not capable of loving anything at all. Hey, at least I tried. Might as well still pine for some cuddles and regular dickings, though.
So, I wish for everyone in the universe to be killed in a mugging. Hand over your space wallets or don't, aliens, you're still getting your wigs split.
I wish this >>4060
sushi roll's entertaining and misanthropic wishes all come true, no matter how mutually exclusive they are.
Thank you for your support. Hopefully the world ends soon, my bed is cold.
I really need someone I can be affectionate with
Being alone is killing me
I have been talking to a nice guy who seems to have a lot in common with me, we've connected almost instantly in a way I had forgotten was possible. He's opening me up to the idea of becoming a more sensitive and caring person, I remember what it was like to not hate the world!
I wish that all children on Earth age 13 and younger would be consumed from the inside out by infinitely-replenishing maggots summoned straight from the most sickening of the darkest pits of Hell.
as long as he doesn't make you caring enough that you stop wishing the best wishes then that's great
I wish that all the worlds nuclear weapons mysteriously launch themselves into a global coverage pattern, simultaneously ending the lives of all living people in the most beatifully unifying human experience that we'll ever witness.
We can't be together in life but we will all be together in death.
Your wish is actually kind of beautiful. I hope it comes true :3
My only worry is that we don't have enough nukes to cover the entire earth. We have enough to destroy modern civilization and plunge the earth into a centuries long nuclear winter but not enough to actually kill every last person. If there are going to be survivors there's no point.
How can we convince the world's leaders that we need thousands more multi-megaton nukes to be safe?
Or maybe it could be accomplished with a single gigantic nuclear weapon with yield well into the Gigatons. There's no practical upper limit on fusion bomb yield, is there?
I did some reading and we definitely do not have enough bombs to cover even the populated surface of Earth, we'd be stuck with the boring slow death. You're also right about the Hydrogen bomb, the Teller-Ulam design can theoretically have as many 'stages' as needed to make as large a yield as you want, so it's not an impossible dream, just very difficult to realise. You're not limited by the convential issue of increased fallout by using radioactive tampers, since nobody will really be around to experience it. I hope it doesn't inconvenience the animals too much, they get enough shit off us already.>>4240
be my guest, maybe it would probably stop me wishing for the death of all humanity
Whoops I'm late. I wish for the entire human race to discover the secrets of the universe and what lies beyond it, if anything. I wish for our species to be united in finally understanding all there is to understand. This is not the same thing as wishing for us all to know all there is to know, I'm wishing for each and every one of us to fully grasp the nature, and therefore the meaninglessness, of our existence and that of all other things. I hope for humanity to be crushed by the acedia that comes with knowing where your journey will take you before it has even begun. I want even the most stunted of minds to become rootbound and cynical as both mystery and wonder fade away like sweet dreams enjoyed before a groggy awakening back into a world that is as pointless as it is cold and ugly.
Metaphysics will take its place among the now-futile sciences; let us all have our noblest desires drained from us by an indefatigable refutation against exploration. Though we will never wander again, we shall be forever lost.>>4241
A man after my own heart.
I wanted to make a joke about how you could make me your qt gf despite the fact I'm a dude and straight but honestly, I want a gf too. I want to be some girl's qt bf.
… are you me? Why all the people looking for calm intelligent and caring anime watching bf are always on the other side of the world or sushi rollymous on the web? Well, at least I know someone exists!
Meh, not my best work. It's kind of a shame to leave on such a dry note. This has been fun though, looks like I beat the odds I mocked up in >>3842
and was granted the most horrific and destructive of the wishes I have made here.
My boyfriend just texted me, I gotta go. Good luck to all on your wishes and I'll see y'all in hell.
i wish i was as godlike of a programmer/sysadmin as the sysops in cyberpunk literature
>>4278> falling in love with dream girl in mental dream ward
I can relate to this so hard. >>4282
Thank's for the link! My musician horizon got extended. Now I want to equip slugs with jetpacks.
Well, that hurt. I wish that the Earth would just stop spinning. That way, everyone will be not only bored but also disappointed with me as we all burn and/or freeze to death. Fuck you.
I have an idea in my head for a new firearm that will could prove to be a moderate success with the sporting community. I wish I had the knowledge and skill to shape what I dream of out of metal. I've always been able to think of art and designs, but I've never been able to bring them to fruition. It's like my brain and my hands don't cooperate.
you just got to keep applying to places and eventually someone will take you in. it might be easier if you put down any school experience with anything down. I told my last employer i had 100 hours of community service without really elaborating that it was part of a scholarship i failed to get and they thought it was super impressive. little stuff like that could help. i understand how you feel completely though, i was in a similar position
I wish I could give advice, but I have no idea to find such good friends. Most of my irl friends moved on over the years, and I can't stay any of them are the kind of people that I can share anything with. I have some e-buddies tho, can talk to them about anything, and we do seem to care for eachother. That friendship kinda just happened on its own tho. They're just a group I started chatting with on some forum 10-15 years ago, and we just stuck together for all this time.
I guess the trick is to join various group you think might be interesting to you, then see which community you click with.
So true! I really like drawing so I could find some communities to join and see what happens, it's a pretty exciting prospect!
No harm could come from speaking with an expert. If you don't have a gunsmith in your social network, seek one out, make small business with them to feel them out. If you think there's a rapport there, give them what information you can and ask them what they think.
If they like it, and want to work on it, offer what support you can. Maybe being their gopher won't get as much credit as you'd like, but one of your ideas will actually come into being and that would be amazing by itself.
I wish I had a physical synthesizer. They're such cool instruments but money has been hard to come across nowadays.
I wish that the Mongols would once again burst out of the steppelands to gloriously massacre and/or tuckus-rape all of civilization.
The horrors and depredations of totally tubular brosephinorinos such as Timur-i-Leng, Subudai, Hulegu Khan and the big man himself Kung Pao Chicken will be put to fucking shame by this new wave of pastoral nomad forcible assplay/eradication of entire nations.
Fearless Keshik lancers will ride their steeds over mountains of dead formerly-innocent children, past ruined skyscrapers melted by the callous fires of war into giant glass penii swaffling the lips of God, range far and wide until even the chaste and peaceful Penguin tribes of Antarctica have either been buggered or murderered to the fanfare of myriad edgy middle school history buffs. Pound those tight, flightless little asses until the quorks of anguish and shame can be heard all the way over in Australia.
For one last time, hunky Asian killing machines with cool helmets will rule the tattered remnants of the world from horseback, making everyone schlep all of the fucking way back to Karakorum to perform the basic functions of government, such as appealing parking tickets, or getting bent over a hardy steppe pony and devastatingly sodomized.
Finally, I wish that all the subjugated sedentary losers of the world would now get superplague from all of the toxic conqueror loads infected with fleas which live within the mighty Altai Mountain Oysters like so many strains of itchy HIV. May the victorious hordes from parts unknown poz everyone to death after they're done murdering the everloving fuck out of us with their primitive encirclement tactics and funky mustaches. Also they get drunk by fermenting like, horse milk or some shit and that's just fucking gross.
I have a minilogue and some peripheral audio kit (couple of volcas, a mixer, an audio interface). It is very fun to lay everything out and make some sounds, but I will say that I have more fun just playing music on my midi keyboard and some Arturia V-collection VSTs. The 4 note polyphony is sometimes a bit limiting on the minilogue. It all depends what you enjoy doing, but I get a lot of joy from just playing music live on vintage instruments, and of course I couldn't afford the real things. I'll have a bit of money coming in later in the year and I'm debating whether to buy a Nord Electro, since I love Organs and Pianos maybe even more than Synths, so it's a toss up between that or save money by getting a DX7
One can only hope. It won't be nomadic pastoralists the next time round, but those who end up living in harsh conditions outside civilization. The oceans, the planets, the stars…
I wish every human being alive would get their left arm caught in a meat grinder. Anyone who does not have a left arm has to sit this one out I guess, sucks to be them.
>>4418>Kung Pao Chicken will be put to fucking shame by this new wave of pastoral nomad forcible assplay>nomad forcible assplay
Are you a professional writer or something? Holy fuck was that sentence amazing, I shouldn't be laughing but here I am… laughing like a retard.
To be honest I'm astonished that anyone reads my shit anymore, so damn, that actually means a lot to me, sushi. Thank you!
No, I never went pro. I got something published in Black Fog a while back and that's about it. I haven't been writing as much since I torched all my papers back in July.
i havent posted on sushichan before(url says sushigirl but idk)
i know wishes may not mean anything but i guess its a fun lil thing to do. i wish for a reinvigorated passion, the kind i had when i was a kid, where i could spend a week straight working on something, even if it didnt end up very good. i just wanna get excited about stuff again
also i like the aesthetic of the site, the suchi pics and header imgs are cute
Welcome to the site you spicy california roll you :3
i just want to have a cute bf and read books and watch anime and play video games and stuff with him
also i wish i wash mentally healthy
basically i want all my major problem to go away and have a quiet life with a nice boy
I have another wish, but I'm going to make it happen. I've tried multiple times and failed but I'm going to to it again and again until I succeed. I wish for less negativity in my life. And I'm going to start with the Internet. I got a head start because I prefer history videos and other things that allow me to learn about something rather than stupid rant videos and other two minute hate videos that people love to put out plus I've been getting bored of them. And to add to that, I only post on here and some subreddits now.
I'm going to reduce contact with negative people who just whine and friendly lady all the time too. I'm done with having negative thoughts that stay in my head all day and make my mood bad and my blood boil. I'm going to have to make another journal for this though, whatever, I'll make this wish and others come true.
Oh wow it's been a while. Things worked out! have a really solid group of friends, the best human relationships I've ever formed in my life. Like, we care about each other and are more than just friends because we're in the same situation. The past few months have been so bloody hectic and new, it's hard to properly take it in. Super thankful to be in this position. Seasonal affective disorder has got me a little down, but my spirits are up!
Also would like a bf, but that might actually be in the works :)
I hope things similarly go well for all of you sushirolls!
Another sushi got their wish granted! I think that's the fourth one so far. Good job sushi.
I'll be away from the Internet for a month so I've gotta make this one count. I wish for another Ice Age to occur. This will see the world's arable land brought to a minimum for the next 12,000 years or so
and that will mean a nice, slow-burning period of mass starvation compounded with exposure.
A drastic climate change like this will obviously run concurrently with yet another global extinction event that I'm thinking will dwarf even the one we're experiencing right now in the Anthropocene. It is my hope that the surviving gene pool will be so small that only the hysterically inbred shall inheirit the Earth by the time of the thaw, and as such even after millenia of desperate struggle against the harshness of our new reality, all life on our fickle planet will have been doomed from the start anyways. uwu also I wish I won't be single on Christmas for once.
Just a GF, was quite a while back I had a relationship because of my very sparse social life. Anything else I could wish for is possible with just a bit of motivation and putting up a challenge to my lethargy.
I long ago gave up on wanting shit like relationships and friends, so I'd just wish for the ability to live in isolation for the rest of my life. I'd love nothing better than to lock myself away in a dark room and never have to leave until I waste away.